but not YOU ...

i thought i can always be happy and no negative thinking ....

but ...i couldn't make it ...

feel terrible now !

what happen !!!!!

I remembered something unhappy ...that happened on me ><

feel hurt ...sad .....

the feelings back to me !

i'm lost again ...

get me out of that !

why ????

why ???????

the feeling should be away from me since i had my new life !

but why ??!?!??!?!

It's still there !!!!!

annoying me ><

i couldn't enjoy my life

i have to force myself stop thinking of that ...but i cant !

P L E A S E !!!!!!

i'm 100% negative now ><

i don't want to be negative !

i shall not be like this !

i should smile ! as nice as i could !

i should start my new life ....

i should .....i should forget something that hurt me !!!!!!

i need someone ...someone which can lead me to a better way .....

but not YOU .....

sorry ...sorry to what i posted here ....

anti - emo

suddenly feel emo ...

don't know what to blog ><

aihz ....

please ! emo get away from me !!!!!!

planning to blog ..but suddenly get emo !

what happen to me ????

something wrong with me ????O.o

hmm ....

okay ..i try my best to control my "emo"

January going to end , and February is coming !

hmm ...

i'm having progress test on monday ...lolz

i haven't start revising my MI

have to start later ...*midnight*

## there is no time for levity ##

back to MI ....

hmm ...5 chapters to go ...and the passing rate is 70% !

how shock !

can i pass the test?

=(

just found out that many of my classmate own a blog !

haha ~

so i can visit to their blog and know how's their life XD

hmm ...

suddenly feel myself so weak in everything ...

i have to improve , but i don't know how to improve myself !

is hard ...for me to make a big step forward !

please ! help me !!!! aargh !!!!

feel tire ...

stress ...

haiz ...but i knew i have to accept these !

is something that compulsory to me ><

aihz ......

friends ....friends ..where are you...

i need you to aid me !

thanks ~

The Mines --- Sunday

back to sunday

what happened on Sunday????

hmm ...outing with friends ^^

to mines ~

hmm ...early in the morning ..

i should wake up by 930 , but ..i'm sleepy pig ..

and i woke at 10 ....and guess ?

i was late ~

sorry guys , made you all waiting at the ktm station under hot sun!

haha~

because they were waiting me to pick them up ^^

a msg from kian ann " we are waiting 4 u ...waiting 4 u ~" =.=

as that time , i already reached there ><

okay , skip that ~

hmm ...drove to mines ...nothing interesting happened during the journey

just comment on my speed =p

okay , **skip that**

reached Mines , met huey yuin them ...

they looked a bit shock with my dressing ...with my spec =.=

haha ~

have our lunch in Old Town

kian ann belanja me !

haha ~

i had a free lunch ^^

then we sat there ..chat about many things ....

and cole's "92" haha ^^

then we went into the cinema , watch Woohoo

is quite nice n funny !!!!!

hmm ...

M'sia style ! M'sia language !

not bad lar ...

i like the Myfm DJ and some astro DJ =p

but the cinema ..is cold lol =.=

after that ...they went into watch another movie ..AVATAR...

I watched it before ..so I did not join that group ..

shop around Mines and did not buy anythings

hmm .....no mood on shopping actually .... just glazed through the shirts ...

met shin ju ! he was alone !

so ...chat with him and know more about him

seldom met him ..and he is now studying in setapak !

so far ...><

and they taught me how to refill petrol !

haha ~

because my car lack of petrol !!!!!!

left a lil...not enough for me to back to Kajang =.=

at about 5 smtg , I back with choon nam

and ...they still stay there...

a movie-shopping day with friends ~

WE can meet actually once a week =p

unhealthy lifestyle

I lead an unhealthy lifestyle ?????

do I ?

1. stay up late at night

2. bath late at night

3. do not eat on time

4. wake up late during the day

5. think negatively

some more?

=p

i trying to change it ...but .....

keke ^^

Is a typical tuesday night !!! =)

yeah ~ started another week ^^

hmm ...today's lesson ....just as usual ~

MI , killed me ><

the questions is so ..tough ...

okay , ended our class earlier , at about 2.15

and we are allowed to go back

but ...it's raining outside , so we just stayed in the classroom ....

discussing our homework ....

the air-cond is so so so so so cold...

until i almost freeze inside , so ...i decided to leave and move to cafeteria

met hang ee there ..having his lunch

pey loo together with me , sat there and started to chat ...

after that , at about 330 , we left sunway ..dropped pey loo at sunway pyramid

then we headed to taylors

meet yuin them at taylors , then went kian ann's hostel

then we just chat chat ....then have our dinner at Mcd ...

back to his hostel ..continue our chatting ...

we chat about many things , mostly about their lecturer !!!!

sounds interesting in their classes ..but FM killed them !

pity them ....Further Maths><

we also played poker in his hostel ...

yuin is the winner !

so pro in playing poker ...and she is so lucky ! =p

hmm ....is a typical tuesday night !!!!!!

as usual ...we left at 8.30 pm ..reached home at 9.00pm+...

tire tire ~~~~

many works to be done ><

argh !!!!!!

progress test on 1 feb !!!!!!

i haven't start study yet !

gosh ><

First love ( english version )

Once in awhile you are in my mind

i think about the days we had

and I , dream that this would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you , once more

You will always gonna be the one

and you should know how I wish I could never let you go

Come in to my life again

please don't say no

you will always gonna be the one in my life

So true , I believe i can never find somebody like you

my first love

Once in awhile

you are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

and I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

nothing goes on in my heart

just like your memories

and how I want here to be with you , once more

You will always be inside my heart

and you should know how i could have never let you go

come into my life again

please don't say no

now and forever you are still the one in my heart

so true , i believe i could never find

someone like you.......

i like this song so much , the lyrics is so ....meaningful !!!!!

life's good =)

today , is a tomorrow that you worry about yesterday !


do you understand this quote?
saw it on facebook yesterday ....
is a nonsense but is meaningful if you understand it well ...


yesterday, we worried about the "tomorrow"
but when today arrived , we had forget what we worried about yesterday ...
but somebody will always worry about the pass ...
as it already passed ..why should we worry and care what that already happened ?
it become another new history in our life ...
symbolizing we are on the way to grow up ^^


that's the journey of life
journey to success
a journey that is different for everyone
it is depends on
your personality and your thinking
your decision ,
the route you choose ,
the way you make up your mind ....


