but not YOU ...

i thought i can always be happy and no negative thinking ....

but ...i couldn't make it ...

feel terrible now !

what happen !!!!!

I remembered something unhappy ...that happened on me ><

feel hurt ...sad .....

the feelings back to me !

i'm lost again ...

get me out of that !

why ????

why ???????

the feeling should be away from me since i had my new life !

but why ??!?!??!?!

It's still there !!!!!

annoying me ><

i couldn't enjoy my life

i have to force myself stop thinking of that ...but i cant !

P L E A S E !!!!!!

i'm 100% negative now ><

i don't want to be negative !

i shall not be like this !

i should smile ! as nice as i could !

i should start my new life ....

i should .....i should forget something that hurt me !!!!!!

i need someone ...someone which can lead me to a better way .....

but not YOU .....

sorry ...sorry to what i posted here ....