Mock 1

whoots , 2moro is TX mock !

yesh , I'm prepared to go for mock 2 !

hell yeah~

lalalalalala ~

I seriously have no mood to study anymoreeeee !

screwed the paper la !

LOL !

how la like this , how to go to exam hall !

I told eugene , can I dun go 2moro ?

what's the purpose of going to exam when you already knew that you gonna fail the paper ?!

I might well just go for mock 2 right ?

hahahaha !

damn !

回忆起遗憾的美

昨晚一口气看了我的部落格之前的帖子。

感觉，好像翻阅着我的成长过程。

从中学时期，中四的我， 直到毕业后，

然后与一班以前在班上感情一般的同学，变成了一堆很要好的朋友，

在进大学，认识了不一样的人，

在跨进不一样的生活。。。

点点滴滴，再一次的浮现在脑海里。

那种感觉， 不再是以前我有过的痛与哭，

而是从然在我心底正真欣然而笑了出来。

翻阅着一前，我的部落格因为他，

变得了浏览人数极高的部落格。

朋友还说，不如你写小说啊 ～

很可笑对吧？

而现在呢？

现在却是一位平平无奇的女孩在写着这一篇。。。

我的青春，实在是饱满，相当的踏实 。

我没有浪费我的青春，我可以大声的说，我享受了我中学的6年，

当然我会继续的编写及享受的接下来所剩无几的青春时光了。。。

话说，我还有两个月就进入20岁了。。。

活了19年的人生，

我还学不会什么是放下，

什么是遗憾的美丽。

故事的简单还是复杂，我实在没办法去评论。

我真的很想很想，能够与最真诚，最真心的笑笑面对你，

可惜，我没有那个勇气。

但是我相信，在我中学生活里留下脚印的不单单只有你，

当然还有很多很多，对我很好很好的朋友们，

到现在我还很想念他们啊～

往往，就只有你能够把我弄哭的，你真的不简单啊～

人海中，我遇见了你，

我们邂逅了不少次，

在彼此心目中留下了深深浅浅的回忆 。

对，是回忆，

回想起时候还真的能够从心中傻笑了出来。。。

我的生活，

现在不再是灰灰的，

你知道吗？

我要大声的告诉自己，

我的生活不再因为你而变得无色彩的。

然而，你的出现，

令我的青春，不是空白的。。。

谢谢你。

我会好好的，

细心的把我们的一切，

收藏在心底最深处的地方，

保留着原有的味道，

最原始的感觉。

《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》

报告大家，我看了《那些年》

嗯，一部很有意思的电影。

可能对我来说，特别感人。

嗯。。。或许吧！

在还没有看这部电影时，

会很紧张，很心急，

很想看到底这部是一部怎么样的电影。

还没有进电影院，就已经把小说看完了。

看完了小说和电影的感觉，有点苦苦的，酸酸的， 但是却是包含着遗憾的幸福。

遗憾，但是很美， 并不是每个人都能够拥有一段那么刻骨铭心的爱情。

沈佳宜和柯腾有了这么一段不是所有人能够明白的青春，他们特懂得珍惜。

“或许，在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的”

“真的很羡慕他们哦”

“谢谢你喜欢我”

“其实我也喜欢，喜欢着妳的我”

“谢谢你告诉我，让我知道我的青春， 从来不是一场独白”

故事里句句经典的对白，就好像一句一句的刺入我的心里。

“你就是幼稚，很幼稚。”

“女孩的成熟，没有一位男孩招架的住。。。。。 ”

朋友对我说，可能我没有那么一段能够让我回忆的爱情，所以看起来平平淡淡的。

其实我却感觉不一样。

那种遗憾后，却不后悔当初大家的决定

如果男孩真的是真心喜欢女孩的，其实当他看见女孩能够找到正真的幸福时，

其实发自心底里的祝福没有人能够比他来的真诚，真心。

女孩说，

“被你喜欢过，就好像觉得觉得别人没有你那么喜欢我了。。。”

