*Take a deep breathe*

Finally there is a break for me. 

This Raya break, basically is the time to recover my sleeping debt. 

Time to do some wrap up for the 1st half of the year.

I've undergo two surgeries this year. I hope there's no more to come *touch wood* 

Becoming more health concious is a must for me. 

Yet, I couldn't control my sleeping cycle. 

Auditor is not an easy career.

I chose my career, and it's the time for me to walk my future.

I knew that this wouldn't be a bed of roses yet I still choose to be one of them.

Because it brought me returns that I longed for. 

No time for me to rest since I joined the firm. 

Started work with passion and now I've lose hope on what am I doing...

I've tried to search for my enthusiasm and passion in accounting/auditing... 

but I'm too tire for this right now. 

Maybe a long break may brings me back to on track. 

I've always appear to be okay in front of the team

until the day I broke down talking to my superiors

They was shocked. I was shocked too. 

I thought I manage to hold back. Sadly... I couldn't. 

It was a steep learning curve for me. 

Ever thought of resigning, thought of joining a commercial firm, thought of quitting etc etc... 

But I'd enjoying learning and coaching people in audit. 

Winnie, stay tough. You will be better soon. 

Yeap. study break starting end of August. 

Hopefully this will be a refreshment for me. 

Hang on. 

Take a deep breathe. 

You will be okay.