we deserve the consequences
and we should accept that
we have no rights to change the history ....


everyone has their own story behind ...
don't ask them as they want to keep it as their own secret ^^
nothing is perfect
but the imperfects make it more meaningful and it's priceless !!!!!!


appreciate the imperfects and
don't feel regret on what had already happened ^^


life's always interesting if you enjoy it
=)

A night ghost here =p

Do you think i'm weird ????
haha ~
because i like to stay up late at night ^^
yay~ hehe ~
weird right ?
as everyone is sleeping on their lovely bed ...
but i'm in front of computer ...blogging ^^


although if i'm not blogging ...
i'll not sleep early also ...
hmm ...don't ask me for reasons
because i also don't know the reason why ><
maybe i enjoy the night time so much ????
or i like to be alone ?

the silence ,
the calmness in the midnight...
the sweet night time i had ...left me an unforgettable memory for myself
but is already over ...
all had left in only our memories ~ ^^


someone always asks me to sleep early ...
hehe ^^
i couldn't sleep early , dear ....
cause i had used to be a "night ghost"
hehe ~
i can stand till 4 or 5 am everyday !
is coool right ?
haha ~

maybe ...
maybe i will not change my habit ...as it is already my lifestyle ...
should find someone that have the same lifestyle with me as my another half =p
so that i can share everything with that person ...
or i will not feel bored the whole night XD


something that already passed we shouldn't keep it too long ..
as it will hurt everyone that involve in it
just let it be ...and the time will give us a perfect answer ..
which all of satisfied with that
don't worry much about the future ...
move any ways that appears in front of us
enjoy our life !
that's the routine !
everyone has to go through it ^^


good luck everyone ^^

Updates

hmm ...is friday's night
oooops , should be Saturday's early morning ...


a week has ended ...going to start another week ~
hmm ....
time passes so fast as we couldn't control =.=
so many task to be done ...but we have no enough time


started my studies in Sunway about 3 weeks ...
hmm ..get along well with my friends there ~
they are so funny and nice ~
wish to get closer with them >.<
one of our friend decided to leave us ~
"hang ee ...dun leave us lar ~ "
but we will not force you , as you happy with your decision ^^


i need to improve my english !!!!!
started to feel stress ....as everyone can speak english fluently !
but not me !!!!!!
how could i improve my english ???
haiz ~~~~


try hard to speak in english ..but still not that fluent =.=
and don't know how to communicate in english ><
haiz ~~~~~


day by day ...but there is no improvement on myself !


wish i can move a big step forward !

meaningful day

continue yesterday activities
back from 3K then we (lb n I) drove to taylors to meet our freinds there....
hmm ...not the traffic is quite ok ^^
reached there at about 6.00pm
had our dinner at "face to face"
not bad lar...quite tasty ..(or maybe i'm hungry =.=)


then we sat there chatting ....
but the workers were staring at us all the time
so .....we were not happy with that and decided to move to Asian Cafe


then we continued chatting there ..but because of the group is quite big
so ...we were chatting different topics at both ends
chatting with kian ann , yi qin , cole , xin yu most of the time
kian ann himself is actually a joker ><
his used many funny description words and jokes all the time
made yi qin and I laughing all the time XD
and we were tiring after laughing and joking ...


but at the other ends , i don't what they chatting about
but ...i think that's something interesting also


chat about their classes , their classmate , their hostel ....their story ..
we could only be the listener and yet ..sometimes don't know what they were laughing ><
sounds stupid ....that's why =.= haiz...


but never mind lar...
just listened to their stories and tried to fit myself in ^^


gathering ended at 9 pm (because is already very late )
sent twinkee and herng back to their hostel and had a visit there ^^
left Subang at 9 something ...


all the way back form Subang , both of us are so tiring and keep yawning ...
so sleepy ZZZzzzzz....
=.=
reached home at 10 pm
woohoo~~~~ we are getting later and later to reach home
(something bad or good ?)
haha ~




tiring day ^^ but it is meaningful =)

the badminton day

today is a tiring tiring day ><
but i enjoyed it so much ^^


the badminton day ~
woohoo ~~~~~~
went 3K sports complex and play badminton with college friends
hmm ....
out 1st sports activity !
and it was actually fun ...but a bit tiring ^^


everyone can play badminton so well !
***clapss***


wow ~ everyone enjoy smashing the shuttle !
haaha ~
Shi xuan could manage to snap down some photos ^^ (posted in fb)
hmm ...i'm not so pro in playing badminton =.=
hehe ^^ need so practices ^^
Derrick taught me some rules =) thanks being patient ^^


at last , we took a group photo ^^
a nice memory between us ^^
thanks friends , CFAB 2010 !
cheers ~~~~~



** hang ee , don't leave us ~ **

back to Yu Hua

today i went back to Yu Hua ( my lovely school )

after sending my mum to school , i drop by yu hua

to get my sijil ....so ..i was searching for the particular teacher to get my sijil =.=

staircase everywhere !!!!!!

i was actually exercising while walking up and down around yu hua ~

miss the staircase there so so so so so much ! ><

and finally ...i met Hashim and he asked me to wait for him untill 1.30 pm

and i checked the time , pointed at 12.30

so i decided to come back at 1.30 pm

and meanwhile i bought a lunch for my daddy ~

hehe ~

okay...then i text someone ~ asking him something ^^

then ....i waited at yu hua .......

so bored ......and i walked everywhere and read so notice on the notice board

met pn chiang ...and chat with her some time

she asked me about my spm ><

which ...reminded me my spm ...argh !

then she also asked about my college life ^^

after that i met pn nor aini also !

haha~

she is still the same ...so cute ><

she also asked me about my spm ><

everyone asking the same question =.=

after that ...i also met my juniors !

they are now in form 4s ...

