For You

To the one that love me the most , you know who you are :)

Thank you for bearing with me , taking in all my emotional moments.
I'm always the one who call up and crying on the phone , complaining to you bout everything.
but you never get fed up with me , and always try your best to cheer me up .

Other people may not understand how this work for both of us , but we trust each other , that's just us.

I've never met someone like you.
So bossy yet so loving.
So naughty yet so caring.
So playful yet so patient.

You never promise me anything .
You know promising doesn't work sometimes.

When we argue over little things, you will always be the one that apologize first.
Even how many times I hang up on you , you will still call back.
Well , although is not apologizing , but still you show me how much you care bout me.

You know me more than I know myself
the one that understand me the most.
When others are saying I'm the unpredictable girl , yet you proved them wrong.

Thank you for being with me when I'm down , listening me crying over the phone.
21.12 is coming soon , is it the end of our future?
We wouldn't know :)

Love you !

December

Hi everyone , Hi December . 

November , hectic but not-so-hectic month. 

Work , sleep , eat , work , sleep eat ... the routine. 

Went through ups and downs in just a month . 

Tears and challenges made me stronger. 

Well , there's always many more obstacles out there. 

It's just a matter of point of view,
If you see them as obstacles , or challenges. 

I wondered how strong could I be during October , November. 

And , I gonna say the same statement right now , what about December ? 

Well well , however I can smell freedom and joyful at the beginning of this month . 

Isn't this a good sign ? =D 

Yes , December is here . 

A peaceful yet joyful month. Am welcoming Christmas . 

Quite some of the events are in queue.
Looking forward to them =)

December a month to conclude the whole year. 

Will 21.12 be the end of the world ? 

What do you think ?

A Fairy Tale

Yayy ! EY Annual Dinner -- A Fairy Tale 

HAHA ! 

obviously that was out theme. 

So everyone should dress like a character in a fairy tale . 

But I'm not that into the party theme. 

So yea ... 

Here are some shots of the photo. 

 With Ann :)

Joanne and Pui Yan !

Ann and Farah !

 With Simon !

 Eyo !

                                         

Kar Teng and Ann :)

outfit for the night :)

Looking forward for the next event ! 

P/S : low quality phone camera I hate you :(

回家

回到家，感觉真好。

家，永远是我休息的地方

一个可以感觉到爱的地方

无论你到哪儿，最终还是会回到家里。。。 

在外边的朋友们，你想家吗？

拨电话回家，问候你的家人吧～

我相信，他们也和你一样那么的想念你。

告诉他们的你状况，与他们分享你的生活

让他们知道你也很想念他们

=)

November

Hello November , please be good to me . 

October wasn't very nice . 

I met new friends , the really good ones . 

they are really willing to help you when you're in trouble . 

I used to be someone quite enthusiastic towards my job 

but right now , I really wish that I can escape from all these ... 

I wonder how strong could I be when I'm already half dead over here. 

you will miss home , when you're not at home ... 

I really do miss home , a lot a lot.

the feeling that you know someone is waiting you home is not good
Parents , family and also the boyfriend

4 years , is not a short time period 

how long more could I stand , how long more can I survive ? 

If I were given a choice , I wont choose this again . 

Life

Do you know how much I think about you ?
I really miss you
until the tears fall ..

Yes , to that extend .

Life ain't easy here .
You always say I'm not mature enough , am too dependent ...
but I'm just too weak to be strong at this moment

You wouldn't know how much I take in and how much I have to hold on
and how much I have already gone through

work life , you make me fall
work life , you make me drop
work life , you make me doubt myself
work life , how do I fit myself into this deep deep valley

can you feel the pain ?
the pain that I couldn't describe and you wouldn't understand

I'm gonna make myself hurt a million times just to get stronger
Can I ?

Hopefully I can make it through ...

