Review

I've kept my promise to keep the post for 1 week !

yup ! I did it ! =)

now ~ it's time to review :-

(actually I've forgot what I did last week =.='/ )

==Ernst & Young==

the interview went quite well , and actually I'm not so prepared for it

Lucikily i still get the job !

so probably I will be working form Jan 3rd . yayy !

==Law Final E-exam ==

so , how's my law ?

haha ~ struggling study and study for few days

I passed it =D

so yea , no need to retake ! haha !

this is the only paper in my life time , I feel the stressful-ness !

I've never been so stressful when I'm waiting for the result and also before I entered the computer lab ! =S

well , it's all over now !

==2nd half new sem ==

after 1 day of rest , monday I started my class dy ~

the proper holiday was just a day =S

Interpersonal Communication (IC) and Eng III would be the two internal papers

and Assurance would be the external paper for these 3 months !

the lecturers are quite FUN and NICE

i guess , there will no more sleepy-class from now onwards~

Mr.Ong (assurance) is the COOLEST lecturer i ever seen !

he can break for 1 hour twice , chat with us for more than half an hour for each section !

COOL huh ~

but he is definitely a good lecturer !

Your words , it works !

It took me a great courage to text you ,

whenever I have something to ask you ,

but at last , I gave up

for few hundred thousands times , I ignored that question

and forced myself to concentrate on the others

but not this time .....

He reminded me that , I have to ask you

if not , I couldn't move on , in my life ....

although he is so sure that what your ans gonna be , but I'm not

I'm definitely NOT !

I don't know what were you thinking that period

and I wondered why you treat me so nice , so gentle ....

I'm lost somewhere in my mind ,

I've forgot what I was , to you ...

I'm just an ordinary friend ? close friend ? sister ? or anything else ...

all this questions I have been asking myself for this 1 year +

and I chose to ignore them for whole year

and now , it's time for me to clear off everything =)

asking you , waiting your msg , in the early morning .....

the feeling ain't good , but it made me feel calm and I thought of the past we had

it was really a sweet memories

you're the one who made up my habit

till now ...

yea , i got the answer ,

i feel much much better than last time

and it wouldn't fade off in my mind ,

every words every sentences you said ,

I remembered .

at least I knew ,

I wasn't alone ,

I wasn't the stupid and idiot one

because you do the same !

haha !

at least I understood what's going on , and what was my role ...

at least you'd clear off my doubt ,

I'm not being trapped anymore ...

* i will never forget the bus-station story and the one you wrote *

there's a say that sounds like this ,

" people in the game can't often picture themselves well "

maybe we're the ones , and we couldn't see the picture so clearly

it was a tough period for all of us , including .....

but right now , we've solve it , left her .

she said in her page , not everything can be forgotten so easily , it takes time

she needs time and courage .......

but chillax !

girl , we are friends now , no others =)

I appreciate what you have done , FRIENDS FOREVER !

should I say , thank you ?

Tuesday !

== EY interview ==

yeap , i accepted the offer !

so , i will be working next year T.T

should I be exited or .....

but i'm actually looking forward to it , so i can get a try on working life ^^

i will be working with 90% of my classmates in the same firm !

yayy ! CFAB awesome !

== Iceroom with sista ==

guess who ?

huey yuin and jia en !

is such a long time din meet jia en dy ~

she's growing pretty ! haha !

we'd chat a lot a lot !

and shared about our recent life !

i like the life in Kampar !

so peaceful , and so country-club !

oh ya , the ice in iceroom is quite good ! not bad !

finally there's something nice in Kajang ! LOL !

nice day ^^

we have to plan something next time , something like baking ? cooking ?

all the best , ji muiSss ^^

Driving

boring holidays ,

but i supposed to be studying ! rather than slacking here and there ~ LOL

sorry la , I'm still not in the mood of studying ~

gonna kill myself soon ~

the most boring thing i've done is ---- drove aroung Kajang town , without any destination and I wasted 1 hour driving !

actually I was searching for food , but >.

it's raya , so so so , shop closed !

well , a driving journey do make me feel better when i can actually see the roads , trees , shops , traffic lights , blue sky ~

enjoy the moment of freedom

enjoy every second that i'm having right now !

these is definitely better than me bieng trapped in my house , facing television , computer , laptop .....

so yea , his is wat my holidays look like ~

kinda bored ----but it's another relax mood huh ? =/

12/09/2010 Sunday !

It's Sunday !

haha ~ one day trip to PD and Seremban with my family !

dad drove us around , but , we were just watching the sea instead of walking on the beach =/

well , another way of relaxing !

