Appreciate

has been quite a long time I din blog here .

and now , after struggling and I decided to blog on some feelings .

tears are flowing down when I heard the song amazing grace playing .

Lots of unfortunate events happened recently and they hit me hard .

I don't know how to describe my feelings but knowing I have lost myself .

first up with the death of my grandma ,

followed up with the death of my friend's brother .

I cant calm myself down every time I think of them .

I miss my grandma , I miss her much ....

I cant accept the death of my friend's brother ....

my grandma passes away , it took me more than a week to calm down myself

to accept the fact that she left ....

and when I was starting to cheer myself up , another bad news hit me

at this moment , I have nothing much to say

Life is so fragile , people are so fragile ,

we are not as tough as we can see .

appreciate life , appreciate friends around you .

and to me , friends' support is very important and thus ,

no matter what I will show support to my friends .

me as a friend to hao fu , I've already done my best ,

show him that we're here to support him , as always .

We need friends , we need family .

nothing will torn us apart .

I know everything will be fine , but at this moment of time , I know I'm not .

what I need is time .

it takes time to heal this , which I dun know how long will it take .