trauma =(

I woke up on time to prepare myself to the 1st class after the BORED holidayz ....

wasn't in a bad mood , everything's going well ....so I thought I will enjoy the day ! ^^

but ...

but ......

but ..........

BUT .............

argh ~ when I was driving ...I'm in fear !!!!!!

heartbeat in an abnormal rate !!!!!

I don't know why ~

just feel nervous and panic .....

I scared of driving ? oh no !!!!!!

It couldn't be !!!!!!

I tried to calm down myself ....switch on the radio loud >.<''''' but ....still ......=(

but weird feelings popped out ...is so WEIRD !!!!!!!

I'm seriously not in a normal emotions ....

nervous > sad> panic > worry > depress > calm ...

these emotions changed every second !!!!!!

imagine it happened when I was driving !!!!!!!

ohhhhhh NOOOOO !!!!!!!!

I almost giving up and luckily i can stop while trap in a traffic jam in the toll ....

it'd calm me down ...

and I comfort myself ...."going to reach" ....

sadly ....I couldn't find carpark in campus and I need to go "elephant walk"

*the nightmare*

I was extremely quiet in the class today ....

I can't stop thinking if that .....

luckily , I'm okay after the lunch break

It is much more okay ~