那些年，我們一起追的女孩

I want to watch this

<3

CFAB Graduation

Venue : Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre , Plenary Theater

=)

waaaaaaaaa......

waaaaaaaaa......

freaking gan jiong now !

pt2 tomorrow !

and then graduation in KLCC !

and and and

I haven't think of what attire should I wear !

and

I need HEELSSSS to make me look tall !

no time to shop for it !

=/

I dun wanna look so short =p

ARGHHHHHHHH !!!!

oh ya

btw , I miss the boyfriend ! =)

time to get back to study , again !

I regret that I slack for few days now

='(

爱上一个不回家的人 --- 林忆莲

爱过就不要说抱歉

毕竟我们走过这一回

从来我就不曾后悔

初见那时美丽的相约

曾经以为我会是你

浪漫的爱情故事

唯一不变的永远

是我自己愿意承受

这样的输赢结果

依然无怨无悔

期待你的出现

天色已黄昏

爱上一个不回家的人

等待一扇不开启的门

善变的眼神

紧闭的双唇

何必再去苦苦强求

苦苦追问

broke down during the start of the session

A short talk carried out by Catherine

teared up , not because of the story

but because of my private reason , family issues .

=/

Pissed me off

today early in the morning , someone pissed me off ...

yes ,he did .

I wonder why I can use 45 minutes to drive from Kajang to Sunway ,

but he cant even use 45 minutes to move his ass down the apartment and wait there ?

everytime I have to text him "reached" , then waited like a DRIVER there ...

am I obliged to pick you up ? hello ...??!!

I seriously cannot take this .

Every morning I will have emotional attack because of him , maybe I die younger because of this ? I just cant understand what is he thinking ...

Fine . as usual ,I park my car in elephant walk , well , should I say I notice "things" .

He treated me just like a driver .

my girl friend reached at the same time too , so waited for her to walk to college .

and I shut my mouth up the whole journey .

I wonder why he can talk so nicely , walk beside her , so SLOWLY when she is there .

But what happen is she weren't there ?

I think we have about at least 50m apart ,or more than that . Ha ?

shall I reflect myself in this case .

If he appreciate what people did for him , show some respect . If he doesn't , please ask those person that he thinks he will appreciate to help him , I am not your 24/7.

I am super pissed !

I think Reuben was the first one who know why my face was so emo this morning .

And I shall thanks him ,for understand part of the story .

I am tired of telling everything ... I

dunno who to tell to .

Can I just screw him right in front of his face ?

Fine . Can he like ...don't sleep when I was driving home in a Jam ?

Is my car so nice for him to learn "fishing" lesson ?

I rather todrive alone back ,without him ....

I can blast my radio , oh well , I can blast too when he is fishing ,

since he is not there for chatting purpose

#yes , sarcasm ,I know . who cares ?

damn damn damn

he has crossed the line , like a million thousands time ,

yet I'm still so generous to him ,what da hell am I doing ?

maybe he did something nice , but I don't see it .

#so sorry , but I don't mean it .

great ,

toss and turn on my bed for more than an hour and I still awake now

how could I go to class 2moro ?

=/

sighs

me want sleeeep

雨过天晴，彩虹出现了 :)

