happiness , sadness and loneliness ...

Do you think I'm a quiet person ?

or

maybe can say as , I don't like to talk ?

I don't know why I just like to be alone sometimes ....

especially when I'm emo-ing

because I can be my true self ...is not faking my characters

sometimes , the silent make me feels better , but sometimes it doesn't

It makes me feel worse ...so what can i do ?

it happens too , that I talked a lot ...

that's when I'm hyper ....yeah , youknowme

I miss the last time I was crazy , laughing my head off with my friends ...

I wonder when is it ...it seems to be N years ago ?

I miss my friends , I miss them a lot a lot ...

College friends do make me laugh , especially the jokers in my class

they're just fantastic ...AWESOME !

I don't know why my happiness went missing ...

just because I'm not taking good care of it ?

where are u ? can I hug u ? can u come back to me ?

I think numbers had chase them away from my life ...

and I know ...I couldn't find them back ?

so ...I have to create the new one ?

but I don't know how's the way to create happiness ~

happiness doesn't friend with sadness or loneliness ...

so now i'm having sadness or loneliness , so happiness won't come back to me ...

uh ~but I love both of them so much ....

how how how ?

when the sadness and loneliness gone , happiness will come back

is just the timing problems .

=)