Changed

went to a so-called meeting ( for the conference ) on thursday night ....

hmm ....

me and carmen left the meeting before it ended , why ?

well , it's not my business at all and why I still stayed it ?

not worth my time , right ?

sitting down at the foyer , and start chatting with carmen , as usual ...

and we kinda of figured out that ,

people changed , when we're in the different stages of life.

to be honest , to be true , I'm gonna type it out here ( not considering who gonna read this )

well , this is my blog , right ?

I told carmen ,

I felt that our batch's people changed ,

quite a lot after the interns

not the changes in our friendship ,

we're still closed to each other ,

or event closer =)

but in fact , everyone thinks differently compared to last time ,

or can I said more mature ?

awww , sounds so OLD .....

no no no , we're teens right ?

hmm .....

what's the proof , you would ask me ...

let's see ....

as simple as this ,

we are now dare to boycott a lecturer and this is quite serious as its happened in college !

and we're not that pure innocent little spm leavers that just enter into college and so new to everything .

we used to be so enthusiasm in all these events , but now ? "I-PULL-OUT" words are coming out from carmen (FYI , carmen is a quiet innocent girl :p )

MONEY is a very big motivation now !

and I'm sure , everyone in our class is thinking of how to make more money .

and this concept will only appear in the class rep's mind last year , well before interns started.

maybe at this stage , everyone knows what is the most important assets for oneself and started to set aims and goals , try to achieve that in the shortest time .

well , I admit all that I mentioned are with me now , and always .

people changed , environment changed , friends changed ...

this is how the world works and people are born to adapt to the fast-changing environment .

if you cant , sorry , you're unqualified .......

came to unqualified ,

I'd mention that I'm unqualified .

I'm not talking nonsense .

it's 100% true .

why ?

because I'm incompetence in everything , included being myself .

and I know I will gonna take a long long time , to make myself qualified .

when will it be ?