Monday, October 31

那些年,我們一起追的女孩




I want to watch this
<3






CFAB Graduation


Venue : Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre , Plenary Theater







=)




Saturday, October 29

waaaaaaaaa......

waaaaaaaaa......

freaking gan jiong now !
pt2 tomorrow !

and then graduation in KLCC !

and and and

I haven't think of what attire should I wear !

and

I need HEELSSSS to make me look tall !

no time to shop for it !
=/
I dun wanna look so short =p

ARGHHHHHHHH !!!!

oh ya
btw , I miss the boyfriend ! =)

time to get back to study , again !

I regret that I slack for few days now

='(





Tuesday, October 25

爱上一个不回家的人 --- 林忆莲


爱过就不要说抱歉
毕竟我们走过这一回


从来我就不曾后悔
初见那时美丽的相约


曾经以为我会是你
浪漫的爱情故事
唯一不变的永远


是我自己愿意承受
这样的输赢结果
依然无怨无悔


期待你的出现
天色已黄昏


爱上一个不回家的人
等待一扇不开启的门


善变的眼神
紧闭的双唇


何必再去苦苦强求
苦苦追问








Sunday, October 23


broke down during the start of the session

A short talk carried out by Catherine

teared up , not because of the story

but because of my private reason , family issues .

=/

Friday, October 21

Pissed me off

today early in the morning , someone pissed me off ...

yes ,he did .
I wonder why I can use 45 minutes to drive from Kajang to Sunway ,
but he cant even use 45 minutes to move his ass down the apartment and wait there ?

everytime I have to text him "reached" , then waited like a DRIVER there ...
am I obliged to pick you up ? hello ...??!!
I seriously cannot take this .
Every morning I will have emotional attack because of him , maybe I die younger because of this ? I just cant understand what is he thinking ...
Fine . as usual ,I park my car in elephant walk , well , should I say I notice "things" .
He treated me just like a driver .
my girl friend reached at the same time too , so waited for her to walk to college .
and I shut my mouth up the whole journey .
I wonder why he can talk so nicely , walk beside her , so SLOWLY when she is there .
But what happen is she weren't there ?
I think we have about at least 50m apart ,or more than that . Ha ?
shall I reflect myself in this case .
If he appreciate what people did for him , show some respect . If he doesn't , please ask those person that he thinks he will appreciate to help him , I am not your 24/7.
I am super pissed !

I think Reuben was the first one who know why my face was so emo this morning .
And I shall thanks him ,for understand part of the story .
I am tired of telling everything ... I
dunno who to tell to .
Can I just screw him right in front of his face ?

Fine . Can he like ...don't sleep when I was driving home in a Jam ?
Is my car so nice for him to learn "fishing" lesson ?
I rather todrive alone back ,without him ....
I can blast my radio , oh well , I can blast too when he is fishing ,
since he is not there for chatting purpose
#yes , sarcasm ,I know . who cares ?


damn damn damn


he has crossed the line , like a million thousands time ,
yet I'm still so generous to him ,what da hell am I doing ?

maybe he did something nice , but I don't see it .
#so sorry , but I don't mean it .


Thursday, October 20

great ,

toss and turn on my bed for more than an hour and I still awake now

how could I go to class 2moro ?

=/

sighs

me want sleeeep






Tuesday, October 18

雨过天晴,彩虹出现了 :)


很久没有写华语了,来一篇华语的吧~

嗯,以前我写华语篇是都是伤心的,悲伤的。
因为我觉得华语字,比较有味道。 不是吗?

中学末期的我,
人看起来总是忧伤的。
有很多很多心事似的。


对,没有错,
那时候的我,的确发生了一些不开心的事。
可是回头想想,那是一段值得回忆的日子。


有开心的,有不开心的,
有跌过,有伤过,
有痛过,有疼过,
有酸过,有苦过,
也有哭过。。。


那段日子,让我成长,让我尝试到苦中带甜的滋味。


我很谢谢那个人,相信现在已经不再是秘密了吧?


