DEAD

emo post again ???!!!!

hmm ~ sort of

but why am I emo-ing while supposing-ly i should be studying !!!!

no mood to study , no mood to finish up my assignments !

I did lots of thinking these days

but there're always many contradictory scenes coming out

and I couldn't choose anyone , but to leave .

today I saw my friend being emo

and I couldn't help much !

oooouch , i know his feelings , it hurts .

and what else i can do other than being silence ?

he reminds me how I came about all these time and how my friends were worrying me like how I worry about him .....

I met him today , after few months !

the feelings weren't as strong as last time , but undeniable , there's still something inside my heart .

I'm glad that I wasn't in the same school with him and I didn't meet him every single day.

but I'm not happy with my current life and how I wish I can retain secondary schooldays .

hmm ~

promise myself not to miss anyone , anymore !

if I ever did that , I deleted my blog !!!!!!

(omg , this is what a curse )

I'm dead ! dead ! dead !