很久没有写华语了，来一篇华语的吧～

嗯，以前我写华语篇是都是伤心的，悲伤的。

因为我觉得华语字，比较有味道。 不是吗？

中学末期的我，

人看起来总是忧伤的。

有很多很多心事似的。

对，没有错，

那时候的我，的确发生了一些不开心的事。

可是回头想想，那是一段值得回忆的日子。

有开心的，有不开心的，

有跌过，有伤过，

有痛过，有疼过，

有酸过，有苦过，

也有哭过。。。

那段日子，让我成长，让我尝试到苦中带甜的滋味。

我很谢谢那个人，相信现在已经不再是秘密了吧？

以前大家都背负着同样的背负，要保护心里想要保护的人。

大家都不肯放手，活在自己的世界里，

走过了那越界的爱情，享受幸福的错觉，品尝着那非一般的滋味。。。

结果到最后，大家都受伤了，

就是那种痛，让我们都明白了，让我们都清醒了。

从梦中清醒的感觉，知道自己要走出梦境，也知道对方再也不适合自己的时候，

往往有一刹那是不舍得，但是理智告诉我，是时候放手了。

就狠下心，切断一切。

就算需要一段时间才能够复原， 但是都是值得的。

缠绕在不明不白的爱情里，是不值得的。

有时想起，还会回忆那时光，那种疼，回忆时也会流泪。

哭过，累了，清醒了，就是新的一天。

在灰的日子过了，晴天就来临了。。。

说了再见，还是朋友。

有多少人能够做到。

虽然平时见面，也不过只是寒暄几句。

心中的滋味，大家的心里都会劝告自己，不要再调入那个无底洞。

我们都做到了。

现在，你有你的生活，我有我的生活；

你在你的大学上课，我在我的学院上课；

你有你的女朋友，我有我的男朋友。

你说， 希望有一天，我会对你说，我有男朋友了。

现在，你有在读这一篇吗？

我的生活，不再是灰灰的。

他的出现，我脸上有了笑容。

就算是无聊的笑话，也会至少让我无聊一番。

他的出现，为我带来了晴天。

虽然是一个人的晴天，也没关系，

因为我知道有一天，他会回来，带着他令一片的晴天归来。

再痛的我都经历过，这种等待，我相信我们都能够熬过去。

虽然这只是个开始，但是我知道，这段路不会有句号。。。

只要肯相信，就会有希望；

只要肯等待，适合的人就会出现；

只要把握时机，就能够在彩虹出现的那一刹那，留住了那段时光。。。

我等你

因为我知道，你也在等我

:)

Pass !

yayyy !!!!!

yaaaayyy!!!!!!!

yyaaaaaayyyyyyy!!!!!!!

I was freaking happy when I got my AA results last friday night !

yesh , I pass !

PASS ！

P.A.S.S. !!!!

was chatting with the boyfriend and he kept reminding me that my results gonna out in 5 minutes bla bla bla ....

*naughty him ! *

pass with a quite good mark for me , but my dad complain that mark was low >.

how la dadddyyyy ? ='(

ICAEW , freaking stressful !!!!

fine , back to reality ,

no matter what happen I still have to move on ~

I'm already in this , I have no other choice .

sad sad ,

stress stress ,

die die ~

oh no ~~~~!!!!

* doomed *

sick

have been a tough week .

yes , I'm down with flu , fever , sorethroat and cough .

stacks of tissues in front of my study table .

this is what you can see if you're in class with me being in serious flu .

hahas !

I'm still in the progress of recovering =/

sighs , hope I can recover fast.

I want to talk and laugh as usual !

>.

hmm , had my TX pt2 .

well , is better than what I though of ,

since I din study much ,

okay ,

to be true , I flipped through the notes only .

because of terrible sickness , I felt that I should defer the paper .

but I know somehow defer or not , I still fail the paper .

so just get through it as fast as possible !

GrrRRr~

now going back on normal classes again

This coming Saturday is the Graduation day held by SWY .

well , we're not not attending though .

but of course , we're attending the one held by ICAEW !

^^V Weeeeee , bias ! LOL

=')

Updates

FA pt1 is over.

well , I actually studied , but just cant figure out why still I cant do the questions =/

sighs , TX pt2 is coming on next tuesday

screweddd the paper laaaaa!

I haven't start studying for tax .

shall start tonight .

today is Swy's parents day .

luckily my dad is not going , well , I said , no need to go la...

I know I'm a bad daughter =/

hmm....hmmm...........

I have nothing much to elaborate on current situation .

Weather in M'sia is pretty good , windy and rainy .

I love this weather .... but no heavy rain when I'm driving k ?

heavy rain when I'm at home or when I am sleeping .

hahas !