以前大家都背负着同样的背负,要保护心里想要保护的人。
大家都不肯放手,活在自己的世界里,
走过了那越界的爱情,享受幸福的错觉,品尝着那非一般的滋味。。。


结果到最后,大家都受伤了,
就是那种痛,让我们都明白了,让我们都清醒了。
从梦中清醒的感觉,知道自己要走出梦境,也知道对方再也不适合自己的时候,
往往有一刹那是不舍得,但是理智告诉我,是时候放手了。


就狠下心,切断一切。
就算需要一段时间才能够复原, 但是都是值得的。
缠绕在不明不白的爱情里,是不值得的。
有时想起,还会回忆那时光,那种疼,回忆时也会流泪。


哭过,累了,清醒了,就是新的一天。
在灰的日子过了,晴天就来临了。。。


说了再见,还是朋友。
有多少人能够做到。
虽然平时见面,也不过只是寒暄几句。
心中的滋味,大家的心里都会劝告自己,不要再调入那个无底洞。


我们都做到了。


现在,你有你的生活,我有我的生活;
你在你的大学上课,我在我的学院上课;
你有你的女朋友,我有我的男朋友。
你说, 希望有一天,我会对你说,我有男朋友了。
现在,你有在读这一篇吗?


我的生活,不再是灰灰的。
他的出现,我脸上有了笑容。
就算是无聊的笑话,也会至少让我无聊一番。


他的出现,为我带来了晴天。
虽然是一个人的晴天,也没关系,
因为我知道有一天,他会回来,带着他令一片的晴天归来。


再痛的我都经历过,这种等待,我相信我们都能够熬过去。
虽然这只是个开始,但是我知道,这段路不会有句号。。。


只要肯相信,就会有希望;
只要肯等待,适合的人就会出现;
只要把握时机,就能够在彩虹出现的那一刹那,留住了那段时光。。。





我等你
因为我知道,你也在等我
:)




Monday, October 17

Pass !



yayyy !!!!!
yaaaayyy!!!!!!!
yyaaaaaayyyyyyy!!!!!!!


I was freaking happy when I got my AA results last friday night !

yesh , I pass !

PASS !

P.A.S.S. !!!!


was chatting with the boyfriend and he kept reminding me that my results gonna out in 5 minutes bla bla bla ....
*naughty him ! *


pass with a quite good mark for me , but my dad complain that mark was low >.

how la dadddyyyy ? ='(

ICAEW , freaking stressful !!!!


fine , back to reality ,
no matter what happen I still have to move on ~
I'm already in this , I have no other choice .

sad sad ,
stress stress ,
die die ~

oh no ~~~~!!!!

* doomed *



Wednesday, October 12

sick


have been a tough week .
yes , I'm down with flu , fever , sorethroat and cough .


stacks of tissues in front of my study table .
this is what you can see if you're in class with me being in serious flu .
hahas !


I'm still in the progress of recovering =/
sighs , hope I can recover fast.
I want to talk and laugh as usual !
>.


hmm , had my TX pt2 .
well , is better than what I though of ,
since I din study much ,
okay ,
to be true , I flipped through the notes only .

because of terrible sickness , I felt that I should defer the paper .
but I know somehow defer or not , I still fail the paper .
so just get through it as fast as possible !


GrrRRr~


now going back on normal classes again
This coming Saturday is the Graduation day held by SWY .
well , we're not not attending though .
but of course , we're attending the one held by ICAEW !
^^V Weeeeee , bias ! LOL




Sunday, October 9

=')










Saturday, October 8

Updates

FA pt1 is over.
well , I actually studied , but just cant figure out why still I cant do the questions =/

sighs , TX pt2 is coming on next tuesday
screweddd the paper laaaaa!
I haven't start studying for tax .
shall start tonight .

today is Swy's parents day .
luckily my dad is not going , well , I said , no need to go la...
I know I'm a bad daughter =/

hmm....hmmm...........


I have nothing much to elaborate on current situation .



Weather in M'sia is pretty good , windy and rainy .
I love this weather .... but no heavy rain when I'm driving k ?

heavy rain when I'm at home or when I am sleeping .
hahas !



