November

Hello November , please be good to me . 

October wasn't very nice . 

I met new friends , the really good ones . 

they are really willing to help you when you're in trouble . 

I used to be someone quite enthusiastic towards my job 

but right now , I really wish that I can escape from all these ... 

I wonder how strong could I be when I'm already half dead over here. 

you will miss home , when you're not at home ... 

I really do miss home , a lot a lot.

the feeling that you know someone is waiting you home is not good
Parents , family and also the boyfriend

4 years , is not a short time period 

how long more could I stand , how long more can I survive ? 

If I were given a choice , I wont choose this again .