Gastric

oh ya , y'day my gastric level upgrade till stomach cramp dy .

is this a good news ???

well , something wrong with me =(

and this ruined my study plan , and now I DUN WAN STUDY ANYMORE !

FAIL

Gahhh !

I DUN WAN TO STUDY FOR 2MORO'S PT2 , can I ?

all I want is to relax till the max !

can I

if only i fail the paper .

:(

...

ILAZAR LIRIA

BYE

should I study or not ?

GRRRrrrrr , dun wan to study !

BYE !

Cause I see Sparks fly

Cause I see sparks fly whenever you ------- SMILE !



should I , or should I not continue on this ?


oh , I dreamt about him for more than hundreds times


and and and I'll never felt bore when I'm with him


are these mean something ?


his smile is everything ,
and a lil eye contact will never fail to make me smile , as usual .


seriously , I need the smile NOW :)

the family

suddenly recalled what carmen told me y'day , she said :

eh eh , jp , still remember that day at the conference , when we're having buffet ...
when someone said that was kah mun's wedding dinner and we're sitting at the family table ...?

do you remember when eugene said : we sure will be invited dy , we are FAMILY dy maarrr !

haha ! yup , carmen , I'd remember ,
and both of us like the FAMILY words .

<3 them !


although one year ain't long , but we'd build our own friendship , ah , should be family-boat !
we will never break apart in the future , aite ?

untitled

done with the TS presentation !
hmm ...I will say , not bad la .

well , the other groups did well also .
especially the best speakers group .
@reuben @airil @danny @liang bin

hmm ...class went well with awesome lecturer , mr simon .
who taught us financial tips every class .

and due to everyone has a sleepless night y'day ,
so he decided to eand class earlier .
=D

but , our pt2 is on next week tuesday .
haha , bless me ,
i wont fail .

The anger =p

well , today is kinda of relief , while y'day was a burst !

why ?

because of the fcuking lecturer .
the stupid thinking skills lecturer .

well , I'm tired and sick talking about him .
but i'm gonna post one comment from me , which says everything :

" He got problem izit , cant it be abit peaceful ? what sorta of things he is thinking , wanna proof to the world that he is he best ? f*ucking shit , go die and no one will mourn for him ! dun even step into our class and make our class dirtyla PLEASEEE ! "

HAHAHAHAHAHAH !

I burst into laughter straight when I press "ENTER" ,
and I was like " wow , jia ping is on fire"

but in fact , no no , I wasn't .

LOL

people chill , when Jia Ping is really angry , she won't talk a single word .

and and and

this f*ucking dumbass shitty idiot , doesn't worst my time and energy to get angry .

LOL

OOooooopppssss ! I'm being mean here .

okay , why would us being so pissed about him ?
because he is too EGO .
3 letters speak the truth !

and y'day night , thw whole fb was full of cursing comment to this Mr. S .
hahahahahaha !

but he looks okay today , meaning , the curses didn't hit him then .

HAHAHAHAHAH

bye , no more touching on this topic ever .

爱情

hello everyone ,
before i start blogging ,
I want to share this blog post to all of you .

This is written by one of my best friend .

我们的一生人都在寻找爱。
在寻找爱的过程当中，我们会遇见3个人，
第一个是你最爱的人，
然后是最爱你的人，
最后是和你共度一生的人。

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉，
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人。

当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够和你共度一生的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这3个人通常不是同一个人。

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

对我来说，爱情没有爱不爱，只有适合不适合，
适合了才去爱，还来得及；
爱了才去推断适合不适合，那就太迟了。

by James Leong

YOU

wondering what time will I sleep today =/

gonna be a long long night .

oh ya

I want YOU

Conference

went to the Conference on tuesday .

Gah~ is not an interesting event laaaa ...

i duno what they talking about throughout the whole conference LOL

what I really enjoy was spending my time with all my classmates !

having buffet lunch is just like a good party for us !

I think we're the only table who ate and talk , schoooo happy !

hahahahhahaa

then then then

had dinner @pizzahut in pyramid . I just like the way we hang out .

hope everything will go fine this friday .

sighs , suddenly not in the mood to type anything ....

It's never easy to set boundaries

well , sometimes .

or

always ?

why I came out with this status on FB

hahah , the same-old-reason

people always tend to console themselves that everything gonna be okay

everything will be like the old times

but

do you think this is true ?

how can it be OKAY when you yourself are forcing yourself to pretend to be okay ?

look , " PRETEND " , if is pretend , then will it be okay ?

if is PRETEND , or ACTING like oldtimes , do that really the oldtimes ?

oldtime only happened once , that's it . no more duplicated "oldtimes"

now , do you get what I meant ?

when people say , dun bother about it , forget about it ! do you really can forget everything happened ?

hahahaha , people just like to fool themselves , like everyday , every minute , every second ?

the best way tp "forget" everything is , you will never recall any feelings when you recall the events happened .

the moment you realized that "I have already forgot that incident " , that's the moment you're lying . because you've already recalled it .

