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I am just tired of being emotionally exhausted .

really tired of everything happen to me 

I just wanna walk away from all these , please , leave me alone here . can you ? 

I just a moment of silent and peaceful . 

Dear friend , I wish you're here with me . 

I'm really going to give up everything ...literally everything ...

I broke down , times over times when I think about it . 

I wish I have someone who can truly understand my feeling . 

I'm tired of describing what I'm feeling 

because I cant find a suitable word to describe this. 

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