Dec 14

I have made a tough decision

I did it

and now I can feel the guilt

I wonder what will happen

I'm scared

I speak out the words , I treat him super cool today

I know I was bad , but I just cant avoid anymore

I have no courage to see him in his eyes

I don't know what wrong's with me , but I just cant walk in

I cant , I cant

I'm super stressed up

and I felt so restless

sorry , sorry

the only thing I can do is to apologize a million times ,if I can

if I have a chance , I wouldn't start this

because end up I'll hurt you and I hurt both of us

I wish to give you a hug if I can .

I wish we're still friends

I wish I can still see you smiling

sorry .