"how was form 4s life?"

haha ~

they have their classes untill 2.20 pm ..

chat with them ..and i'm invited to the pesta angpau ^^

yeah ~ looking forward for it ^^

waited alomost 45 minutes there ....

and finally i saw Hashim walking out from the hall .....

then i followed him up the bilik koko ( 4th floor )

then i took my sijil ...and he also asked about me ><

i called my bro ...asking whether he want a lunch ...

and i backed home ^^

yu hua is still the same "big big big" school ...

which i miss it so much ><

recall the school days i had last time

my friends , my teachers , my society , my uniforms , the lab , the library .......

i promised that ..i will always back to yu hua ~

to visit u guys ^^

do miss all of u ~

(my dear dear junior)

p/s

met chua ah theng also ...

he is still the same ...talking nonsense =.=

haha ~

miss u guys ~

i miss my friends in taylor .....so so so so much !

huey yuin

minyi

herng

twinkee

chim yoong

li xin

kian ann

yi qin

keep in touch ya ~

don't forget us ~

we are in Sunway ~

haha ~

take care there

sleep early

drink more water !!!!

miss u guys so much ><

Updates

hmmmmmmm.................

read liang bin's blog just now

hmm ...he is posting our college life ~~~

friends in Sunway

you guys are funny ~ and nice ^^

like to joke and talk ~

the most interesting and funny lesson is english !

haha ~

because there will be a presentation ...

all of them are so "pro" ...

manage to present all the points so well

and can twist turn the points when others were trying to "attack" us

haha ~

something special among us is ....

we always go anywhere together !

go "medan" had lunch together ~

wore white / black together ...

and we are going to the Twilight Freshie Night together !

haha ~

as Reuben says : memupuk semangat ..........

*** talking nonsense ***

haha ~

Danny created a Facebook group --- named CFAB/ICAEW students 2010

thanks Danny ~

Funny but meaningful sentences on the descriptions :

"just to get closer ...XD"

haha ~

it's true ~ to foster our friendship bonds!

yeah ~

and now .....

they are discussing where to go on tuesday ...

either futsal or badminton .....

it should be another nice and enjoy day !

haha ~

hmm ......

a bad new : we will having a progress test in 1st of feb ><

argh ! aihz ....

have to work hard le ~

i need your help in teaching me ><

hehe ~

i know all of you are willing to help me XD ^^

happy birthday

happy birthday to u ---- zhi qian 7-2Q
may all ur wishes come true
enjoy ur sweet 18 !
happy always and smile =)
stay handsome and cool ^^
hehe ~
enjoy ur day with ur brothers =p



************************************


happy birthday to u ----wan teng
hehe ~
suprise when u saw my msg ?
don't worry , i will not forget u tooo ~~~~
stay pretty and charming ^^
all the best to u in ur life !
enjoy our 18s ^^

from Subang > Kl > Kajang ?

today is another 6-hours class day ><
but there were breaks in between the lesson ....
so ..it is still fine for us ....
not that stress and have some times to have our lunch !


hmm ....we ended our class at 6 pm ...
i followed lb's car back ....( yeah , i can rest a day)!
we took our car in the car park and started our journey back
it was already expected there will be a "wondeful" traffic jam ...
because the time was the peaks hours ....
and we were get ready for the taffic condition ...


as usual , after the Sunway-toll ...
there were a terrible terrible traffic jam ...
and we decided to take another highway --- bandar Kinrara


the same situition in bandar Kinrara also ><
there were VERY VERY JAM there ...
the car speed is maintain at about 40-60 km/hr



and ....guess what happened next ?



hehe ~ yeah ~
we got into a wrong exit ....
and we were at Desa Petaling ...



but ...actually we did not know we were lost ...
and both of us just "blurring"
until we reached salak selatan ...

and i asked lb , "er...do u know the way ?"

and his reply was " emm ..i think we were lost ..."

haha ~



okok ~ we were actually calm and did not feel panic ...
as there are no others exit or U-turn ...
then we were going to Kuala Lumpur area ><

"let's have our dinner at Kl" , i joked .



we saw a signboard ...."Jalan Loke Yew"
okay ..i guessed i know where is it ...and we tried to get there ...
yeah ~
i knew the way back from there...
so ........finally we were in the right highway and reached kajang safely ...


phew ~~~~
this time we were wiser ...as we did not call for help
haha ~
yeah ~


the actual journey we drove today is from
Sunway >> Desa Petaling >> salak Selatan >>Kuala Lumpur >> Cheras >> Kajang
is so "AWESOME"
haha ~


wish that we will not lost AGAIN in the future =p

13 Jan 2010

my 1st presentation !!!!
haha ~
promoting the "Caferoma" coffee ...
is an assignment ^^


we have our group discussion to solve the problems in the caferoma company
so ...we have to find some alternative to get rid of the copycats , solve the price issues .....
and we came out a result ,
that is to launched another product which is cheaper and more varieties..
repositioning the product and multiple brand names ......


airil and kah mun are our group's representative
they present it so fun and interesting ....
i'm just presenting the promotion part ><><
is not that good ...i've to improve myself more !!!
jia you !!!





"today" is
Yeo Ecil ,
kim jie ,
hiang chuang ,
and huey sim's birthday !
happy birthday frens !!!
all the best 2010 !

I'm lost in PJ area

hmm ........

actually i'm lazy to blog ...

hehe ~

okay okay ~

12 jan 2010

I'm lost in PJ area ><

haha ~

erm ...after our class form 11.45 till 2.45 pm

then we met huey yuin them at taylors ....

darned traffic jam there !

we were stuck there about half an hour ..or more than that ><

after picking up wei herng , win kee , n chim yoong ...then we went Sunway Pyramid

haha ~

we planned to have a movie "chipmunks"

but at last we cancelled it because of the time is a bit late ...

then me moved to a restaurant ...sat there and start chatting ...

we chat about our college , the parking area , the students ...

and most important ---- the food's price !

haha ~

then we found that .....the food everywhere is "not cheap"

chat about our driving experiences ...and recent activities ....

at about 6 pm , we had to go ..because is quite late ...

then i took lb's car and started our journey back to Kajang ....

but ....BUT ..BUT ...... what happened?

haha ~ yea ...we were lost !!!!!!!

oh no .......

we went to Kuchai Lama --- Old Klang Road --- Salak South ----all the way ..

we were lost ! seeking signboards everywhere .....

called for help *my dad and brother* =p

finally , we managed to get back to another highway

which lead us back to cheras --- belakong ...

and we reached home at 730 pm =.=

phew ~~~~~~

tiring tiring ><

thanks

dear friends , thanks .

thanks you , thanks for your advises

thanks for your supports .

thanks for everything .

