=(

yesterday stay up late ----

to be accurate is actually morning 6 am ...

why ?

to do my homeworks ...

yet , i haven't finish it ..

hmm..coz offline too late and then i was still in the emo state

so I planned not to sleep ...and tried to make myself as tire as possible ..

so that i can fall asleep as i lay down on my bed without further thinking much ....

wake up ...online ..

and saw something annoying ....

** don't want to elaborate that much here **

to avoid more irritation words pop out again ....

today was really terrible terrible horrible day ........

sad

sad

emo

emo

emo ....

i already emo for 3 days ....

and i have already ignored many messages

sorry friend...

why ?

why ?

why ?

I don't know why

maybe I care too much on others ?

maybe I am too sensitive to something ?

I'm tough .....is that a fact of me ?

or

I look tough , but in fact , I'm not ?

i wish i can get out of this emo as soon as possible ~

coz i don't want to be a panda-winnie the pooh =(

@.@

hope i can get over the sadness with a true smile =)