Sunday, April 20

你們還好嗎?


久違的笑容,
我想你了。

在哪兒?
快回來吧!


太累了。 
怎麼辦?


每個人都有自己的煩惱。 


朋友,
我想你們了。 

你們還好嗎? 

生活不簡單。 

大家都在為自己的未來奮鬥着。 

要知道,你的背後,還有這群好友與你一起奮鬥著。

我們很少聯絡
各自都有各自忙碌的生活。
但是心底有時候還是默默的想念你們。 


加油。
我們一起加油。 






Feelings


It has been a tiring-depressed-exhausted period. 

It's April. 
Anyhow, it feels like a year for me. 
Too many things to take in during the period. 
Life ain't easy when you deal with some kind of people. 

I feel so unsafe being in this environment. 
It is not what I can expect.
I just wish that I can hide hide hide, and cant be found. 

Peaceful life, I'm not having now. 
Hectic life, I'm not supposed to have. 
Stressful life, I've had enough of that. 

So what else I need/I have/I'm supposed to have...

Lost. 

"Be tough. Be strong"
"Hang in there, it will be over"
"Don't fall, don't fear"

What else? 

How many times I have whispered to myself? 
How many times I have teared up inside my blanket?
How many times more I have to repeat this cycle? 

Audit? 
Enjoying it or not? 
........

Will you enjoy working on it in the future? 
........

Are you going to continue this? 
........


Team?
Workload?
Stress?


I seriously have no idea. 

My life is so messed up at this moment. 

Restless ttm.