IMY

Missing someone gets easier everyday

because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them,

you are one day closer to the next time you will.

Updates

Revision class for Tax is over .

yup , we have got an ang mo from New Zealand ,

Mr Martin Riley to give us a 3 day course .

class was conducted in a normal way ,

with a unique British accents .

haha !

but we lacked of the usual lame jokes we used to have during our normal class .

I was freaking stressed up these few days ,

is not because of studies , but something else .

my mood was terribly bad and sorry for some who accidentally pissed me off .

mood swings from time to time ,

not that I cant control my emotions ,

I have tried my best ,

but I cant think of any reason to pressure my emotions .

I miss the happy moments I had , the smiles , the laughter and everything else .

I am no longer the past winnie ,

and I aint going to discover the new one .

one week , and that's the finals .

can I do this ?

《别问我是谁》

我不想说话

我只想静静的

我只想把一切问题都抛到脑后

可以吗？

Happy 2 months anniversary !

Gathering at Batu Gajah

wow wow wow , such a relaxing weekend I had .

Went to Ipoh with my family to attend a dinner held by my parents' primary school !

100th years anniversary of Yuk Kwan School , Batu Gajah !

The only thing I can say was ,

this was pretty awesome timing for all the old friends to meet up .

and they look super effinly happy !

really ! and they started talked non stop ,

take photo everywhere with everyone .

Cant imagine that their primary school standard teacher was there also ,

is already 70+ years old !

OMG !

and they still have chances to talk and chat !

and the teachers still remember them !

looking them , makes me think of my future .

Will my school have some of this dinner ?

will we meet each other at the age of 50 ?

and what reaction will we have ? excited ? touching ? happy ?

haha !

I guess , we will look exactly like what my parents and their friends did yday at the dinner .

can you imagine that ,

people from overseas came back to Malaysia ,just for this dinner ?

Australia , New Zealand , Singapore ...

how they appreciate chances like this to meet up ,

and to have a look at each other after 30+ years ?

Everyone bring along their family members too .

It was a really warm session for everyone .

Everyone looks different , much richer , much more handsome , much more beautiful .

but their hearts are still the same ,

still laugh at each others jokes and thought of the old times ,how they behave in class!

awwwww ! this is so lovely .

you can feel the happiness and the excitement among them .

and of course appreciate the chance and the luck to meet each other

=)

Yes , I can .

I feel like blogging ,but I dunno what to blog...

some updates perhaps ?

hmm ..revision class for FA is going on now in class .

jokers around are making the class less stressful

yes I do always laugh my lungs out because of all the lame jokes and no logic sense words .

I definitely like classmates like this !

2moro gonna be our last revision class for FA .

I have homework to do ,but I haven't touch .

seriously have no mood to do anything ,right now .

the weather recently wasn't that good ,

it's raining heavily everyday , everywhere was flooded ,

even sunway pyramid's carpark B1 .

walking to my own car is a problem now ...

I dun mind to walk under rain sometimes ,

I need some refreshment ,maybe ?

but sometimes , I like rainy days ,

It makes me feel calm , feel stagnant

and I can really rest , and think

and really think ,

arrange my thoughts

somehow I feel a bit lost ,

a bit confused , stress , tire , demotivating , self depressed etc etc...

again , mood swings ,

every time when I was alone ,

brain cant stop functioning and thinking something else ,

issues that caught me up ,

issues that haven't been settled ,

issues that I still avoiding ....

I'm tire , I'm seriously tire bout this .

I wish I could cry out loud , but I have no reasons to let my tears down .

study Winnie ,study .

this is what I tell myself everyday ,

yet , I'm now blogging like nobody biz .

I really wish I could smile like I did during high school to everyone I met whenever I was .

I like the smile I had , I miss the happiness .

Dec is coming in 12 days time , and my finals is on the 6 and 7 of dec .

can I do this ?

yes ,

I can ,

I can ,

I can .

《漂流瓶》

Mock 1

whoots , 2moro is TX mock !

yesh , I'm prepared to go for mock 2 !

hell yeah~

lalalalalala ~

I seriously have no mood to study anymoreeeee !

screwed the paper la !

LOL !

how la like this , how to go to exam hall !

I told eugene , can I dun go 2moro ?

what's the purpose of going to exam when you already knew that you gonna fail the paper ?!

I might well just go for mock 2 right ?

hahahaha !

damn !