September :)

Hi everyone 

:) 

-19 Sept 2012 -

My working life as an auditor started 

A new environment , Another stage of my life 

A new routine for me 

New challenges

New friends 

New colleagues 

New bosses 

Yea , everything is so different from what I was having in my college 

but I'm happy with this :) 

Stay tuned for more updates ! 

Penang Trip '12

Weeeee ~!!! 

Here comes our annual trip :) 

PENANG 

it's all about FOOD ! 

  

and all the quality time we had together <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

Miss Huey Yuin 

Mr Win Kee 

Mr Jack , the photographer 

Mr Liang Bin 

Mr Winkee and Mr Wei Herng 

It has been awhile that we got together and laughed like mad 

Singing all the way to Penang for 3 days 

Talking nonsense 

Telling jokes 

Sharing food 

Eating a lot a lot food 

Playing board games 

Sharing stories 

That's us 

That's just how we used to be when we are together 

Happy Family are us

-wei herng-

-liang bin-

-win kee-

-jack yin-

-huey yuin- 

and also the one couldn't make it 

-khang lun- 

:)

展翅高飞

不知道为什么心情突然变了。。。


可能夜深人静的时候， 心情起伏比较大吧？


有时候，很多事情我们都不能完全掌握
原本以为天晴气朗，也可以晴天霹雳。


珍惜你拥有的，时间，朋友，家人，快乐。。。


我不知道家屏改变了多少
也不知道以后还会改变多少


我，已不再坚强
我，已不再是那个什么都撑得住的女孩了


反而
有什么事，都会想办法逃避


心里不时提醒自己，很多时候，你不在是那个能够做决定的人
但是，偏偏自己的性格就是这样。


很想要满足全部人，很想要大家都能够参与


但是，我能够满足了多少人？
我能够迁就到多少？
我还能够撑着多少？


其实很简单
一个聚会，失败了，就是最好的例子
但是我不放弃，继续筹备下一个


但是一次又一次的冷漠对待
冷不防，我也累了


心灵上放弃了
但是决心不肯罢休。。。


有时候，很讨厌自己这样的性格


我可以改变吗？


不想要顾那么多了


鸟儿翅膀长硬了，也不会留在巢中
总会有展翅高飞的一天。

Good Luck !

Missing the boyfriend so much 

=')

Finals starting tomorrow 

All the best to you . 

May all the best luck be with you . 

Jia you ! 

Gambatte ! 

ICAEW-ians  

Best of luck for the Finalssss ! 

All the best ! 

:) 

Singapore :)

Went to Singapore for 2D1N with the family , mummy and daddy . 

well a random trip that daddy came out with , because he says , 

he's seeing me and so bored sleeping everyday at home . 

LOL 

Thanks daddy ! 

So let the photos do the talking

:)

At Haw Par Villa 

Marina Bay Sand Shopping Mall 

At Sky Park

Universal Studio Singapore 

Nice trip :) 

Time flies

Holiday is going to end soon . 

and this gonna be another not so happening holiday for me 

:)

well , I still treasure the moments I had . 

Told the love one , that I have been sleeping for the past two months of my holiday 

and he say , well , correction , it should be a month . 

Lets see :

I have Taiwan trip with the classmates 

Then sometimes hanging out with him and friends 

Then gathering take some portion too 

and then .... 

oh ya ! 

Singapore trip with the family 

and the up coming Penang trip with the closed ones . 

actually not bad laarrrrr ! 

smile through life =D 

Recently fb is full of status and photos of friends who went overseas or uni at the other states .

well , some of them went to Sabah , Kelantan , Terengganu , Hong Kong , India , Aussie , US etc  

I shall presume that not much leftover at Kajang , my hometown . 

Hey everyone out there , take good care of yourself . 