I like to travel jalan jalan in the car too <3

after this "quite boring one-day-trip " , then i went to my primary classmates gathering !

hmm ~ is a FUN one ! LOL !

i like those teasing scene !

@liang bin , @peiyee , @meiqi , @suesien !

haha ~

wonder what will happen during the next gathering huh ?

meet quite many friends and we talked about many many many memories of us !

LIKE the feeling of together ! <3

stayed at there till 12am and went home !

though is not a grand one , but at least we can meet each other after 9 months ? or 5 years ?

=)

FRIENDS ARE MEAN FOR EVER !

我是什么？

这篇就用话语来写吧！

嗯。。。

看见你们每个都生活的开开心心的， 心里都替你们感到安慰及心甜呢！

当每次这个问题涌上脑袋时

自己都不知要怎么选择。。。不知道怎么办才好

感觉好矛盾。。。。

不再是以前的问题， 而是现在面对着的， 等着我去解决的

但是我却不再像以往那样那么果断

怎么办呢？

回忆的当然会是美好的

但是人就是要看将来啊。。。

所以不再去在意什么过去！

大家开心就好=)

现在的生活， 不再是中学时期那校园范围以内的

当你慢慢的成长当儿， 你会发现原来世界是多大

社会里还有多少等着我们去发掘的事实

社会里有着不同性格， 不同个性的人

也会发现到原来自己很渺小

自己也只是一个 nobody而已。。。。

生活的程序越来越复杂

复杂的不是功课繁多， 不是什么guru disiplin 要你剪头发，spot check。。。。

复杂的是你要怎么去与人交流，

复杂的是你要怎么去解决一些尴尬的场面

复杂的是要怎么面对无形的压力。。。。

复杂的是要怎么拒绝，要怎么挽留一些你想要的人。。。。

长大了， 就会有不一样的需要

成长的过程中，就会面对不一样的挑战

一个又一个挑战， 随着岁月的增长，也越来越有难度

而我们， 也随着光阴的流逝，慢慢的，一点一点的吸收着生活的精华

渐渐的变得成熟。。。。

啊。。。。毕业并不是结束

而是另一个阶段的开始

开始让我们这些温室里的小花接触那兵分色彩的世界。。。

等着岁月、压力、挑战一一把我们训练成社会精英！

可是现在我连我自己喜欢什么、想要我都分不清

我是什么东西啊？

hmm.....

staying up late alone makes me feel calm , and it helps me to think about myself ...

my life , my feelings , my true-self ....

but there're many many conflicts which i don't have a definite answer for it

I've lost my directions ....

but to make myself calm , the only step i can do is to ignore all the conflicts

concentrate what i need to do right now =)

hmm ......

live life to the fullest !

without feeling regret to every steps you took !

Holidays

holiday started ! hmm ...1 week of raya holiday !

muahahahaha ~

i was slacking , rather studying , LOL !

holidays mean for relax and playing , right ?

so so so , ENJOY as much as i can !

looking forward to some outings ~ hopefully i will have some =)

some of my friends are going to PD , hmm ..but i'm not going =(

wish them have a nice trip ! ^^

oh ya , i have to prepare for interview >.

90% of my classmates get intern with EY !

i'm worrying right now , don't know they will still accept or not

sighs ~ wat can i do ?

after this few days of 100% relaxing , it's time for me to continue my studies ~

but but but , kinda stressful =(

oh ya , i didn't mention about my BF finals mark here

kind of disappointed to me , i din expect to get that marks !

i'd angry myself not doing well enough

but , yea , i cant do anything now , it's OVER !

quoted from Danny , at least i PASSED ....is enough =(

but shouldn't I aim for a better results ?

sighs , i'm really really sick of it ..................

Happie

i PASSED my law mock 2!

wee ^^V so happie ~

now , i can SMILE as much as i can !

=D

SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE

finally i can enjoy this week with pretty relax mood !

but sad new was , my EY interview was postponed to next week AGAIN !

hmm ....

well , is a good news ? or bad one ? i don't know how to differentiate also =S

most of my classmates are going to EY tomorrow , GOOD LUCK EVERYONE !

law revision classes started today , and will continue on wednesday ~

i wasn't in the mood to study during revision classes because , i've been fed up of studying dy =(

hope i can still take it =)

attentided the meeting and listened to a talk today ~

hmm ...a nice and fun talk actually =)

Kit is awesome ! haha ! =D

but end up reaching home at 8.30pm ?

woo ~ well , be optimistic , i escaped from the jam ^^

although i am exhausted , but still , i'm staying in front of comp , to blog !

yea , this is me !

now you know who am I !