回忆起遗憾的美

昨晚一口气看了我的部落格之前的帖子。

感觉，好像翻阅着我的成长过程。

从中学时期，中四的我， 直到毕业后，

然后与一班以前在班上感情一般的同学，变成了一堆很要好的朋友，

在进大学，认识了不一样的人，

在跨进不一样的生活。。。

点点滴滴，再一次的浮现在脑海里。

那种感觉， 不再是以前我有过的痛与哭，

而是从然在我心底正真欣然而笑了出来。

翻阅着一前，我的部落格因为他，

变得了浏览人数极高的部落格。

朋友还说，不如你写小说啊 ～

很可笑对吧？

而现在呢？

现在却是一位平平无奇的女孩在写着这一篇。。。

我的青春，实在是饱满，相当的踏实 。

我没有浪费我的青春，我可以大声的说，我享受了我中学的6年，

当然我会继续的编写及享受的接下来所剩无几的青春时光了。。。

话说，我还有两个月就进入20岁了。。。

活了19年的人生，

我还学不会什么是放下，

什么是遗憾的美丽。

故事的简单还是复杂，我实在没办法去评论。

我真的很想很想，能够与最真诚，最真心的笑笑面对你，

可惜，我没有那个勇气。

但是我相信，在我中学生活里留下脚印的不单单只有你，

当然还有很多很多，对我很好很好的朋友们，

到现在我还很想念他们啊～

往往，就只有你能够把我弄哭的，你真的不简单啊～

人海中，我遇见了你，

我们邂逅了不少次，

在彼此心目中留下了深深浅浅的回忆 。

对，是回忆，

回想起时候还真的能够从心中傻笑了出来。。。

我的生活，

现在不再是灰灰的，

你知道吗？

我要大声的告诉自己，

我的生活不再因为你而变得无色彩的。

然而，你的出现，

令我的青春，不是空白的。。。

谢谢你。

我会好好的，

细心的把我们的一切，

收藏在心底最深处的地方，

保留着原有的味道，

最原始的感觉。

《那些年，我們一起追的女孩》

报告大家，我看了《那些年》

嗯，一部很有意思的电影。

可能对我来说，特别感人。

嗯。。。或许吧！

在还没有看这部电影时，

会很紧张，很心急，

很想看到底这部是一部怎么样的电影。

还没有进电影院，就已经把小说看完了。

看完了小说和电影的感觉，有点苦苦的，酸酸的， 但是却是包含着遗憾的幸福。

遗憾，但是很美， 并不是每个人都能够拥有一段那么刻骨铭心的爱情。

沈佳宜和柯腾有了这么一段不是所有人能够明白的青春，他们特懂得珍惜。

“或许，在另一个平行时空里，我们是在一起的”

“真的很羡慕他们哦”

“谢谢你喜欢我”

“其实我也喜欢，喜欢着妳的我”

“谢谢你告诉我，让我知道我的青春， 从来不是一场独白”

故事里句句经典的对白，就好像一句一句的刺入我的心里。

“你就是幼稚，很幼稚。”

“女孩的成熟，没有一位男孩招架的住。。。。。 ”

朋友对我说，可能我没有那么一段能够让我回忆的爱情，所以看起来平平淡淡的。

其实我却感觉不一样。

那种遗憾后，却不后悔当初大家的决定

如果男孩真的是真心喜欢女孩的，其实当他看见女孩能够找到正真的幸福时，

其实发自心底里的祝福没有人能够比他来的真诚，真心。

女孩说，

“被你喜欢过，就好像觉得觉得别人没有你那么喜欢我了。。。”

“戀愛最美的部分就是曖昧的時候，等到真正在一起，很多感覺就會消失不見”

“然而人生不是一個人，喜歡，也不是一個人的”

“在一起需要两个人的同意，但是分手只需要一个人下决定”

“我们之间總算有個不圓滿，卻很踏實的句點”

“沒有結果的戀愛，只要開了花，顏色就是燦爛的。”

“見識了那道燦爛，我的青春，再也無悔。”

我的青春，也就是中学时期，

育华中学就是我们的青春

在那段辉煌时光，我也见识了那一道灿烂的爱情，再也无悔。

没有结果的恋爱，但是曾经拥有，我不曾后悔。

在我心里，他是我的那些年。

在他心里呢？

我不敢揣测。

好想提起勇气，亲口问他。

好想提起勇气，和他来个深深的拥抱。

画下我们两个之间一个确实又圆满的句点。

在很久以前，不知哪来的勇气，曾经问过他，

而他也让我知道我原來一值都是有響應的，从来也不是一场独白。。。

“那些年错过的大雨，那些年错过的爱情，好想告诉你。。。。 ”

胡夏的《那些年》这首歌，有了另一番意义。

戀愛最美好的，就是曖昧的時候。

如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，當新郎不是妳的話，

那麼你永遠無法祝福她。

結果：不，當你真的很喜歡一個女孩的話，

那麼無論新郎是誰，你都會真心祝福她。

期待

读完了《那些年》，

真的有一种说不出的感觉。

遗憾，但是美丽

一个不完整，但是很确实的句点

那一段青春，不是一场独白

人生就是不停的战斗

我爱上了书本里的沈佳宜

我也爱上了书本里的柯景腾

不敢想象当我看完了那不电影会怎样。

期待期待。

=)

考试加油，读书加油。

晚安。

I'M BORED

I'M UNDER STRESS

I need movies

I need jokes

I need shopping

I need lameness

I need laughter

ARGH ....... I DUN WAN TO STUDY

I dun wan to fail the paper again and again !

how laaaaaaa like this ?!!!

Smile

hey , here I come to blog :)

I have nothing much to elaborate on current life

simply plain ,boring , stressful , lazying , sluggish ....

yes , indeed , this is so called life --- lifeless ?

oh , I shouldn't complain that much

because someone is suffering oversea too =/

well , have been quite a bad mood week before this .

issues get me up and I couldn't solve this without him to talk to .

Issues where I have to face everyday , every minute in the class when me and her meet up

I wish there wasn't hard feeling ...

I wish that isn't an issue , but I felt the difference....

somehow I should just ignore it ?

yes , I did smile when I see her

:)

~ SMILE ~

the boyfriend called and explained everything

made me cried over the phone

"this is what we called ldr ", this is what he tell me .

He tried once , and he failed .

now he is starting a new one , the feeling of fear in him is definitely stronger than mine .

He trust me , and I trust him .

With the distance , the fundamental criteria is to TRUST each other .

when he tell me this ,

finally I understand the real meaning of ldr .

I choose to take this , have faith on myself .

I can settle everything around me

I want to make everyone happy , smile .

Smile , and the world smile with you

:)

Picture by Kid Rock ft Sheryl Crow

a very nice song

make me remember a friend , who is now in UK

=)