BLUR ??????

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

so do I

I've finished raging .

crack your own brain and try to figure out what have I type .

LOL

Changed

went to a so-called meeting ( for the conference ) on thursday night ....

hmm ....

me and carmen left the meeting before it ended , why ?

well , it's not my business at all and why I still stayed it ?

not worth my time , right ?

sitting down at the foyer , and start chatting with carmen , as usual ...

and we kinda of figured out that ,

people changed , when we're in the different stages of life.

to be honest , to be true , I'm gonna type it out here ( not considering who gonna read this )

well , this is my blog , right ?

I told carmen ,

I felt that our batch's people changed ,

quite a lot after the interns

not the changes in our friendship ,

we're still closed to each other ,

or event closer =)

but in fact , everyone thinks differently compared to last time ,

or can I said more mature ?

awww , sounds so OLD .....

no no no , we're teens right ?

hmm .....

what's the proof , you would ask me ...

let's see ....

as simple as this ,

we are now dare to boycott a lecturer and this is quite serious as its happened in college !

and we're not that pure innocent little spm leavers that just enter into college and so new to everything .

we used to be so enthusiasm in all these events , but now ? "I-PULL-OUT" words are coming out from carmen (FYI , carmen is a quiet innocent girl :p )

MONEY is a very big motivation now !

and I'm sure , everyone in our class is thinking of how to make more money .

and this concept will only appear in the class rep's mind last year , well before interns started.

maybe at this stage , everyone knows what is the most important assets for oneself and started to set aims and goals , try to achieve that in the shortest time .

well , I admit all that I mentioned are with me now , and always .

people changed , environment changed , friends changed ...

this is how the world works and people are born to adapt to the fast-changing environment .

if you cant , sorry , you're unqualified .......

came to unqualified ,

I'd mention that I'm unqualified .

I'm not talking nonsense .

it's 100% true .

why ?

because I'm incompetence in everything , included being myself .

and I know I will gonna take a long long time , to make myself qualified .

when will it be ?

Updates

continuing the post below ,

hey ,

I managed to pass my 1st Pt for tax !

er ...

nothing much to update recent life

kinda bored + assignment-day

thinking skills presentation this friday .

hope everything will be okay .

after this presentation then I will be finally free from thinking skills lecturer ......

wait i have final exam still =(

oh ya , going for a conference thingy this tuesday at KL

gonna be a whole-day event ,

where I have to wear FORMAL attire ...

*sien*

nothing much ...

still cracking my head off for the assignment =/

Raging

oh well , I should be studying right now

haha

cant stand the temptation to blog =p

arghh !

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OK .

oh ya , today classmates spent the break time bitching about the stupid dumbass fella !

COOL right ?

imagine whole class bitching about him infront of tax lecturerrr !!!

*can you imagine the shittiness of him?*

the unqualified retarded Winnie

=(

bye !

bday marathon

yeap , as per title ,

I had a bday celebration marathon this few days

and

a super terrible accident nearly happenned

thank god , it doesn't =)

bday celebration to

@kian ann

@chuan da

@ sze ern

started off by the home visiting surprised celebration for KA

followed by chuan da & sze ern not-so surprised bday celebration at paparich !

=)

feel satisfied by recording all the funniest moments we spent together .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEEPS !

phail

I don't know what am I doing right now !

supposedly I should be studying right now

or .. same goes to days before .

what the hell am I doing ????

I'm so f*king crazy

I know there're something bothering me

but I couldn't identifying it clearly

being forgotten ?

the stupid thinking skills ?

will I fail my thinking skills ?

why should my thinking skill lect is the stupid dumbass fella ?

why so many assignments where marks are counted ?

why am I so insignificance ??

why am I so unqualified to be a CFAB student ?

why I choose this path ?

Is this what I really want ?

can I persuade ICAEW in the future ?

can I finished my studies smoothly ?

back to tax

why I don't understand tax ?

pt1 is 4 days later and why m i not studying tax ?

why m i so fail ?

I'm sure a failure

I'm such an insignificant person in the world

I'm so unqualified

I'm so PHAIL !

don't even know what I need right now

somebody can please make me clear who am I

and what the hell am I doing right now

Again

again , I'm blogging in this late midnight

nothing much gonna update you guys

well , boring days killed me

and I'm still alive and waiting for tomorrow's arrival

=.=/

I've made up a decision , to stay as quiet as I can

why ?

loads of reasons , and I dunno whether if it worth me to do so

but I've been trying hard and now I'm tire ...

I'm letting go

everything ....

everything ...

includes him ....

I need to mentally stop dreaming

scenarios of you and me together ,

because in the end ,

I know I'll be disappointed with the outcome .

#tumblr.

那个在外国留学的朋友

刚刚读了一位好友的部落格

突然很有感触呢...

很想念他,

真的很想念他的那种疯狂.

