Hello November , please be good to me .
October wasn't very nice .
I met new friends , the really good ones .
they are really willing to help you when you're in trouble .
I used to be someone quite enthusiastic towards my job
but right now , I really wish that I can escape from all these ...
I wonder how strong could I be when I'm already half dead over here.
you will miss home , when you're not at home ...
I really do miss home , a lot a lot.
the feeling that you know someone is waiting you home is not good
Parents , family and also the boyfriend
4 years , is not a short time period
how long more could I stand , how long more can I survive ?
If I were given a choice , I wont choose this again .