遗忘

也许不是你，你不会知道


朋友，对我来说， 真的很重要。
我很重视朋友。 所以每一的生日一定会出席。


但是，原来我也会被人遗忘的。
原来我在大家心目中还是那么容易被遗忘掉。


无论是多少年的朋友，还是会发生这样的事情吗?
忙碌的生活，我恨你
但是，我更加憎恨我自己。
原来我把自己看得太重要了。
其实自己一点价值也没有。


被遗忘掉， 伤心吗？
你说对不起，有帮助吗？
那，是一种见证，见证了，原来你们的生活容纳不了我这个闲人。


我伤心，我哭泣，
有谁能明白，
泪水流下是咸的，还是苦的，还是酸的
心里的疼，谁能够感觉到？
唯有自己，默默的承受这一切


谢了，朋友们。
我明白了。


不过你放心，在我心中你们还是我的朋友，
看到照片漂亮时，还会称赞你
看见你伤心时，还会问候安慰你
在你出国时，也会祝你平安，一路顺风，好好照顾自己。


谢了，我的朋友们。

Feelings

Actually I have a lots of thoughts need to blog in 

but somehow when I place my fingers on the keyboard 

all the thoughts have become some feeling and I have no words to describe them 

Always argue with the one I love  

I hate it , I was super angry , and sad , of course , 

the feeling of tearing my heart apart is awful 

Maybe I'm being too sensitive ?

Jealousy is a form of love 

but this is too torturing , aint it ?

I trust him 

but I don't have confidence with myself 

He is the one I speak to everynight before I sleep 

He is the one I first texted him every morning 

He is the one I always cry on the phone , complaining everything 

He doesn't think argue is bad 

I asked , why are us always arguing on all those small matters ?
I don't want this to happen , but why cant we control ourselves ?

and he answered me , I don't mind arguing with you because I know we will be alright after all this.
couples always argue , don't they ?
If they don't , I doubt they are the real couple . 

somehow I am glad that he is so sure that we will be alright after the mess . 

but I still cant take it , arguing is just like hurting me , hurting him , hurting us . 

I hate the pain in my heart 

I hate the tears that flows from my eyes 

I hate it when we say things we don't mean to each others . 

I'm so lost 

crying myself to sleep ? 

well maybe I should stop thinking that much 

Do you think I can ? 

haha ! that's a complete joke . 

because you know I wont . 

Hope everything will be fine 

Rainbow appears only after rain and when there's sunshine

I know we will see the rainbow very soon . 

Updates

Hey how are you ?

Selamat Hari Raya & Happy holiday everyone 

:)

I'm sure people are so busy with their life 

students are preparing for endless assignments and finals 

some went to travel , holiday with family 

and some went back to hometown and reunion with longlost family members 

well , we all have our own lives , it must be somehow meaningful to us :) 

Last week , I sort of arranged for a class gathering

but sadly , it din turn out to be fine

and it was called off at the last minute 

sadness and disappointment filled me up 

well , what to do ? Everyone couldn't make , or it was just a wrong decision for me to set up an event . 

Sighs. 

Should I continue to hold any gathering anymore ? 

Am I being appreciated ?

Or I'm just being redundant ? 

Big Sighsssss !

Holidays

holiday ....holiday....holiday 

I'm so bored

stuck at home everyday 

because the crime rate is effinly high these days 

urghhhh 

okayyy fine 

I miss my friends , high school , collegemates 

why am I feeling absolutely lonely this holiday ? 

cant sleep at night , but sleeping at 5am ? 

oh maybe I should be traveling around Europe countries now *hint* 

ah but I'm here in Malaysia , and I'm supposed to sleep at 12 =.= 

oh god why am I such a freak ? 

okayyyy *smile smile* I'm still healthy =) 

when you cant sleep , things you will do :-

roll on the bed 

on your laptop 

but nothing fresh in the internet 

watch movies ,but I ran out of movies and dramas 

then start reading books (luckily I get novels from Carmen ! ) 

and then you'll start feeling hungry 

then searching for food (and normally end up with cookies)

and when you felt like , finally you feel sleepy 

and there's when you brain start thinking stuffs 

lots of thinking ......... going on in my brain ...... 

This is great , isn't it ? 

sighs , I really need to get back to a normal life 

like what I usually have last time .....

