This is who am I

maybe I'm too obsessed over everything that happened around me

but it's just me ,

I couldn't change my behavior and attitude towards everything

so , you might ask me , why ?

the reason is pretty simple

because I mind my own steps

I don't allow any wrong steps being taken and it ruin my life

This is the most negative side of me , i knew it

but I can't change it , this is who am I ...

you might say ,

it's already over , and you can't change whatever that already happen

what you can do is to accept it as a lesson you learnt

well , I'd say the same thing to everyone

but say it out is easier than doing it

you are not the one who faces the problem

you are not the one who have to fix it

you are not the one who really have to deal with it

and

you are not me

even I don't know what I'm feeling right now

how could you know ?

being myself is tougher than what I thought of

maybe this is the reason why I cant walk out from the dark