The night that I felt the most terribly insecure
although with him beside me
but dun ask me what I scared of ...
luckily he is still the first one to talk with me and calm me down
he knew what I was thinking about , and he knew what I worried of
when he is planning to go , his job/status pulled him back
he had to do something before he can bring me off
well although he is beside me ,
but it's still insufficient to calm me down totally
maybe because I dun know him well enough , I dun trust him as I thought I was
I'm starting to doubt myself .....
I know this is not gonna end until he speaks out the words.
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