Day trip

hmm went to Melacca with the boyfriend for a day trip :) 

makan trip again 

Jonker Street 

yayy , finally I have his photo on my blog 

hehe ! 

After Melacca went to PD for a walk 

 

one of my fav photo for the day 

=)

The boyfriend :)

A special post to him , someone that love me

Sorry that I've disappoint you for a million times

I know you are trying very hard to accommodate to me yet I still can't work out our plans

plans and trips get cancelled one by one , 

because of me , 

because of my family.

I've chose to sacrifice your time , instead of others

I felt guilty after all , 

but you're the one who is saying , " is okay "

Every time I blamed on myself, 

complaining everything I did

yes , this is me

and you accept who I am , 

and supporting me all the times

comforting me , 

like I'm a kid .

I'm someone who gets very emotional at times and super hyper at times

when I was holding on my tears , being emotional 

and you will be there

talking to me , 

trying your best to make me smile with my tears on

I appreciate this , 

I really am.

You had once said that I'm not the perfect girlfriend , 

but you still love me for who I am.

but I'm telling you here , 

you're the perfect boyfriend .

my lovely handsome boyfriend.

Being together is easy , but to maintain the relationship is not the same story

you know me well , 

I'm always afraid , of nothing .

but the fear is there , 

keep bugging on me , 

like nowhere .

You hold my hands , 

telling me , " I won't leave you "

and I've heard this for countless time , 

and wont get bored of listening every words you said.

I would say , "I won't leave you too"

You're someone different , 

different from others .

This is what I could say .

The feelings are different , 

the story of us begins like a fairy tale ...

I told you , you're the one who I argued the most , 

and then I started to judge myself

and this is what you tell me : 

"Only by arguing , our relationship is maintained , I will understand you more and so do you ......this is how a couple works out for each other . I argue because I care bout you , and you care bout me ...."

Yes , I'm hot tempered , 

and you're hot tempered . 

and I accept you for who you are.

I love leaning on your shoulder , 

I love it when you kiss on my cheek .

I can feel the love , 

deep inside from the heart .

You always say that , 

you love me more than I do.

I know that's true :)

the fact is , I will always hope this gap exists 

<3

I love you too Mr KC.

This speaks the flow

Look ! 

this is what I do when I'm bored 

well I'm supposed to be studying , or shall I said , to clear up the pile of BS homework 

but this is what I am doing instead of that 

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This Means War 

Love

The Vow

Street Dance2

The Hunger Games

Battleship

We're not Naughty 

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okay , this is the list 

hmm ....wasn't that long 

this is the movies that both of us watched in 2 months times

more to go 

:)

Feb 29 , 2012

Happy birthday Mr Teoh 

:)

The 1st movie date we had , on his birthday .

The story begins ...

Tiger Asian Music Festival 2012

14/4/2012

Got invitations from the boyfriend 

to accompany him to this music concert ! 

so I went with him , together with his friends too 

hmm had fun shouting in a live show 

which I hadn't been doing that for such a long time 

yes , I did shout , din act like the normal Winnie you know . 

hehe ! 

Artists that attended were

 Beyond , A-Lin ,萧敬腾 ，慢行，张震岳,  McHotdog , LMF 

It was a pretty fun that for the 1st time ever I went to Rappers' concert , 

and somehow I did enjoy some of the rap songs ! 

oh-no ! HAHA !

well , results for standing for more than 6 hours is 

you have to suffer muscle aching on your feet for the whole night ! 

and you can barely walk fast . 

boyfriend sent me back home in the midnight 

and he had to drive back to Sunway all the way from Kajang .

thank you darling . 

Sorry for making you worry bout me . 

I'm fine . 

recovery plan of this is to sleep the whole day next day . 

ooops! sounds like a pig ! 

I want to go more concert with him !

YES , more and moreeeeee 

:) 

#Photo for the day
entrance stamped for the event AMF

Food , loves

Life is pretty packed these few days 

classes , friends , family and boyfriend 

feel contented :) 

hmm ..went to eat shabu-shabu with the boyfriend 

damn full ! shabu-shabu at Kuchai Lama is way better than the one in Bandar Puteri , Puchong ! 

I have a random thought to list out all the restaurant I went with the boyfie 

Lets do this and see how long is the list :

Fullhouse 

Sushi Zanmai

Pasta Zanmai

Chilli's

Yuzu

KimGary

Subway

Oldtown

21st Century

Shabu-shabu

Wan Tan Mee @ Aman Suria

叉烧王 @ Glenmarie

SS2 为食街

USJ 19 板面

老友鬼鬼

丰衣粥食

Dim sum

the list is still increasing 

is all about food when I'm with him

oh ..is getting fat ! 

Sista in UK

awww......
I miss Ms Tay Huey Yuin so much 

din really have time to chat with her 

is bored greeting her "how are you babe?" 

haha ! 

did you read this ? 