11/01/2010

chatting with some friends now ~

hmm ...yea , they are moving to Taylors today ....

the atmosphere there is so "exited"!!!!

haha XD

many of them are going to stay there *is most of them*

so ..they are planning to out for dinner tonight !!!

so enjoy their college life there ~

haha ~

no more worrying that "you" will feel lonely there

haha ~

girl , is time to grow up and i know u can do it ^^

hey friends , do not forget me ><

i'm in Sunway ~ nearby nearby !

haha ~

=P

hmm ....

tomorrow going to be the 2nd class for me

erm *MI* class

this time , is lb's turn to drive there ~

i'll be his passenger ! haha ~

don't worry , i will not lead u the wrong way XD

haha ~

i will finish my homework tonight

* the lazy bug here ....have not done her homework *

i know ..i'm lazy ...hehe ><

the story between us ....

chat with venice yesterday
and found out something important to me


er...about what?
if you are concern about me , u should know what issue i'm talking ..


okay ..it was a nice chatting with her .
she answered some questions that wondered me quite a time ..
and i'm satisfied with her answer ...
that comforted me much ^^
thanks , pal .


that problems u told me ...i knew it now ...
before that , i didn't think that is my problem ...
because to me , it was just a small matter and couldn't cause a big deal ...
but maybe i'm wrong ...


but i believed that , there are some more behind the story ...
it couldn't be so simple ....
*maybe i'm too complicated *
but ...that's my feeling ...
i apologize for that ~
sorry , my friends.


when i knew about that ...
i was shocked , but don't worry
i'm not that hurt ~
maybe before that , i hurt too much ...
and I'm just used to that ?
haha ~
don't worry about me ...






To whom i concern , but she is now not here ~


sorry for what i have done to you ...
why don't you tell me straightly about your feelings?
i want to be that close to you ...but you actually ran away from me
i tried to bridge the gap between us , but i failed ....
i hope u will know my feelings by now...
and i wish to get back our sweet memory during school days


i know you would never read this post ....
erm ...maybe u will never know my feelings ...
but i believe that ....someone will tell u about this
i trust our friends , i trust you ~


why i'm so mind about our friendship ,is just the same things you did to me
if we don't mind each other , we could just left that aside , and let it untreat
but we did the opposite ....
we did something that hurt each other ...and when that really happened ..
we were sad about that ~
i don't have enough courage to face u
but now , i knew , i have to move ...
if not ...we will just end like this
which i don't want this to happen ....


my dear friends ,
i don't know what can i do right now ...
can u guide me?
i need your hands , i need your shoulders
i need you ~ i need all of you ~
thanks and sorry for everythings ~

1st day in Sunway

hmmm.....
1st day of my college life in Sunway !


woke up at 9.30 am ....
started to prepare myself ...washed up , had my breakfast , picked up my bag ......
okay ~
i began my journey to pick up lb ~
haha ~
before that , i drove to Tadika Inti to help him took is "rice" =.=
*skip*


reached his house , and i started my 1st driving to Sunway alone without my dad guidance !
*** clapsssss*** hahaha ~
i took LDP highway straight to Bandar Sunway
hmm....
the traffic was not too bad as it already not the peak hours ^^
so is quite a smooth journey
i managed to maintain my car speed at about 80-90 km/hr
and it took about 40 minutes to reach there ~
found a car parking and ...parked my car


walked to our classroom .....
i don't know the way ...just followed lb **maybe he knows**
haha ~
meet Carmen ...she was lost too !!!!
haha ~
actually we were using the new block !
muahahahha ~
new block again ~
the classroom is new and everything looks fresh !


waited about 15 minutes in class
then we started our 1st lesson ...
hmm ....
our class was so quiet !!!!!
we can actually hear each other breathing !!!!!
argh !!!!
erm ......the 1st lesson made me blur almost 3 hours =.=
haha ~
finally i managed cope with the lesson and i tried my best to understand what lecturer teaching...
after the 3 hours lesson ...we had a break
we had our lunch in cafeteria ...
after that ...we continued the next lesson


hmm...
is english lesson
and is quite fun actually
we were given a task ---decision making
is a group work
and after some discussion we have to do a presentation on out decision
during this class all of us get well together and is quite interesting
arguments and laughter filled the lesson fully ~
and we got to know each other more
everyone is nice and friendly
and they are a good talker !

our lesson ended at 6.15 pm
paid my car ticket and started my journey back to Kajang
hmm ......
a heavy traffic after the toll !!!!!!
trapped there alomst 20 minutes !!!!
erm .. after the toll , all the way back was smooth ...but is quite pack
speed maintained at 60 km/hr


finally we reached Kajang
dropped lb and i drove back my house
reached my house at 7.30 pm ....

Sunway Orientation day

another midnight ~

hmm ....

i'm trying to force myself to blog in english ><

* maybe my english is tooooo bad *

erm ....

let say about the Sunway orientation day

actually nothing much to emphasis on ....

as the whole day is just giving speech ><

so ...we were sat there , and listening the head of departments giving speech and some lectures

quite bored and we were just staring them ...

the hall was so quite even there were about 500+ students there

haha ~

then we separated with the CAT and ACCA students * we are ICAEW students*

we moved to the photo room ....photo session for student id

then i realized that .....whoa ....we had total only 20+ students taking this course ><

okay .....i will meet these numbers of friends in my next 2 and a half year soon ....

a moment later ...

we moved to a classroom

and had a briefing about our course

owh .....we are the pioneer batch who taking this course !

a were fresh spm students who taking this course ...

and it is a tough course !

the last batch was actually an upgraded pupils from CAT course !

there were only 10 students !

but at least they are not fresh spm students !

so .....

we have to achieve certain level ..which is a tough job to all of us

hmmm ...maybe only me ...><

feeling of stress suddenly comes to me ...and i started to fear for my results !

after a short briefing

we took our textbooks

and we were allowed to leave ~

during the journey back form sunway

i'm thinking .....how will my life be ?

is it tough ????

can i pass with good result ?

i do not want to disappoint my parents !

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click 了一下。。。

讀了。。。

短短的一篇

但是我卻能夠領略他的意思～

還有你的禮物，

我明白你的意思的^^

謙，

謝謝你

你放心吧～

我會開心的～

你也是哦！

我們一起加油，好嗎？

××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

過后就看了河的

哈哈～

他也寫了一篇給我！

謝謝啦。。。。

你這個“大哥哥” !