I miss my best sista aka Huey Yuin who now in UK .
saw her status mentioning about the whether there , quite cold .
take care ~~~


Life is simply plain without all the outings
yet , this is to compensate the days I went out last few months ?


well , somehow I love staying at home and laze around .
*dream on* yes , I should bury my head into the books , instead of blogging ?

recovered from fever and flu .
god bless
sickness helped me to claim back my sleeping debt in two days.
thanks =)
I have been sleeping days and nights these few days.


somehow I missed the smile that I had last time
=')


Friday, October 7

I'm missing the boyfriend now ='(

miserable


S.T.R.E.S.S

stress !


stressing over TX and FA


stressing over the exams


stressing over the graduation thingy , of course the S-TES ones


stressing over I skipped class


stressing over the progress letter aka report card
(yea , is a report card , wth ?!?!?!?!)


wondering why S-TES making my life so miserable ?????


stressing over my sickness !

sighs !

Wednesday, October 5

sick



I am sick
I am so sick ...


Flu during classes ,
and now having fever .
headache .


no mood to study at all

wish I can smile tomorrow morning



I miss my boyfriend so much ~




Tuesday, October 4

Lucky :)


was chatting with the boyfriend via MSN .


another heart to heart talking time
=)

and everything looks like a miracle .


we recalled how we met during primary school
how we become close friends
how we manage to build a strong friendship bond
how we encourage and support each other when each other have troubles
and all these happened when we're just friends , nothing much .


No doubt , we trust each other
=)


I'm glad that I have him with me.


while I was waiting for him to come online , I thought of :


hey , I'm in a relationship with Kah hang , wow ~
It's just like a dream .... am I in the right dream ?

I have never thought of this guy would be my boyfriend .


Since last time , he is labeled as my best friend ,
a friend where always support me no matter what happen .
A friend who can go crazy with me at any moments .


The friendship between us is stronger than ever .
We're just close , super close friends .


but hey , I'm his girlfriend now yo!


wow , is just like a dream ~

there is one saying sounds like this ,

"to meet someone right is not as easy as you thought ;
to meet someone right , and he loves you too is another miracle. "


hey , am I dreaming ?

if this is a dream , I wish I will never wake up

=)


there are so many coincidences happened ,
and these little sparks between us lead to a start in our relationship

:)


If he never ever went for studies in overseas , all this wouldn't happen ;
If I never went to a gathering , I wouldn't even meet him before he left ;
If I never ever promise to accept the belated bday present , I wouldn't have got his hug ;
If he never drop by my house , we wouldn't even meet the night before he flew off ;
If I can go out during late night , he wouldn't need to drop by my house to give me that present ;
If he didn't extend his holidays , all these wouldn't happen ;




without all these , we're still friends .




can I say , I'm lucky ?









Hyper-ness


here I come to blog again !
today's class was funny !


I was super hyper today

LOL

I can laugh non stop for nothing ,
and I continued laughed at myself cause I can stop laughing !
you get what I mean ?


hahahahahha !

yea , I am going crazy !!!!!!

Until Eugene Eunice and Carmen also cannot take it .

They looked at me like "What the hell happened to Jiaping? "

seriously ... I cant figure out what's wrong with me .

according to carmen ,
I was hyper when I get not enough sleep or I was exhausted .
ah , maybe she's right about this .



Carmen carmen carmen ~~~~
=)


Today we celebrated Danny's and Airil's belated birhtday !
hahaha ! cream plan turned into mayo plan !
ohhh oooowwh~~~~~~~
the whole EB G-3 smells like mayonnaise !


well , obviously the boysss had fun chasing each other while throwing the mayo-plate
and of course the girls enjoyed watching ! LOL

hmm ~~~~
and tax class ended early !!!!

oh ya ~ kesian Airil ,I bought him a pearl-less chatime !
and somemore need to exchange strawwww ~
LOL



*back to reality*


aihz ~~~~~


the feeling of bugging me to study is so annoying !

time to hit the sack
=p



Monday, October 3


attended a wedding dinner :)

photos updates



:)





nerdy look ! hahas ! randomness when I was too bored in class !

spotted Eunice behind me ! hahas !