I miss my best sista aka Huey Yuin who now in UK .

saw her status mentioning about the whether there , quite cold .

take care ~~~

Life is simply plain without all the outings

yet , this is to compensate the days I went out last few months ?

well , somehow I love staying at home and laze around .

*dream on* yes , I should bury my head into the books , instead of blogging ?

recovered from fever and flu .

god bless

sickness helped me to claim back my sleeping debt in two days.

thanks =)

I have been sleeping days and nights these few days.

somehow I missed the smile that I had last time

=')

I'm missing the boyfriend now ='(

miserable

S.T.R.E.S.S

stress !

stressing over TX and FA

stressing over the exams

stressing over the graduation thingy , of course the S-TES ones

stressing over I skipped class

stressing over the progress letter aka report card

(yea , is a report card , wth ?!?!?!?!)

wondering why S-TES making my life so miserable ?????

stressing over my sickness !

sighs !

sick

I am sick

I am so sick ...

Flu during classes ,

and now having fever .

headache .

no mood to study at all

wish I can smile tomorrow morning

I miss my boyfriend so much ~

Lucky :)

was chatting with the boyfriend via MSN .

another heart to heart talking time

=)

and everything looks like a miracle .

we recalled how we met during primary school

how we become close friends

how we manage to build a strong friendship bond

how we encourage and support each other when each other have troubles

and all these happened when we're just friends , nothing much .

No doubt , we trust each other

=)

I'm glad that I have him with me.

while I was waiting for him to come online , I thought of :

hey , I'm in a relationship with Kah hang , wow ~

It's just like a dream .... am I in the right dream ?

I have never thought of this guy would be my boyfriend .

Since last time , he is labeled as my best friend ,

a friend where always support me no matter what happen .

A friend who can go crazy with me at any moments .

The friendship between us is stronger than ever .

We're just close , super close friends .

but hey , I'm his girlfriend now yo!

wow , is just like a dream ~

there is one saying sounds like this ,

"to meet someone right is not as easy as you thought ;

to meet someone right , and he loves you too is another miracle. "

hey , am I dreaming ?

if this is a dream , I wish I will never wake up

=)

there are so many coincidences happened ,

and these little sparks between us lead to a start in our relationship

:)

If he never ever went for studies in overseas , all this wouldn't happen ;
If I never went to a gathering , I wouldn't even meet him before he left ;
If I never ever promise to accept the belated bday present , I wouldn't have got his hug ;
If he never drop by my house , we wouldn't even meet the night before he flew off ;
If I can go out during late night , he wouldn't need to drop by my house to give me that present ;
If he didn't extend his holidays , all these wouldn't happen ;

without all these , we're still friends .

can I say , I'm lucky ?

Hyper-ness

here I come to blog again !

today's class was funny !

I was super hyper today

LOL

I can laugh non stop for nothing ,

and I continued laughed at myself cause I can stop laughing !

you get what I mean ?

hahahahahha !

yea , I am going crazy !!!!!!

Until Eugene Eunice and Carmen also cannot take it .

They looked at me like "What the hell happened to Jiaping? "

seriously ... I cant figure out what's wrong with me .

according to carmen ,

I was hyper when I get not enough sleep or I was exhausted .

ah , maybe she's right about this .

Carmen carmen carmen ~~~~

=)

Today we celebrated Danny's and Airil's belated birhtday !

hahaha ! cream plan turned into mayo plan !

ohhh oooowwh~~~~~~~

the whole EB G-3 smells like mayonnaise !

well , obviously the boysss had fun chasing each other while throwing the mayo-plate

and of course the girls enjoyed watching ! LOL

hmm ~~~~

and tax class ended early !!!!

oh ya ~ kesian Airil ,I bought him a pearl-less chatime !

and somemore need to exchange strawwww ~

LOL

*back to reality*

aihz ~~~~~

the feeling of bugging me to study is so annoying !

time to hit the sack

=p

attended a wedding dinner :)

photos updates

:)

nerdy look ! hahas ! randomness when I was too bored in class !

spotted Eunice behind me ! hahas !