謝謝你的祝福！

謝謝你的禮物！

你也要開心哦！

笑一個=)

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

過后看見weng han 的～

哈哈～

還好你有save起整個chat history !

不然。。。沒有回憶了！

謝謝你哦！

dai ga jie =.= haha ~

是啦。。我知道我很老=.=

joking ^^

thanks ~

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

今天看見鑫的

呵呵～

嗯。。。很多一下啦～

哈哈~

你的也不例外哦！

謝謝你放我做title ^^

哈哈～

謝謝你這位好朋友！

我們以后都是好朋友！

這是不會變的事實！

×××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××××

朋友們

你們的生日留言

無論是短訊的

還是facebook wall 的

很謝謝大家肯抽出那么一點點時間

在鍵盤打了那幾個字！

謝謝大家的心意！

祝大家度過美好的2010年！

謝謝！！！！

謝謝大家！ 這是一個我不會忘記的生日！！！！

妳的部落格 7

從beach回來。。。

上線啦～

看見了云写的那篇～

電腦播放著周杰倫的“安靜”

不知怎么讀著讀著。。。。

鼻子一酸。。。

眼淚就滑落臉龐！

太感人了～

那種感覺不知怎么形容

就是。。。。

很感動！

很窩心！

我的心被你溫暖了！

你的一字一句。。。溶解了我那顆冰冷的心！

我不知道怎么原來我是那么一個“重要” 的人～

云，

謝謝你

我不知怎么形容我們之間的關系

寫著寫著。。。

眼眶現在熱熱的。。。

強忍淚水。。。不讓它流下。。。

但是還是忍不住～

可能妳我知道的太多了吧～

妳也很清楚我的點點滴滴～

妳，說中了好多好多~

那種感覺回來了。。。

我的好姐妹！

我。。。。

謝謝你～

你讓我覺得我不再孤單～

我的生日驚喜派對 6

話說回來。。。

怎么會有一個驚喜派对的呢？

哈哈～

說說故事的開始。。。。

lb就一直問我那晚有什么節目

家人有沒有慶祝之類的

而我就說沒有啦。。。

但是最后爸說要出去吃飯咯。。。

結果。。。lb只好把事情的真相告訴我啦～

可愛的他，告訴了我之后還有說

“你要假裝surprise叻，不然我就慘了”

哈哈～

好啦，我答應他了~

接上一篇的

就坐他的車去beach cafe 咯。。。

噢，忘了，還有彥奇！

彥奇的出現就已經是個surprise 1 了。。。

“怎么他會來啊？”

到了beach cafe咯

誒？？？？？？

哇。。。。。。

yuin , herng , mok , weng han , koon jiat , khang lun !!!!!!!!

哇！ 真的很很很很surprise 咯！

那么多朋友！！！！

還有一些遠方的朋友叻！！！！

surprise 2,3,4,5,6,7!!!!!!

過后有看見椅子上有個紅紅的strawberry !!!!! surprise 8 !

坐下來后

還有一袋禮物！ surprise 9 !!!!!

從杰手上接過，大家看著我打開那個紙袋。。。。

哇！ 白色的bag !!!!!! surprise 10 !!!!!!!

哇。。。。。。。

太棒了！

你們太棒了！

我很喜歡那個bag 啊～～～～

過后kangzi , ah yau來了！

哇。。。。surprise 11 ！！！！

那么多好朋友來啊～

過后就談天咯～

然后。。。。。原來有蛋糕啊！！！！

surprise 12 !!!!!!

還以為只是一個聚會！

就唱生日歌，許愿， 吹蠟燭，切蛋糕咯～

然后吃吃，談談的～

king game again lar......

可憐的。。良賓。。。哈哈～

*skip*

就這樣我們呆到了晚上11 點多。。。

然后良賓載我回家咯～

謝謝你當我司機一天！

哈哈～

朋友們，

你們真的制造了很多surprise 給我啦！

真的很開心，很開心！

除了thank you ~ 我都不知道還可以說什么了～

知道你們擔心我不開心

所以設法想了好多方法令我開心！

謝謝大家！

你們讓我感動了！

一些朋友無法出席的，我知道你們的心意！ 謝謝你們！

你們也是在我好朋友的list里面！ 放心！

謝謝！

謝謝！

謝謝！

謝謝！

謝謝！

謝謝！

謝謝！

thank you very much !

我愛你們！

我的朋友！

我們永遠都是好朋友，好姐妹！

i love u all ! muacks ~

friends forever !

我的生日 5

好啦。。。

到了2009年1月6日的早上

嗯。。。

7早8早就起床了。。。

準備好后就往sunway出發啦～

噢 ！ 還有那天早上良賓對我的第一句話

就是" happy birthday" !!!!!