“戀愛最美的部分就是曖昧的時候，等到真正在一起，很多感覺就會消失不見”

“然而人生不是一個人，喜歡，也不是一個人的”

“在一起需要两个人的同意，但是分手只需要一个人下决定”

“我们之间總算有個不圓滿，卻很踏實的句點”

“沒有結果的戀愛，只要開了花，顏色就是燦爛的。”

“見識了那道燦爛，我的青春，再也無悔。”

我的青春，也就是中学时期，

育华中学就是我们的青春

在那段辉煌时光，我也见识了那一道灿烂的爱情，再也无悔。

没有结果的恋爱，但是曾经拥有，我不曾后悔。

在我心里，他是我的那些年。

在他心里呢？

我不敢揣测。

好想提起勇气，亲口问他。

好想提起勇气，和他来个深深的拥抱。

画下我们两个之间一个确实又圆满的句点。

在很久以前，不知哪来的勇气，曾经问过他，

而他也让我知道我原來一值都是有響應的，从来也不是一场独白。。。

“那些年错过的大雨，那些年错过的爱情，好想告诉你。。。。 ”

胡夏的《那些年》这首歌，有了另一番意义。

戀愛最美好的，就是曖昧的時候。

如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，當新郎不是妳的話，

那麼你永遠無法祝福她。

結果：不，當你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，

那麼無論新郎是誰，你都會真心祝福她。

期待

读完了《那些年》，

真的有一种说不出的感觉。

遗憾，但是美丽

一个不完整，但是很确实的句点

那一段青春，不是一场独白

人生就是不停的战斗

我爱上了书本里的沈佳宜

我也爱上了书本里的柯景腾

不敢想象当我看完了那不电影会怎样。

期待期待。

=)

考试加油，读书加油。

晚安。

I'M BORED

I'M UNDER STRESS

I need movies

I need jokes

I need shopping

I need lameness

I need laughter

ARGH ....... I DUN WAN TO STUDY

I dun wan to fail the paper again and again !

how laaaaaaa like this ?!!!

Smile

hey , here I come to blog :)

I have nothing much to elaborate on current life

simply plain ,boring , stressful , lazying , sluggish ....

yes , indeed , this is so called life --- lifeless ?

oh , I shouldn't complain that much

because someone is suffering oversea too =/

well , have been quite a bad mood week before this .

issues get me up and I couldn't solve this without him to talk to .

Issues where I have to face everyday , every minute in the class when me and her meet up

I wish there wasn't hard feeling ...

I wish that isn't an issue , but I felt the difference....

somehow I should just ignore it ?

yes , I did smile when I see her

:)

~ SMILE ~

the boyfriend called and explained everything

made me cried over the phone

"this is what we called ldr ", this is what he tell me .

He tried once , and he failed .

now he is starting a new one , the feeling of fear in him is definitely stronger than mine .

He trust me , and I trust him .

With the distance , the fundamental criteria is to TRUST each other .

when he tell me this ,

finally I understand the real meaning of ldr .

I choose to take this , have faith on myself .

I can settle everything around me

I want to make everyone happy , smile .

Smile , and the world smile with you

:)

Picture by Kid Rock ft Sheryl Crow

a very nice song

make me remember a friend , who is now in UK

=)

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

I want to watch this

<3

CFAB Graduation

Venue : Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre , Plenary Theater

=)

waaaaaaaaa......

waaaaaaaaa......

freaking gan jiong now !

pt2 tomorrow !

and then graduation in KLCC !

and and and

I haven't think of what attire should I wear !

and

I need HEELSSSS to make me look tall !

no time to shop for it !

=/

I dun wanna look so short =p

ARGHHHHHHHH !!!!

oh ya

btw , I miss the boyfriend ! =)

time to get back to study , again !

