E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g

Hi , I came to blog 

well , was browsing everything I have in the internet 

facebook , twitter , blogger etc 

hmm .... kind of bored , kind of dull , kind of so-my-style 

what will happen when you got nothing to do 

think - dream - and all random thoughts came into my mind 

and i will start thinking and thinking , 

doubting everything around me 

and then , started to feel insecure , 

and then heart beats faster , 

and then feeling cold even only with fan speed 2 

I am weird 

I start to doubt myself in doing everything 

in making decision 

in talking 

in socializing

in spending 

everything  

e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g 

People grow 

People change 

People evolve 

Change or to be changed 

So am I 

I'm tired 

give and take 

this is the limit i can accept 

no more or less 

that's it