February

The month of February is where everything changes

I get into new life

yet I've screwed up some part of it

I din know that I've hurt someone that much until he cant even talk to me

is it that bad ?

misunderstood or I was giving false hope ?

I have no comment on this

I took all the blame with me and I hope to end this shit like this

sorry that I've put everyone in a difficult position

you guys know me well , and you guys know that if I step in again it would be so messed up

but I cant just walked out like this

I'm the core for this problem and I need to settle this.

You claimed that I din settle things with you

fine ... sorry and sorry .

million apologies .

done and done .

I need to pull myself out of the black hole and don't ever get back again .

move on , move on , move on .

Life goes on .

Some of my friends are still wondering am I okay by now

Emotional attack from time to time

when I see something bad

or when I feel the eyes of others are putting the blame on me

yes , I care , that much .

nevertheless

I'm good

I'm happy

I should tell you honestly here ,

I'm okay all because of the boyfie

:)

I'm glad that I have him with me no matter what happened .