I regret that I slack for few days now

='(

爱上一个不回家的人 --- 林忆莲

爱过就不要说抱歉

毕竟我们走过这一回

从来我就不曾后悔

初见那时美丽的相约

曾经以为我会是你

浪漫的爱情故事

唯一不变的永远

是我自己愿意承受

这样的输赢结果

依然无怨无悔

期待你的出现

天色已黄昏

爱上一个不回家的人

等待一扇不开启的门

善变的眼神

紧闭的双唇

何必再去苦苦强求

苦苦追问

broke down during the start of the session

A short talk carried out by Catherine

teared up , not because of the story

but because of my private reason , family issues .

=/

Pissed me off

today early in the morning , someone pissed me off ...

yes ,he did .

I wonder why I can use 45 minutes to drive from Kajang to Sunway ,

but he cant even use 45 minutes to move his ass down the apartment and wait there ?

everytime I have to text him "reached" , then waited like a DRIVER there ...

am I obliged to pick you up ? hello ...??!!

I seriously cannot take this .

Every morning I will have emotional attack because of him , maybe I die younger because of this ? I just cant understand what is he thinking ...

Fine . as usual ,I park my car in elephant walk , well , should I say I notice "things" .

He treated me just like a driver .

my girl friend reached at the same time too , so waited for her to walk to college .

and I shut my mouth up the whole journey .

I wonder why he can talk so nicely , walk beside her , so SLOWLY when she is there .

But what happen is she weren't there ?

I think we have about at least 50m apart ,or more than that . Ha ?

shall I reflect myself in this case .

If he appreciate what people did for him , show some respect . If he doesn't , please ask those person that he thinks he will appreciate to help him , I am not your 24/7.

I am super pissed !

I think Reuben was the first one who know why my face was so emo this morning .

And I shall thanks him ,for understand part of the story .

I am tired of telling everything ... I

dunno who to tell to .

Can I just screw him right in front of his face ?

Fine . Can he like ...don't sleep when I was driving home in a Jam ?

Is my car so nice for him to learn "fishing" lesson ?

I rather todrive alone back ,without him ....

I can blast my radio , oh well , I can blast too when he is fishing ,

since he is not there for chatting purpose

#yes , sarcasm ,I know . who cares ?

damn damn damn

he has crossed the line , like a million thousands time ,

yet I'm still so generous to him ,what da hell am I doing ?

maybe he did something nice , but I don't see it .

#so sorry , but I don't mean it .

great ,

toss and turn on my bed for more than an hour and I still awake now

how could I go to class 2moro ?

=/

sighs

me want sleeeep

雨过天晴，彩虹出现了 :)

