*Take a deep breathe*

Finally there is a break for me. 

This Raya break, basically is the time to recover my sleeping debt. 

Time to do some wrap up for the 1st half of the year.

I've undergo two surgeries this year. I hope there's no more to come *touch wood* 

Becoming more health concious is a must for me. 

Yet, I couldn't control my sleeping cycle. 

Auditor is not an easy career.

I chose my career, and it's the time for me to walk my future.

I knew that this wouldn't be a bed of roses yet I still choose to be one of them.

Because it brought me returns that I longed for. 

No time for me to rest since I joined the firm. 

Started work with passion and now I've lose hope on what am I doing...

I've tried to search for my enthusiasm and passion in accounting/auditing... 

but I'm too tire for this right now. 

Maybe a long break may brings me back to on track. 

I've always appear to be okay in front of the team

until the day I broke down talking to my superiors

They was shocked. I was shocked too. 

I thought I manage to hold back. Sadly... I couldn't. 

It was a steep learning curve for me. 

Ever thought of resigning, thought of joining a commercial firm, thought of quitting etc etc... 

But I'd enjoying learning and coaching people in audit. 

Winnie, stay tough. You will be better soon. 

Yeap. study break starting end of August. 

Hopefully this will be a refreshment for me. 

Hang on. 

Take a deep breathe. 

You will be okay. 

Wrap Up

Fight Fight Fight

June is coming to an end 

Well, I've came across too many emotions in a month. 

Tired of fighting anymore. 

Just leave me alone, and I will slowly find back my soul. 

Enthusiastic, motivated, and then .... 

disappointed, demotivated, lose hope, and gave up. 

Time to wrap up everything, and kick start a new journey of mine. 

Hang on there, rainbow always come after the storm. 

You will have your turn. 

Hello June !

It's June already. 

Stepping in June make me realised that time passed fast. 

May was harsh to me, to all of us. 

Complaining non stop. But it doesn't help either. 

Truly disappointed and demotivated.

It's June, wake up Winnie. 

Life goes on. 

Be tough. Be firm. Be Strong.

Cheers. 

Work and work and work ....

Work life balance. 

How could I achieve this. 

Am still learning. 

I need some social life. 

I need someone to talk to. 

I need some off work talking. 

Tired of being who am I.
Tired of being an auditor.

and it's only May 2012. 

How can I proceed further.... 

How to survive? 

May

It's May already. 

April was harsh. 

I fall. I failed, I teared up. 

and lastly 

Toughen up. 

Life goes on. 

I pray for a better tomorrow. 

I just wanna lead a simple life. 

Less miserable one. 

Please be good to me, Dear May. 

Toughen up

Received my love letter from London. 

Teared up reading what she wrote in the letter. 

No one could understand my feelings at that moment. 

Mixed feelings. 

Miss her so much =') 

Please take good care of yourself over there. 

We were so busy with our own life , but I miss you. I really do. 

Someone I used to talk to everynight , everyday. 

Life ain't relax for both us of now. 

When we are both in different land of the world, 

When we are both undergoing some stressful stages in out lives, 

When both of us are having some mixed feelings, 

When we couldn't get to meet up and talked about. 

When the moment I saw your letter from London, 

When I teared up reading the words written by you, 

When all the words hit directly to me heart. 

Yes, I breakdown exactly at that moment. 

Toughen up.

I will support you no matter what.

Love, 

Jia Ping.

April'13

Have been working through day and night lately 

Ain't easy to survive as an auditor. 

Have to toughen up myself everynight

Yes , I need some motivation to get myself keep on moving 

Can literally fall asleep when you're driving. 

Luckily that wasn't a major accident though, thank god. 

No time for myself, 

No time for the family, 

No time for the boyfriend , 

No time for my dear friends,

No time for social life. 

This is all you need to sacrifice. 

Hopefully 2013 would be a great great year. 

it's only April. Long long way to go..... 

Fighting and surviving.  

A question I've been asking : how much more can I take in ? 

Good luck Jia Ping. 

很累

不知怎么了
最近心情真的很不好


很累


我不想在和你再有争执了



我真的很累很累了



我只想关心你，可能有时候不需要吧
那你可以关心我吗？

What else?

These peak is driving me crazy...

Stressful.
Tire.
Depressed.
Moody.
Insomia.

