The boyfriend :)

A special post to him , someone that love me

Sorry that I've disappoint you for a million times

I know you are trying very hard to accommodate to me yet I still can't work out our plans

plans and trips get cancelled one by one , 

because of me , 

because of my family.

I've chose to sacrifice your time , instead of others

I felt guilty after all , 

but you're the one who is saying , " is okay "

Every time I blamed on myself, 

complaining everything I did

yes , this is me

and you accept who I am , 

and supporting me all the times

comforting me , 

like I'm a kid .

I'm someone who gets very emotional at times and super hyper at times

when I was holding on my tears , being emotional 

and you will be there

talking to me , 

trying your best to make me smile with my tears on

I appreciate this , 

I really am.

You had once said that I'm not the perfect girlfriend , 

but you still love me for who I am.

but I'm telling you here , 

you're the perfect boyfriend .

my lovely handsome boyfriend.

Being together is easy , but to maintain the relationship is not the same story

you know me well , 

I'm always afraid , of nothing .

but the fear is there , 

keep bugging on me , 

like nowhere .

You hold my hands , 

telling me , " I won't leave you "

and I've heard this for countless time , 

and wont get bored of listening every words you said.

I would say , "I won't leave you too"

You're someone different , 

different from others .

This is what I could say .

The feelings are different , 

the story of us begins like a fairy tale ...

I told you , you're the one who I argued the most , 

and then I started to judge myself

and this is what you tell me : 

"Only by arguing , our relationship is maintained , I will understand you more and so do you ......this is how a couple works out for each other . I argue because I care bout you , and you care bout me ...."

Yes , I'm hot tempered , 

and you're hot tempered . 

and I accept you for who you are.

I love leaning on your shoulder , 

I love it when you kiss on my cheek .

I can feel the love , 

deep inside from the heart .

You always say that , 

you love me more than I do.

I know that's true :)

the fact is , I will always hope this gap exists 

<3

I love you too Mr KC.