哈哈～ 謝謝啦～

sunway orientation day *skip*

3點多回到家

就去銀行辦事

然后又去忙這個忙那個～

都沒什么休息到～

過后。。。

就受到了一封恐怖的msg

“i going now ” form lb

哈？ 我還沒有沖涼啊！

就不理那么多。。以最快的速度沖涼。。。

哈哈～

穿上了cheer u up t-shirt

然后就出席了一個 “驚喜派對”！！！！

我的生日 4

2010年1月5日

好啦。。。

生日的前一天咯

嗯。。。

哥哥約了我。。

哈哈～

不是什么慶祝啦。。

他要帶我去逛街，還有做facial～

好啦。。。

晚上回到家。。。

上線咯～

嗯。。。。

哇。。。。。。。

12 點咯~

當然是。。。。被nudge and buzz到夠夠力咯～

哈哈～

我也是被嚇到了。。。

還以為只是普普通通的bday wish 。。。

誰知。。。原來背后還有那么一盤計劃的=.=

結果整晚就在電腦前面暈了好久咯。。。

哈哈～

隨便啦。。。

朋友們都是為自己慶祝！

謝謝大家哦！

真的。。還蠻特別的咯～

真的是很謝謝大家啦～

我不知道還可以說什么了。。。

雖然。。。 * 電腦有點lag lag一下咯=.= *

哈哈~

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哈哈～ 電話方面呢。。。。。

就在5分鐘內就有差不多15 封msg 了。。。

哈哈～

電話就一直在震啊～

哈哈～

電腦屏幕也一直在斗！

哈哈～

就是 “震的世界” =.=

很開心的啦～

但是朋友們都不起哦！

因為我太累了啊。。。

而且第二天要早起。。所以被逼離開了～

不然我肯定會陪你們到更夜的～

對不起哦！

很開心的一晚啦。。。

也很特別的生日祝福方式！

我愛你們！

我的第2 & 3 份禮物 3

話說回來。。。

時間要回到1月4日。。。

哈哈～

其實也是很好笑的

謙就一直問我几时得空。。

但是我就是不得空啊。。。

所以就一直拖他咯。。

不好意思哦～

但是問他什么事，他有不說啊～

心里就想想想的～

終于到晚上了。。。

嗯。。嗯。。。

河就去到了謙的家啊～

然后呢。。。差不多晚上11 時左右。。。。

他們就來到我家啦～

哈哈～

他們是來送禮物的！！！！！！

delivery !!!! muahahaha ~

手里拿著禮物的他們

尷尷尬尬的走進我家咯。。。

哈哈～

很不好意思一下下。。。

要他們特地那禮物來啊～

當然要請他們進來坐坐啊～

就這樣，他們放下了他們的禮物。。。

開始了我們的談話咯。。。

因該是大家都很熟的關系吧～

我們很快的warm起來啦。。。

談著談著。。。

談了好多東西啦。。。

大家都那么愛說話～

而且也不是第一次了^^

就這樣。。。。

哇。。。。1 點多了。。。

所以就放人走啦

畢竟我也有點累了。。

就這樣

他們再次祝我生日快樂咯～

駕著kancil，慢慢的離我家而去～

謙、河，

謝謝咯～

麻煩你們特地送禮啊~

真的是千里送“禮”^^

你們永遠永遠都是我的好朋友！

要常常來我家和我談天哦！

隨時歡迎你們啊～

我的生日 2

我的生日過了哦～

嗯。。。很忙的一天啦。。。

但是忙的值得，忙得開心就好～

現在好累好累。。。

但是還是要繼續post 。。。

因為我怕我忘了。。。呵呵～

老了嘛。。。記憶不太好^^

呵呵～

嗯。。。。

從哪里說起呢？

好吧～

我說重點好了。。。

謝謝大家搞了一個驚喜派對！

謝謝朋友們的部落格里有我的出現！

謝謝朋友們那么關心我！

謝謝你們blog post~

謝謝你們的禮物！

謝謝大家的心意！

謝謝那么多的生日留言！

謝謝大家沒有把我遺忘！

明天我會開始慢慢的post 啦。。。

給我一點點時間啊。。。

最近有點忙啊～

晚安咯～

2009年的回顧

趁這個時間，上來這里。。。說說廢話～

哈哈～

我幾時變得這么廢了？

哈哈～

算。。。。不說這個～

說說最近的事情吧～

突然生活好像慢了下來。。。

因為。。。我終于有時間呆在家了！

呵呵～

所以覺得時間過得特別慢～

在上半個月。。。。

我們的生活啊～

真的是多姿多彩啊～

呵呵～

記得云說的一句話： 我們在半個月之內做了很多東西！

哈哈～

還有我們就繼續說，：對咯對咯。。。每一天都有節目，更本沒有休息過。。。。=.=

哈哈～

這就是spm后遺癥？

哈哈～

然而，新的一年了。。。

大家都快開學了。。。

所以啊。。。就要在家呆久些。。。

不然恐怕以后沒機會了哦～

忙了那么久（其實不是很久啦）

但是就好象發生了好多事情。。。

我的記憶框內突然多了好多好多美好的回憶。。。

呵呵～

謝謝大家讓我在2009年的尾聲

還能夠握住這一片片甜美的回憶^^

現在啊。。。。

快要開始地二個階段了。。。

感覺并沒有像以前那么的興奮。。。

或許。。。累了吧？

不知道啦。。。

只知道，一切將要開始

而我不能夠在以來身邊的你幫我解決那么多瑣瑣碎碎的事情了。。。

在2009 年，謝謝有你的幫助，我們班才能夠那么有“進步”

哈哈～

2009年，實在太多事情的發生了。。。

好事還是壞事？

沒有人能夠下定論

但是

唯一一個可以確定的是

我們彼此都成長了不少

哈哈～

可能其實也不是很多

只是自己特別的去在意的發生在自己身上的事情

也許以前還是那樣吊兒郎當的

什么事情都不理不睬

但是

可能發現已經不能在ignore

所以才會慢慢的吧事情看清楚

吧根源找出，在設法解決。。。

至于解決了嗎？

我倒不清楚呢。。。

2009年。。。。

我并沒有經歷過那么痛的一年。。

而，這個痛，其實，還不錯啦。。。

蠻過癮的！

哈哈～

痛的感覺，要明白不是每個人都能夠經歷

所以啊。。。。我會好好珍惜這些痛的感覺

畢竟如果甜蜜來臨，我還能夠記得當初的痛！

無論是痛的，還是甜蜜的

還是值得我去品嘗！

新年加油！

明天你們就要開學了。。。

加油吧～

新的一年，

新的希望

新的挑戰，

新的考驗！

祝你們能夠快快樂樂的度過2010年！

"Form 5 Form 5 Aluuuuuba !" "SPM Gambateh ^^"

"Form 4 , 是時候長大了哦～ 加油吧～ 期待你們帶來的節目！"

