The responsibility

i don't know what am i thinking now

it should be worrying about my results

but ..it seems to be the opposite...

or

i really stress deep inside my heart

and i am just pretending it in front of everyone

but

why do I need to pretend myself ?

many thoughts blooms in my brain now

so confusing ....

many issue to be settled ..

but i really have no idea how to manage it well

it is too complicated for me

=(

emo emo emo emo emo ...

why cant you just stay far away from me ?

why you always there hunting for me ?

sometimes i was thinking too much

and i could even think of something that no one thought it before ...

thus , i started to worry that particular problem alone ...without telling anyone

hahas ~ this is the real me ?

owh ..i was wondering why?

suddenly all of the things mixed up

in a short while , i couldn't manage it well !

what the hell am I doing here ?

i should get them back in the proper way

which i have to do that , and there is no other ways from escaping it ~

i cant simply shout out the sentence --- " i choose to ignore that"

because I don't have the right to ignore

but I have the responsibility to settle it .

This is what I should do , and what I have to do .