*wonderrrr* 

hmm but I mean it , "how are you pretty woman ?" 

your life looks interesting and you are enjoying life in UK ! 

photos , jumping around 

chilling with friends 

travelling around Paris 

etc....

hmm stay happy , cheerful as always 

the talkative girl , 

I miss you so much 

take care there 

:)

FM and BS

hmm here I came to blog instead of studying 

*ooopssss 

get back my BS pt1 paper today 

Mr Jack is a lil bit too effective ?

well the marks was better than what I thought :)

hmm good sign ?

but in fact I din really study a lot , 

perhaps I deserve this marking . 

time to put in more effort 

is our last 3 months being full time student in Sunway College

looking at my timetable 

and you would realized how nice if you have test on consecutive weeks .

ooopssss 

*stress up* 

FM by Ms Geetha , homework gotta finished up and you wouldn't get any relaxing time in her class 

She is definitely a good lecturer , she makes us being so productive everyday . 

LOL 

BS by Mr Jack , 

hmmm ..... he is putting a lot of effort to teach us 

but still I don't really know how to do questions 

#problems 

The Vow

Watched The Vow , with kc

A movie I wanted to watch so much , and finally I get to watch in on last friday

awesome movie , you will tear up in the cinema , trust me .

Experienced this romantic movie in TGV Club cinema

nice try

and now I'm so into the background song of this movie

Enchanted by Taylor Swift

:)

Updates

Have been studying everyday in the library for finals ,

while waiting for my mock result .

and also studying with the boyf in the library

:)

final was on the march 19th

result releasing in April

hopefully my result is good

*finger crossed*

back to class after one week break

and now started the last sem with FM and BS

pt1 for BS was on last friday

errrrrr ... dont think I can pass , as usual

it's just pt1 . LOL

#BadStudent

Aunty from HK came back to Msia and stay at my place

hmm ... mummy had fun talking and spending time with her sister

happy to see my parents smiling and talking a lot =))

March was pretty packed everyday

yet I had fun , and feel good for this .

making every moment precious .

went to my 1st ching ming prayers in Ipoh with daddy and the relatives .

good experience as the sun wasn't that hot ,

instead it's windy day

:)

Simply updating

Happy April peepsss !

FR

freaking failed my FR pt2 terribly !

oh god

how how how

now i'm waiting for my mock result

please don't bar me from final exams pleaseeeeeee

*finger crossed*

I need to passsssssssss

finals in 7 days time

i need to get this over !

*determined*

never ever feel so demotivated like now

damnnn

:(

Klun's day

Went to celebrate Khang Lun's birthday at Fullhouse , Cheras .

a simple celebration yet full of laughter , as usual .

we never ever fail to recall our secondary school moments and laughed our lungs out

all the stories are so so so freaking funny every time we talked bout them .

4C and 5C , memorable ones !

Happy belated birthday

The birthday boy :)

就是他，张景灿

别人说，只有一段新的恋情才可以把你带出旧伤

你相信吗？

以前的我，不会相信，也不会这样做，因为我觉得，感情是真的要出自于真心的。

可是如今我却同意那个说法，

因为只有对的人，才能够把你带出你心里悲伤的世界

呵呵！

说真的，和他开始的时候是预料之外的事情

心里有时候还是会犹豫到底这次的决定是对的吗？

想回之前拥有的经历都好像蛮不顺利的，心里还是会恐惧

虽然如此，我还是选择了他

:)

他的出现，真的很不可思议

当朋友问起的时候，也不知道怎么回答，就是没有答案的啊

他的出现，把我的问题全部都解决掉了

在我不知道怎么做决定的时候，

他出现了，

而我不再需要理会所谓的问题

虽然说我们不是什么很好的朋友，

也不是什么认识了很久的朋友，

但是当我们在一起的时候，这一切都已经不重要了

我不知道他以前是一个怎样的人，

也不知道他的性格是怎样的

但是这一切都不是我们之间需要顾虑的问题

他接受我的性格，我那很闹情绪的性格，

他从来不会投诉我那种很冷酷的对待

然而，他还很疼我，

当我不开心的时候，都会想办法哄我

虽然不是什么很特别的方法

可是和他在一起的时候，就很舒服啊～

一个不会批评自己的人

一个永远都会疼爱你的人

一个你会依靠的人

一个会让你有安全感的人

就是他

他说，我是他见过最多话说的女生

但是无可否认，在他面前我就好象以为小女孩，会不停的和他说话

呵呵！

更本就不是那个家屏啊～

景灿，

谢谢你的出现。

你让我觉得我就像是你的公主，

也只有在你面前，我会变得如此的孩子气。

是你，让我一天一天的爱上你了

:)

:)