" Form 3 , PMR 加油哦！

改變了嗎？

對不起

一切從來就沒有改變過

從我們開始相識的那時候

命運的注定

命運的安排。。

我們都不知道。。。

只是知道。。。

彼此在自己心目中都有一定的地位

你、我，都是一樣的。。。

沒有人能夠否認

因為這是事實！

但是所謂認為的錯誤

我們真的是犯了好多好多的錯誤。。。

哈哈～

那時候的天真，

那時候的單純

現在已經慢慢的離我們而去

而。。。

你。。。

和我。。。

也將慢慢的變得

成熟不少

我們面對的。。。

再也不是以前的那樣

而是復雜的不得了的問題。。。

一些怎么解決也解決不了的感情世界。。。。

人有7情6欲。。。

哈哈～

我們要怎么避免也避免不了。。。

因為這是避免不了的事情

怎么多也躲不開。。。

怎么逃也逃不了。。。。

兜兜轉轉。。。

終究回到原點。。。

廢了那么多力氣

廢了那么多體力。。。

結果還是回到了原點

回了當初的矛盾

這，又何必呢？

大家怎么的努力學著。。。

學著做另別人開心的事情

學著不去傷害任何一方。。。

"學著"。。。。多么可笑的詞語。。。

如果。。。是已經屬于的，又何必去學呢？

可能這就是“學海無涯”？

哈哈～

我的第一份禮物！1

我已經收到了我的第一份禮物了！

哈哈～

是嫻送的！

她真的很有心啊。。。。

早早就準備好了！

謝謝你哦！

我很喜歡那份禮物

雖然不知什么大大份的！

但是卻很有心思！

我很喜歡啊～

還有那張卡！

真的很感動呢！

謝謝你啊～

我愛你哦！

Henk's gathering part II

時光再次回到12月29日

什么大日子？

哈哈～

不就是henk's gathering part II

哈哈～

滴答滴答。。。

讓我慢慢回想那天的情景。。。。。。

回想中。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

哈哈～

開始咯～

那天我駕車去嘛。。。

就載良賓和子謙咯^^

良賓很準時到我家了。。

可是我還沒有準備好。。。paiseh ar...

他等了我一下下。。。過后就出發啦～

去子謙家后。。就往henk家去咯！

一路上。。。就是談談天咯。。。

說到駕車的心得。。。因為車上的3個都有license 的^^

不久就到了。。。。然后register啦。。。

就進taman咯。。。

怎知。。。原來我不會路的咯。。。

哈哈～ 家屏迷路了。。。

兜了1圈后。。終于找到了～

哈哈～

云，恒，shimshen已經到了。。。

我們3个下車咯。。。

一開始大家還是靜靜的

尷尷尬尬似的

呵呵～

一開始嘛～

然后和他談談。。。。

然后不久大家陸陸續續就到了。。。

開始熱鬧了。。。

就這樣大家談談自己日后的planning 咯。。。

一邊吃，一邊談天。。。

還蠻多人去taylor讀的呢～

有些就會留在form6 。。。。

adery 就會繼續讀高3咯。。。

說到吃。。。。

他家準備了很多事物給我們啊。。。

最名貴的當然是salmon fish head !

哈哈～

我很記得良賓說的一句話 :"我不吃，我不知道我幾時會有機會吃了～ "

哈哈～

我們聽了。。。就當然是笑個不停啊～

哈哈～

寬杰也是一直吃的那個。。。他就是慢慢品嘗。。。

吃了一盤又一盤咯。。。

哈哈～

我們過后就玩。。。。king game 。。。。

我們遇到了高手啊。。。。

mok 和 adery 真的是。。。很恐怖啊～

什么按門鈴啦。。。

然后。。。咬hotdog ,pumping ....

吃curry watermelon .......

雨中唱歌。。。。

撥電話。。。。

哇。。。

強咯。。。我中了不少。。

哈哈～

但是還好啦。。很好玩的^^

過后我們就進屋子玩。。。。killer game 。。。。

哈哈～

他們還很享受這個game 的啦。。。

還有良賓不知道為什么就是一直被人殺咯。。。

哈哈～ 可憐哦～

哈哈～

大家在歡笑中度過了每一份每一秒。。。

到了晚上9點多。。。

因為剛才下午的食物還沒吃完。。。

所以我們到了他家的豪華飯廳吃咯！

哇。。。真的還沒過5星級酒店啊～

翰豪華哦！

哈哈～

我們也是一邊吃。。一邊談天。。談會小時小學的朋友們～

哈哈～

就這樣。。。我們就要回家了。。。

也很夜了。。。所以大家就回家咯～

很簡單卻很開心的一天～

就只是在他家談談笑笑的，但是大家就是那么的享受～

哈哈～

這是什么？單純的開心咯～

我們會的時候，也有和henk來個give me 5 !

哇。。。。那一拍。。。拍中了大家的心境。。。

很不舍得他啊！

那種感覺回來了。。。而且還比以前強了很多！

啊。。。。我真的很不這的他啊～

雖然沒有見面3年了。。。

但是大家還是那么的熟悉對方

感情并沒有淡化！

henk , i miss u so much !

回到家。。。。

收到了良賓的msg, 他說。。。。

" jia ping , thanks 4 inviting me to henk's party , is really nice n fun ! i will never 4get today ! "

這封msg .....很感動叻！

msn online 時，adery也是說了差不多一樣的話。。。。

"jia ping , thanks ya ...i feel like i come back to all of u ~ i feel happy n touch ! "

哈哈～

很開心叻。。。。

henk也是啊。。。。

他說 " i will never forget u all ! miss u all so much ! "

不懂怎么大家都那么有感觸啊～

哈哈～ 真的。。。很sad 咯。。。。

下一次。。。我們一定還會有下一次的！

Henki , 我們等你回來哦！

2009年12月30日----metropoint

好了。。。。

終于寫完了31日的節目

現在回去30 號啦。。。

嗯。。。

其實那天沒什么特別的

只是文翰那時問我要不要參他們

我就一口答應了咯。。。

哈哈～

我還是那種吃達到的！

不好意思哦！

我終于成功的在2點時候到達。。。

呵呵～

幫了koy xin 慶祝她的生日！

一個很可愛的女生咯～

jordan 和她。。。很像情侶的。。。

因為只有他們兩個瓜子啊。。。和我，業翔，和翰罷了。。。

在哪兒呆了一下下～

然后我就回了。。。

還不錯啦～

至少我有充分的利用我的每一天！

謝謝你們，我也你們的關系也增進不少咯～

*詳情請到weng han's blog*

BBQ countdown

接著從jusco回來。。。。

途中遇到form 4 們在bbq?

