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Kinda emo-ish these few days 

final is freaking near , is only 2 weeks from now 

but I still cant pass my mock examssss ? 

SCREWED ! 

things dont go as smooth as it used to be 

I'm afraid 

Hopeless 

Restless 

how I gonna get through all this ? 

well , I will be having an interview with ey my future employer this friday . 

wish me luck people ! 

I really need a lot of luck ! 

#pray for eveything 

was so stressed up recently ? 

the maximum level I could managed , not more than this . 

Pleaseeeeeeeeeee 

*deep breathe* 

I gonna get you down , BS and FM . 

Mickeyyy :)

Day out with the boyfriend at midvalley

 :)

mickeyyy !!!

ICAEW FTW

16.5.2012 

Last day of FM class 

so Kah Mun decided to bring her Cammy 

and take memorable photos before everyone went off to work 

:(

aww , we're gonna miss each other like crazy after this 

and Carmen brought the slideshow 

the journey from CFAB to ICAEW 

had fun watching the video 

nostalgia  

time flies 

pictures captured the precious moments , the laughs , the craziest moment of us 

- flour , cream , mayonnaise - 

you know we are the crazy bunch ! 

the funniest people I've ever met 

=D 

Started CFAB with Ms Geetha , and now ending with Ms Geetha too. 

a cycle 

a complete one 

:)

ICAEW FTW !!!

5201314

Hello everyone ! 

It's 20 May 2012 

5.20.13:14 

tada 

this is how sweet the boyf is 

<3 

  

I'm always a happy girl with you 

Happy 520 everyone ! 

xoxo 

<3

I'm all good

With all the bad feelings before this , 

I'm all good now . 

I'm over it 

:)

thanks to the boyfriend , also my classmates , and my close friends . 

thank you everyone who support me , and listen to me , 

and trying to understand what my feeling is . 

It was really a tough one to tell it out , 

  the weird feeling I had

thank you hyuin and zqian for spending the time with me 

:)

I know what I should do and to live on my own , 

with the loved one 

with all my lovely friends 

who supports me no matter how 

who never ever give up on me 

thank youuuuu !!!

Everything is over when you came back to me . 

you never fails to make me smile , even with my tears on 

you never fails to make me laugh although those are lame jokes . 

thank you 

I appreciate it <3

I miss you like crazy , gal.

.....

I am just tired of being emotionally exhausted .

really tired of everything happen to me 

I just wanna walk away from all these , please , leave me alone here . can you ? 

I just a moment of silent and peaceful . 

Dear friend , I wish you're here with me . 

I'm really going to give up everything ...literally everything ...

I broke down , times over times when I think about it . 

I wish I have someone who can truly understand my feeling . 

I'm tired of describing what I'm feeling 

because I cant find a suitable word to describe this. 

........

Hello

Hi , I smiled :) 

but trust me , ICAEW is not easy . 

and look 

this is the face I had after 9 hours classes for a day :)

well , all the best people . 

Last 2 papers , we can do it ! 

gambateh ! 

Nothing much

have been stop blogging for some time 

and now I came back to this blog page and start typing 

not much to blog on , but maybe some of my feelings 

quite stressed up recently 

with homework , studies , people around me , and some contradictory thinking 

I am always contradicting myself , and still going round and round 

wonder why I have such thinking and feeling 

couldn't control emotions , my biggest weakness

because of my unhappy and pissy mood , I pissed him off 

sorry , I didn't do it on purpose .

we were okay after few minutes . 

thank you . 

I teared up easily . 

I am not a good person in handling stress 

I am not a good person in dealing with people 

Maybe previously I was , but not now . 

cant take that the pressure anymore . 

people judge , people comment , people cling to those they like 

well , people , society . 

Accept the fact , jiaping . 

sooner or later you might be one of them , 

or you will be dumped to a corner , and no one cares bout you 

you are pissed , but no one cares , what for . 

you are not the one who they care about . 

you're just a nobody 

=)

Tired

FR result is out . 

Thank god I passed . 

but some of my friends failed . 

they have the courage to take 3 papers or even 4 papers this June sitting . 

Give them a great round of applause . 

Support them . 

We gonna start work in September , hopefully everything goes well .

FM have been quite stressful. 

So as BS . 

I got nothing to say , but I'm really tired , 

tired of everything around me.