A special post to him , someone that love me
Sorry that I've disappoint you for a million times
I know you are trying very hard to accommodate to me yet I still can't work out our plans
plans and trips get cancelled one by one ,
because of me ,
because of my family.
I've chose to sacrifice your time , instead of others
I felt guilty after all ,
but you're the one who is saying , " is okay "
Every time I blamed on myself,
complaining everything I did
yes , this is me
and you accept who I am ,
and supporting me all the times
comforting me ,
like I'm a kid .
I'm someone who gets very emotional at times and super hyper at times
when I was holding on my tears , being emotional
and you will be there
talking to me ,
trying your best to make me smile with my tears on
I appreciate this ,
I really am.
You had once said that I'm not the perfect girlfriend ,
but you still love me for who I am.
but I'm telling you here ,
you're the perfect boyfriend .
my lovely handsome boyfriend.
Being together is easy , but to maintain the relationship is not the same story
you know me well ,
I'm always afraid , of nothing .
but the fear is there ,
keep bugging on me ,
like nowhere .
You hold my hands ,
telling me , " I won't leave you "
and I've heard this for countless time ,
and wont get bored of listening every words you said.
I would say , "I won't leave you too"
You're someone different ,
different from others .
This is what I could say .
The feelings are different ,
the story of us begins like a fairy tale ...
I told you , you're the one who I argued the most ,
and then I started to judge myself
and this is what you tell me :
"Only by arguing , our relationship is maintained , I will understand you more and so do you ......this is how a couple works out for each other . I argue because I care bout you , and you care bout me ...."
Yes , I'm hot tempered ,
and you're hot tempered .
and I accept you for who you are.
I love leaning on your shoulder ,
I love it when you kiss on my cheek .
I can feel the love ,
deep inside from the heart .
You always say that ,
you love me more than I do.
I know that's true :)
the fact is , I will always hope this gap exists
<3
I love you too Mr KC.