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Many of us are struggling between the happiness and sadness

It's time to clear everyone's mind now ..or maybe myself ..

I'm totally blur now ...

just because I don't know what am I thinking right now ~

There are too many feelings prop out in my heart and mind

I couldn't manage them well and I know I'll never smile happily before I can settle all this sucks feeling ...

chatted with the gals (carmen , kah mun , crystie , and cecelia ) many times

and yea ..I knew many stories ....

everyone of us has our own stories behind ...and yet , these stories weren't happy

everyone goes through that but not everyone grows in the process ....

I learnt many thinkings from you gals

I try to think as positively as you , but I failed .

I try to be hyper as you , and maybe I can ...

I try to be cheerful as you , hmmm ...in the process of learning ^^

yea ..

different environment , different friends , different thinking , different life ~

I can feel the special of being a member of cfab and I know I should appreciate everyone there !

I love all of you so much ! You guys and gals accompany me every moment !

and sometimes , I do really feel that , you gals know what am I thinking about !

thanks ~ thanks for comforting me ~ ^^

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To be honest ,

I'd feel that some of my friends changed , when they are in their college ...

Maybe can be said that the environment changed them ?

or , they really found themselves ?

I couldn't read their mind so clear right now ....

and yea ...I know we weren't so close like last time ~

There no longer an easy job to bridge the gap ..but maybe this is the so-called "life"

or

I think too much ?

haha ~

who knows ~

If you are my true friend, you will understand the feeling , do you ?

- sue sien ,

I'm worry about you , but nothing much I can do . What you need is time

and you have to know , you will not be alone .

I totally agree what you posted last time ,

that stated , "friends are not forever one , we lost and gain new friends , each and every year "

life's going in that rule and we ought to follow it

no doubt , you and I are growing in this process

hold our hands together , we can !

- cecelia

I don't know what can I write here to give you support ~

since you are always so hyper , but I knew you weren't always

yea , I'm always ready to text with you , this hyper gal , since you can make me hyper too ^^

text me whenever you wish to ! I'm 24 hours standby ! lolx =p

- kah mun

whenever you feel lonely , text me or crys , rather than ......haha ~ lolx ~

I hope i wont fall asleep again la ^^

- crys

You are the most cheerful gal I ever met but I'd know the emo side of you !

=D , haha ~ I like you smile , is sweet =)

- carmen

You are the one I shared the most la ~ haha ~

and we are quite weird , coz we are having the same feeling sometimes !

You know what am I really thinking ^^

thanks for always supporting me @@

- huey yuin

I din chat with you for a very long time , and I'm worry about you , for some reasons

I cant really know what you are thinking and I don't think I'll know .

so , I'll only stand aside , hoping that you can have your own thoughts and work for it .

## I hope that I can sleep well tonight and get ready to Broga hill ##

p/s I'm still lost in my thought .....=(