桃花依旧， 人面全非

同样地点，

同样事项，

但是，

身边的人物却不一样了

感觉如何？

你的笑容灿烂了。。。

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手机异常的宁静

温习功课的当儿，回忆起那时候的情景

如今，剩下的就只有

电风扇旋转的杂声

和时针转动的声音

陪伴我读过了漫长的夜晚。。。。。

孤独的感觉，回来了～

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我还是逃不过那个宿命吗？

I'm dead

had B&F E-Examination today

hmm ....*crossed finger* hope everything goes fine ! ^^

and what you guess ?

continuing with my law mock 2 paper on monday >.<'''/

why is it a mock 2 ? because i failed my mock 1 !

shittycow la ~ i dun wan to study anymore !

but ...i have no other choices ! GGRrrrrr !

slept for the whole afternoon today ~ (form 2 to .......6 )

woooww ~ it's longer that the sleeping time at night

( kind of abnormal huh ? )

but what i enjoy more is to get around with friends , but ...

sad case ~ is all because of ......EXAM !

recently was really kinda stressful and dun think of studying anymore

i need motivations !!!!!

emotional comes to me AGAIN ! wondering why ?

sighs ~ i just have to accept it , meanwhile ignoring what others doing .......

I dead ! DEAD !!!!!

Revision classes

revision classes for BF started this week ....

but ...well ...now , i don't feel like studying ~

weird ! *finals on saturday*

hmm ~ maybe i enjoyed blogging in the late night more than studying =p

the revision classes were intensive but its quite helpful actually ~

but still I need to put more effort to understand the theory and some regulations =/ *sighs*

tonight will be my study night ~ (the starting time : *ekhem*)

so yea , don't expect i can cover up lots chapters in a night , I'm not productive Zzzzzz

haha =D

some of my friends going to take mock 2 tomorrow ....

wish them luck , all the best people ! =D

p/s law mock 2 on monday ! ohmy~

Mr. Wong

due to the stressfulness on the day before mock exams , i gave up studying =p

and i went out visiting my ex-accounting tutor with teong hoe and kang zi .

Mr Wong ,

wish you healthy and recover soon ~

we saw you becoming thinner and hoary ~

don't stress yourself too much and what you need now is enough rest time =)

we will always remember you as my tutor and we appreciate you <3

Trip to Ernst & Young

We had another firm visiting to Enst & Young on last monday .

without failed , i attended this ! =)

( last time my gastric made me so sick and couldn't attend Deloitte's firm visiting =/ )

hmm .....

nice trip to EY and we had some talks and introductions of EY from all the employees and some of our seniors who are working there ~

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From Jan 2011 , I will be doing my internship for 3 months !

argh ~

time flies ~~~~

wonder what hell of life i will be having at that PEAK SEASON !

working hours : 9 am to 12 am ? huh ?

omg !

but i know i will definitely enjoy that !

i'm a workaholic ?

haha =D

Mock exams

sorry people , I've abandon my blog for more than a week !

=(

a busy + tiring + sad week i had

the previous week was the most terrible week i had !

2 mock exams had arranged in the same day !

and how on the earth i can finish 24 chapters in a few days

memorising all the points , understand and able to apply the law concept to all the questions !

and , yea

i

FAILED

my

law paper !

luckily it was a mock paper ....

but this paper is the 1st paper i failed in my life !!!!!!

wth ?

i couldn't accept this when i was looking to the computer screen !

result : 46 points out of 100

what ?

what ?

WHAT ?

WHAAAAAAAT ?

I FAILED !!!!!!!!!!

my mood changes in a second time and i couldn't event study for the next paper , BF !

and i was expecting a fail too ~

i tried very hard to stuff everything in my bloody tiny brain , hoping that it works for the last second !

*click*

OOOoooooopsssss !

I PASS !!!!!!!

thank god !!!!!!!!!!

i'm so so sho shooooo happy that at least i pass one paper , although the mark wasn't satisfied =[

Law and Business & Finance ,

I'll surely conquered you in finals !!!!!!!!

Grrrrrrrr ~

Sending off James

as per title , Thomas and I went to KLIA to send off kah hang =)

it wasn't a crowded one , but instead , a warm goodbye to him ...

kah hang ,

we met up twice in MCD before you left ! LOL

and thanks for your dad's GCB !

took a few photos with him while waiting for him to check in ...

we chat a lot there , and he told us what he brought there!

LOL ~

kah hang , don't worry , you can do your best in India !

and we are waiting for a dentist Dr Leong to visit us ! =D

Goodbye , take care

## 25-8-2010 , KLIA##

p/s :-

你写的那篇“家屏姐” 的帖子，我读了也很感动呢！

只是最近没什么时间， 所以现在才有时间补回给你咯～

加油哦！ 嘉恒！