相当年,小学的时候就那么的疯狂!

歌咏,

4B - 6B 班的回忆

直到中学,

st John 那时候更不用说

简直就是我们的辉煌时刻。

还有他很厉害烧BBQ鸡翅膀的！

一定要试吃！

HAHAHAHAHA！

嘉恒, 快点回来啊!

家屏姐超想念你的.

LOL

*不要误会嘛!

谢谢你把不开心的我,变回开心的我.

you sometimes think you want to disappear

but all you really want is to be found .

#Tumblr.

I miss you today

just like what I did yesterday

and just like I would tomorrow

#Tumblr.

I need trips

days are getting bore and boreeeeee ...

I want to have some tripsss

but

no trips planned =/

I miss you

That's all I needed to say

and

you wouldn't know ...

Soulmate

"because of you , I am afraid ..."

a song which reflects what my heart was thinking ...

and I posted this sentence on my fb status ....

here comes his comments :

me : I cant walk out of the past

Him : sometimes it's hard to stand up , but you just have to . to get rid of the last one , you must be willing to undergo the same situation with another . that's how you move on .

me : but I'm afraid ...

Him : That's just a part of it . What if something wonderful is ahead ? you wouldn't know . a risk you have to take

me : true , maybe I need someone turst-able to walk with me :)

Him: well , who do you trust ? hmm ....figure it out and make your move

me : sounds easy , but it's tough =)

THANK YOU

:)

# I trust you

Happy birthday

the luckiest guy born on 1st of May.

@teong hoe

:)

I wish I am Beautiful .

#Tumblr.

Lyrics

OKAYS.

enough of lyrics !

duhh ~~~~~

this shows how bored am I ! LOL

lame laaaaaa !!!!

=D

currently addicted to some oldies

heheeee :)

All out of love

I’m lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile in my heart For times when my life seems so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn’t really know, doesn’t really know I’m all out of love, I’m so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I’m all out of love, what am I without you I can’t be too late to say I was so wrong I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long, lonely nights I’m reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh, so right? And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can’t hold on? There’s no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I’ll be gone, I’ll be gone Ooh, what are you thinking of .....

# Air Supply

Take me to your heart

Hiding from the rain and snow

Trying to forget but I won't let go

Looking at a crowded street

Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world

Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand before I'm old

Show me what love is - haven't got a clue

Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever

We're only here today

Love is now or never

Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand and hold me

Show me what love is - be my guiding star

It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high

Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky

I should go and see some friends

But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything

All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

#MLTR

BORING

kinda boring these few days !

the feelings of doing nothing ,

except to eat , sleep and wait is just so BORING !

thinking of doing something else , but I've nothing to do ...

ok , wait ...

I have assignment (thinking skills)

but ...aiyaaaaaaa !

=(

LOL

This is me !

heeheeeeeee !

Songs

hmm ...

found songs that I loved !

lyricsss are awesome !

it speaks out my heart

<3

Making love out of nothing

I know just how to whisper

And I know just how to cry

I know just where to find the answers

And I know just how to lie

I know just how to fake it

And I know just how to scheme

I know just when to face the truth

And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you

And I know just what to prove

I know when to pull you closer

And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading

And I know the time's gonna fly

And I'm never gonna tell you

Everything I gotta tell you

But I know I gotta give it a try

And I know the roads to riches

And I know the ways to fame

I know all the rules

And I know how to break 'em

And I always know the name of the game

But I don't know how to leave you

And I'll never let you fall

And I don't know how you do it

Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all,

Making love out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun

Are streaming through the waves in your hair

And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes

Like a spotlight

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost

And it's looking for a rhythm like you

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night

And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know

Well it's nothing till I give it to you

I can make the runner stumble

I can make the final block

I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle

I can make all the stadiums rock

I can make tonight forever

Or I can make it disappear by the dawn

I can make every promise that has ever been made

I can make all your demons be gone

But I'm never gonna make it without you

Do you really want to see me crawl

And I'm never gonna make it like you do

Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all

# Air Supply

I love my family.

I love my friends.

I love myself.

nobodyelse.

wait , maybe ...

I

am

F.A.T.

Everytime you smile at someone,

it is an action of love,

a gift to that person,

a beautiful thing.

:)

#Tumblr

Untitled

S.M.I.L.E

and the world smile with you

@Crystie

Updates

whoopsss , I think I've abandon you quite some time !

weeee ^^V

nothing special about this week

normal classes

boring classes

TS sucks till hell

TX is wonderful !

heheheee :)

well , I should start doing some revision b4 I was lost too far away

and

and

and the shitty assignment =/

duhhh ~~~~

hmm ....finger crossedddd ,

I can finish my assignment smoothlyyyy ~

was addicted to tumblr's freaking nice photo and quotes !

just being random :

bro bough new apple product ! =D

should I get an iphone ?

hmm ...considering ...........

money money please come to meeeeee =p