What else ?

笑一笑！

不知为什么，最近心情起伏很大。 

到底怎么啦？ 

自己也不知道发生了什么事。 

可能真的很累吧？ 

大家最近过的好吗？

生活难免有压力，只要自己尽力了就好了。 

在工作上，嗯。。。 虽然有时后真的很累，不想再撑了。 

但是还是没有办法啊。。。 日子还要过的嘛。 

有时候，以为自己很坚强吗？ 哈哈！我不是呢！ 

以为自己不害怕吗？ 才不是呢！ 

很多时候，自己畏惧，自己的懦弱，自己的胆怯只有自己知道。 

真的自愧不如。 

常常告诉自己，没事的。 

深深吸一口气，然后笑一笑。 

没事啦 

=）

这样，又过一天 啦！

Pandora !

It's time to post about my belated valentines gift !

Thanks to the boy friend. 

Love you ! 

 

and yours ... will be a bit late. 

sorry ... was too busy recently =(

promise will get you something , ok ? 

Post Card from WC

Received this last few weeks. 

Post card from wei chien. 

2nd post card from him since he went oversea. 

thank you , friend. 

wish you have a good good life , and sweet sweet moments with stacey =)

 

The day ...

When it strikes 

the fear comes 

and it's time to face the fact

yes, i'm brave enough to handle this 

I will be okay =) 

No worries ....

February

February pass pretty fast and hello to March. 

February with only 28 days , but this is the month full of celebrations =D 

1st up Chinese New Year 

Valentines day 

My anniversary with the man 

My brother and daddy's birthday 

and lastly the bf's birthday ! 

happy month indeed , but the shortest month in the year. 

Well , good things don't last long , appreciate it when you're having them =)

February, thank you for being nice and sweet to me. 

I'm back to the normal life , reasonable working hours and I have my weekends off. 

Thank god. 

After all the hell's life , finally I get some calm and peaceful life in the month of Feb. 

I wont know what will it be in March , but we hope for the best =)

CNY break

I came to blog ! 

again , it's late night . 

Glad that I have this CNY break . 

Thank you for the kind bosses. 

Everyone asked me , how am I doing ? 

I would answer , I'm still good, still alive. haha ! 

Missed everyone so much . 

My highschool friends and my collage mates. 

Since I started to work , I have no time for gathering and all sorts of social gathering . 

Went to a mini gathering just now.

glad to see everyone showing up with happy faces. 

somehow chim yoong keep saying "please take care of your health and keep your appearance in line with your age" 

Lol , am I that bad ?! 

haha ! btw thanksssss =) 

I miss all this funny and caring people around me. 

They are all amazing in their own way. 

Take care everyone ! =D 

Valentine's Day

It's 14/2/2013

Happy Valentine's Day 

it has been a year since the day we got together =)

one year , not long nor short. 

I just hope we continue to be like this till the future. 

Thank you for being there for me when I need you. 

Love you.

Love from UK

Got this postcard in Mid Jan. 

From Brussel , by lady Huey Yuin ! 

and this love shape handbag from her and Mr Winkee from London. 

as my birthday present ! 

isn't this too lovelyyyy =)

Thanks babes !!! 

21st birthday

My 21st birthday , 06/01/2013

and I was working outstation in Pasir Gudang , Johor. 

Lovely parents decided to celebrate with me earlier. 

So we went dinner and shopping , a simple celebration indeed.

Dinner with daddy and mummy at The Ship ! 

So they bought me this bag ! 

Louis Vuitton ! 

=D 

 

Thank you daddy, mummy , the oversea gor gor and chanel =)

Ang Ang Huat ar !

Hello peeps ! 

This is my CNY look !!! 

Ang Ang ! Huat ar !!!! 

Wishing everyone a blessed Chinese New Year. 

May the year of Snake brings us happiness , prosperous and good health ! 

=D 

 

Updatess !

Some photos to updates !!! 

Tada this is the look when you only have max 4 hours of sleep per day for 2 weeks continuously ! =)

and I'm glad that I still look okay with that ! 

and this is the happy faces when I know I'm coming home the next day morning ! *when I was working outstation* 

I miss homeeeeee 

Yayyyy ! 

and this is the short hair look ! 

I've decided to cut my hair short ! Start over in the year 2013 ! 

Everything's gonna be good !