很久没有写华语了，来一篇华语的吧～

嗯，以前我写华语篇是都是伤心的，悲伤的。

因为我觉得华语字，比较有味道。 不是吗？

中学末期的我，

人看起来总是忧伤的。

有很多很多心事似的。

对，没有错，

那时候的我，的确发生了一些不开心的事。

可是回头想想，那是一段值得回忆的日子。

有开心的，有不开心的，

有跌过，有伤过，

有痛过，有疼过，

有酸过，有苦过，

也有哭过。。。

那段日子，让我成长，让我尝试到苦中带甜的滋味。

我很谢谢那个人，相信现在已经不再是秘密了吧？

以前大家都背负着同样的背负，要保护心里想要保护的人。

大家都不肯放手，活在自己的世界里，

走过了那越界的爱情，享受幸福的错觉，品尝着那非一般的滋味。。。

结果到最后，大家都受伤了，

就是那种痛，让我们都明白了，让我们都清醒了。

从梦中清醒的感觉，知道自己要走出梦境，也知道对方再也不适合自己的时候，

往往有一刹那是不舍得，但是理智告诉我，是时候放手了。

就狠下心，切断一切。

就算需要一段时间才能够复原， 但是都是值得的。

缠绕在不明不白的爱情里，是不值得的。

有时想起，还会回忆那时光，那种疼，回忆时也会流泪。

哭过，累了，清醒了，就是新的一天。

在灰的日子过了，晴天就来临了。。。

说了再见，还是朋友。

有多少人能够做到。

虽然平时见面，也不过只是寒暄几句。

心中的滋味，大家的心里都会劝告自己，不要再调入那个无底洞。

我们都做到了。

现在，你有你的生活，我有我的生活；

你在你的大学上课，我在我的学院上课；

你有你的女朋友，我有我的男朋友。

你说， 希望有一天，我会对你说，我有男朋友了。

现在，你有在读这一篇吗？

我的生活，不再是灰灰的。

他的出现，我脸上有了笑容。

就算是无聊的笑话，也会至少让我无聊一番。

他的出现，为我带来了晴天。

虽然是一个人的晴天，也没关系，

因为我知道有一天，他会回来，带着他令一片的晴天归来。

再痛的我都经历过，这种等待，我相信我们都能够熬过去。

虽然这只是个开始，但是我知道，这段路不会有句号。。。

只要肯相信，就会有希望；

只要肯等待，适合的人就会出现；

只要把握时机，就能够在彩虹出现的那一刹那，留住了那段时光。。。

我等你

因为我知道，你也在等我

:)

Pass !

yayyy !!!!!

yaaaayyy!!!!!!!

yyaaaaaayyyyyyy!!!!!!!

I was freaking happy when I got my AA results last friday night !

yesh , I pass !

PASS ！

P.A.S.S. !!!!

was chatting with the boyfriend and he kept reminding me that my results gonna out in 5 minutes bla bla bla ....

*naughty him ! *

pass with a quite good mark for me , but my dad complain that mark was low >.

how la dadddyyyy ? ='(

ICAEW , freaking stressful !!!!

fine , back to reality ,

no matter what happen I still have to move on ~

I'm already in this , I have no other choice .

sad sad ,

stress stress ,

die die ~

oh no ~~~~!!!!

* doomed *

sick

have been a tough week .

yes , I'm down with flu , fever , sorethroat and cough .

stacks of tissues in front of my study table .

this is what you can see if you're in class with me being in serious flu .

hahas !

I'm still in the progress of recovering =/

sighs , hope I can recover fast.

I want to talk and laugh as usual !

>.

hmm , had my TX pt2 .

well , is better than what I though of ,

since I din study much ,

okay ,

to be true , I flipped through the notes only .

because of terrible sickness , I felt that I should defer the paper .

but I know somehow defer or not , I still fail the paper .

so just get through it as fast as possible !

GrrRRr~

now going back on normal classes again

This coming Saturday is the Graduation day held by SWY .

well , we're not not attending though .

but of course , we're attending the one held by ICAEW !

^^V Weeeeee , bias ! LOL

=')

Updates

FA pt1 is over.

well , I actually studied , but just cant figure out why still I cant do the questions =/

sighs , TX pt2 is coming on next tuesday

screweddd the paper laaaaa!

I haven't start studying for tax .

shall start tonight .

today is Swy's parents day .

luckily my dad is not going , well , I said , no need to go la...

I know I'm a bad daughter =/

hmm....hmmm...........

I have nothing much to elaborate on current situation .

Weather in M'sia is pretty good , windy and rainy .

I love this weather .... but no heavy rain when I'm driving k ?

heavy rain when I'm at home or when I am sleeping .

hahas !

I miss my best sista aka Huey Yuin who now in UK .

saw her status mentioning about the whether there , quite cold .

take care ~~~

Life is simply plain without all the outings

yet , this is to compensate the days I went out last few months ?

well , somehow I love staying at home and laze around .

*dream on* yes , I should bury my head into the books , instead of blogging ?

recovered from fever and flu .

god bless

sickness helped me to claim back my sleeping debt in two days.

thanks =)

I have been sleeping days and nights these few days.

somehow I missed the smile that I had last time

=')

I'm missing the boyfriend now ='(