Food , loves

another post with him again ! 

the boy and Mr mickey 

:)

and food ! 

Lunches at Plan B , Paradigm 

a place where I bumped into Ms Tay 

ooopss ! 

HAHA 

Forgot to mention , when we get together , we will never forget bout food . 

More and more delicious food awaiting us ! 

teeheee ! 

Rendezvous Steak Garden , Kg Pandan 

Food here is nice and not that pricey :)

and the boyfriend is peeling prawns for me ! 

heheh ! 

Next stop ! 

Chili's @ Empire 

The atmosphere here is much more better than the one in One U. 

I prefer this much ! 

weee ! I want more foooood ! 

Thank you Mr Teoh ! 

hohoho ! hope I wont gain that much fats ! 

=p 

Yayyyy !

WHEEEEEE ! 

Results' out ! 21th July 2012 00:00 

a memorable moment of me =D 

YESSHHHH I PASSED MY PAPERS ! 

a close call for BS . But , yes I passed ! 

ICAEW Professional Stage - Done ! 

I'm super nervous , shivering when I was checking my results ! 

but after that , that's the moment I have the most excitement , joy , shock and happiness ! 

jumping around and telling my dad I passed my paperssss ! 

I'M BEYOND HAPPINESS RIGHT NOWWWW =D

okok *calm down calm down* 

I would have take this opportunity to present my thank you speech to my lecturers ! 

hehe! 

A great thank you to all my lecturers ,
Mr Jack (BS) , Ms Geetha (FM) , Ms Ruzlena (FR, FA) , Mr Ong (AA) and Mr Simon (TX) . 

I wouldn't have been at this stage without all of them ! 

Appreciate the hard work of all the lecturers and the time as well as their patience they spent on us 

:) 

THANK YOUS ! 

Mad

I dont know why am I so pissy

yes , to him , only him . 

I care 

I mind 

I hate it 

I'm angry

I hope i'm just a nobody 

at least my life would be easier 

at least I wont be contradicting myself 

at least I can take it easy 

but not now 

not exactly what is happening right now

thank you . 

people that makes my life interesting .

E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g

Hi , I came to blog 

well , was browsing everything I have in the internet 

facebook , twitter , blogger etc 

hmm .... kind of bored , kind of dull , kind of so-my-style 

what will happen when you got nothing to do 

think - dream - and all random thoughts came into my mind 

and i will start thinking and thinking , 

doubting everything around me 

and then , started to feel insecure , 

and then heart beats faster , 

and then feeling cold even only with fan speed 2 

I am weird 

I start to doubt myself in doing everything 

in making decision 

in talking 

in socializing

in spending 

everything  

e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g 

People grow 

People change 

People evolve 

Change or to be changed 

So am I 

I'm tired 

give and take 

this is the limit i can accept 

no more or less 

that's it 

Flaws

I miss my boyfriend so much 

:'( 

and he is not here 

sorry , I always pissed you off 

yet I dont know how to cheer you up . 

I know you were angry and unhappy 

I hope we can really clear things up 

like how we usually did 

love you

 <3

flawed and fragmented , this is how we love each other 

I hope we can fix this , together .

FInal . Taiwan

Tada ! I'm back ! 

Finals overrrrr !

so so god bless me , 

I WANNA PASS BOTH OF MY PAPERS

Business Strategy and Financial Management 

=D 

Final is over , and I flew to Taiwan day after finals .

yes , holiday. trip =)

Taiwan trip was wonderful !

shop . eat . drink . walk . club . shop . eat . drink . walk . sleep ....

yes ! went to Myst and Luxy two days in a roll was terrifying !

I'm sick of clubbing now 

:(

well , Taiwan is really a shopping wonderland

we shopped until we drop !

all money spend most on shopping !

HAHAHAHAHA

hmm here's some photos taken during the trip :)

Luxy !!! 

Hot Spring  - Hell Valley 

Rao he night market !

Hello Kitty Sweet 

:) 

Taipei 101 

Day vs night !!!