uik?他們這么會在這里的？

下車8了一下下～

原來那里是huan ran 的家啊～

哦。。。。

過后就說燈下會去哪兒一下咯～

載了他們回家后，就自己的家啦～

還好爸媽還沒出門

就和他們一起出去吃晚餐咯～

哇。。。。那晚真的很飽咯！

我們才3個人卻order了那么多樣食物！

呵呵～

果然是2009年的最后一個晚餐～

特別的飽 ！

吃完了。。。

就自己駕車到bbq營地！

呵呵～

他們好熱鬧！

還不錯啦~

原來那天是zhi yein 的生日哦！

和她慶祝生日咯。。。

那晚。。。form4們都很好

更本沒有把握冷落了

哈哈～

還一直逼我吃東西！

我都已經快飽死了！

哈哈～

謝謝啦～

嗯。。。你們bbq果真很厲害一下的～

很好吃一下下^^

然后你們有開了autumn D'rumble camp 的video

我看了一下子。。。

突然很感動！

那種感覺回來了！

我不知道怎么形容！

很開心，很羨慕你們！

你們真的很成功！

很棒！ 很棒！

看著ajk們說出自己的心聲，自己也在流眼淚！

慘了。。。我不能這樣啊～

唉。。。。

還好這時候一通電話來了

替我解圍了。。。

*skip*

那時候開始，心情慢慢的收到影響～

對不起，家屏沒有做到最好！

過后你們小孩子們說要到山頂倒數？

哇。。。。哪里趕得及？

結果一大班一起跑了上去～

好啦。。最后我就載了3個"avatar"咯～

放下他們。。。自己就回家了。。。

寂寞的路程。。。。感覺特別的遠。。。

煙火綻放的聲音。。。

更加提醒自己是一個人的～

這時候，收到了一些新年的短訊～

溫暖了我的心(駕車是看msg 是有點不安全啦)

哈哈～

form4們。。。不對是form5們。。。

對不起啊～

我并沒有陪你們到最后～

很對不起～

你們沒有把握我當成外人！

我很開心。。。很有歸宿感～

謝謝你們！

我會很努力的。。。慢慢的成為你們的一分子～

謝謝你們！

我會想念你們的！

祝你們明年一切順順利利！

spm good luck ^^

sue sien's NS farewell

好啦，好啦。。。

現在說說。。。

12月31日的活動！

呵呵～

首先。。。要從12月30日晚上說起。。。

臨時臨濟我就說要幫嫻搞一個farewell 的。。。

由于大家1號都不是很的空

所以就改為31號咯。。。

結果。。。

就要30號晚上

找人，安排節目。。。。。

*skip*

幾經幸苦。。。

我和彥奇終于決定了去那里，和看什么戲。。。

由于不想和人家一起擠，（因為是倒數日）

所以就決定去近近的jusco ...

唱k , 看戲---十月圍城

當然不少了我們的衣服！ cheer you up !

滴滴答答～

第二天了。。。

賴了賴床。。。終于肯起身。。。

好啦。。要出發載人了。。。

恒打電話說要等他10分鐘

好吧～ 我在托十分鐘咯。。。

載了云和恒。。。就去載賓咯。。。

結果。。。=.=哈哈～

*skip*

很好。。。四個人一起遲到啦。。。

結果就快快park 車，然后就去 greenbox 咯。。。

杰，嫻和奇已經到了。。。

我們就去41號房找他們啦。。。

哈哈～

41號房真的很大很大～ 很爽～

然后就order lunch 。。。。。呵呵～

就開唱啦～

不知道是誰點了很多fish leong 的歌*應該是杰*

結果。。。我們發現到。。。

原來男生們都很厲害唱她的歌，而且唱的很好聽啊！！！！！

不錯不錯～

但是有時就要陪大家一起飆高音咯～

很刺激一下的^^

呵呵～

我們一邊聽歌。。一邊吃午餐。。。

哈哈～ 好像演唱會咯。。。

還有還有！

恒唱歌更本就不需要mic ....因為他沒有mic 還大聲過我們用mic 的！

哈哈～

我們當中全部都很厲害唱歌。。。

嫻 ， 云， 杰，奇，賓，恒。。。。全都是唱將！

強！！！！ 哈哈～

還有啊。。。我們唱歌是超級大聲的！

尤其是。。。。新不了情！

呵呵～ 經典！

我們在里頭呆了3個小時。。。

長樂好多歌。。。但是其實還沒有唱夠的！

哈哈～ 太多歌了。。。

還有還有。。。

男士們。。唱歌都唱到生硬沙沙了！

哈哈～

可以想象到他們是多么的"享受"

哈哈～

從greenbox 出來后，就往戲院方向走啦。。。

買了pop corn 就進場啦。。。

我們已經遲到了少少咯～

呵呵～

坐好了過后就開始看戲了。。。

戲院果然是冷的咯！

冷到。。快結冰了。。。

但是還好，懂得帶冷衣出門

所以。。。。沒有像以前那么冷。。

十月圍城！

果然是很好看的一部戲！

知道了"革命"的意義

也知道了"革命"的重要！

真的很偉大，很有意思的一套戲！

每一幕都非常痛心！ 也非常感動！

眼淚都不知流了多少=.=

很好看！！！！！

眼睛腫腫的我。。。別人看見。。就知道"家屏哭了"

哈哈～ 這句話是嫻說的^^

呵呵～

我們看完戲出來。。。

就到foodcourt坐坐談談天啦～

就是normal talk 那種咯。。。

但是談了比較多考車的東東！

彥奇，jack 和 herng 就快要考車了！

哈哈～

加油吧～

過后我們等嫻回了

就回咯。。。

搭順風車的奇帶我去他家。。。

結果。。。就鬧出了很多笑話啦～

什么“左右不分，沒有帶手表的那只手，踩油的那邊。。。。”

tan wei herng 。。。還不是你開始的 =.=

哈哈～

還好啦。。。很好笑一下咯^^

路上，嫻線了一封msg 給大家。。。

謝謝我們。。。呵呵～

其實我們也很開心的嘛。。。

你開心就好啦。。。你才是主角啊～

呵呵～

sue sien's NS farewell就這樣結束了咯～

大家開心嗎？

呵呵～

當然開心啊。。。。

我們在2009年的最后一天還能夠和朋友們一起度過呢！

雖然不是什么很隆重的慶典

但是就是能夠在一起就好了～

能夠感覺到。。。大家都在為這份友誼留下一份心意^^

嫻。。。在NS要小心哦！

好好照顧自己的健康～

哪里的挑戰，你一定能的啦！

順順利利，開開心心！

別那么擔心啊。。。

我們會很想念你的！

新年是就有得見面咯！

還有我們的百年活動啊，怎么會少了你呢？

good luck ^^

posts that should be in 2009

i owe many posts in my blog ~

it's 2010 now , but i'm still blogging 2009 events =.=

haha ~

sorry for that ~

because i'm too lazy and tired to blog ^^

haha~

okay okay ~

Let's start now ^^