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-just for him -

- p/s : but he spoiled the surprise :'( -

我想 （5）

有时候我们往往会给自己设下一个界限

不敢超越那个框框

只要勇敢的踏出第一步，

也许你会看见不一样的观点。

就比如，从窗口内望出去的风景，

和站在草原上看见的风景，岂能相比呢？

给大家说说一个故事，

在一个很冷很冷的冬天，小明来到了一个巴士站

巴士站你在等巴士的有一位医生，医生曾经救过小明的性命，

一位他心仪的女生，

和一位快要撑不住老婆婆

三位都已经冻的很，但是小明的车就只能够载一位乘客。

这个时候，小明应该怎么做决定呢？

如果你是小明你会怎么办呢？

这时候，小明就做了一个这样的决定：

他把车让给医生，让医生载老婆婆去医院

而自己就在巴士站一起和那位女生一起等巴士。。。。

嗯，这个做法，你想过吗？

其实只要我们勇敢去尝试，

不怕牺牲，不怕吃亏，

就会有不一样的结果。

我们往往会过于自我，

但是如果把自己的身份降低少少，

退一步，海阔天空，

不是更好吗？

有时往往我们过于自我，

会把所有责任都推在自己身上

觉得自己就是千古罪人，

不敢进一步面对整件事情，

不敢在提起，不敢面对。

但是只要勇敢的踏出一步，

去了解事情的来龙去脉，

去明白事情的发生，

在以自己的能力把事情解决，

以后如果再次发生同样的事情也不再畏惧，

不是更好吗？

世界上没有所谓的圣人

每个人都有过错，过失

但是只要勇敢面对，改过，吸取教训

生活依然继续

依然精彩。

给你的 (2)

嗯，你第二次删除了那个部落格

其实你上次写的那篇帖子我在上个星期的时候不小心发现到了

但是我还没有时间回你。

这次你再次的删除了那个部落格，我就在此回应你吧。。。

嘉恒，

你最近还好吗？

我在这里生活过得很好

虽然不是什么事都很顺利但是只要过得好就好了阿 =)

得知你和她的事情能够彻底解决，其实我也替你们高兴

人人都有过去，但是只要能够面对自己的过去，我们就不会害怕面对未来

我不知道为什么你们的事情要经过我这个外人在能够彻底解决

虽然你说很可笑，但是现在有个了断不是更好吗？

可能就是因为我的出现，才能够看见问题的存在吧。。。

嘉恒，还是同样一句话

不要什么事都觉得自己的想法别人也会接受

不要因为自己一时想不通而把事情给搞砸了

一个巴掌拍不响，有什么事就说出来，

你不说没有人能够明白你在想什么，你想怎样。

可能我的出现不算是什么

你说，我们分开后，你才发现你还喜欢她

这就是问题啦，你更本不知道自己想要什么。

现在弄清楚了，事情解决了，别再想了， 好吗？

别说对不起，在这件事情里没有对于错

只有适合不适合。

我没事了，

我有了新生活，

不再是那个很emo的女生了。

只要懂了用不一样的角度想一个问题，

就会有不一样的观点，

自然也会看开点吧。

嘉恒，

不要说什么不敢打扰我们，

我们还是朋友，你还是我的朋友

的空上线也会问候你一下

我很好，

生活很幸福

我也祝你幸福，快乐。

一个人在印度不要在转牛角尖了

有什么事就找个朋友聊聊天。

没有人事没有情绪的，

发泄自己的情绪是正常的。

加油吧。

好好照顾自己。

Break

having study break for 2 days

tell you what .....

waking up without alarm clock is awesome

and able to laze around in the house is freaking comfortable

without all the annoying-irritating-traffic-jams road

and no more rushing-to-class-late days

whoaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*beamssss =D

#smile like a lou sai

but class resuming tomorrow aka wednesday , BS ='(

oh--O ... sad ...

btw this supposed to be a study break

am I studying ? *shhh*

okayyy enough of ranting

oh yaaa ! my car side mirror banged by some idiot shit at parking around Sunway

T.T

I was superrrr angryy !!!!!!

wh0 the hell youuuuu bang my side mirror !!!!!

sighs

life without side mirror is so sad

='(

but what I get in return is

I no need to drive to college the next dayy

yayyyyy ! daddy sent me to college and gor gor fetch me back

#like a princess

hehehehe !

Happiest day ever in college !

=p

*imma naughty girl

LOL

It's March

It's March alreadyyy

ooohhhhh final is coming in less than 20 days !

damn damn damn !

I've been screwing up my progress test like non of my business

cham cham !

time to start studying real soon and try to pass my mock exam =/

Financial Reporting is not an easy subject

T.T

*sobs

I can do this , I can do this .

study winnie , study

stop thinking bout other stuff and get your brain into the study manual .

:'(

Bless me pleaseee peeps !

All the best studyingggg !!!

All I need is PASS !

February

The month of February is where everything changes

I get into new life

yet I've screwed up some part of it

I din know that I've hurt someone that much until he cant even talk to me

is it that bad ?

misunderstood or I was giving false hope ?

I have no comment on this

I took all the blame with me and I hope to end this shit like this

sorry that I've put everyone in a difficult position

you guys know me well , and you guys know that if I step in again it would be so messed up

but I cant just walked out like this

I'm the core for this problem and I need to settle this.

You claimed that I din settle things with you

fine ... sorry and sorry .

million apologies .

done and done .

I need to pull myself out of the black hole and don't ever get back again .

move on , move on , move on .

Life goes on .

Some of my friends are still wondering am I okay by now

Emotional attack from time to time

when I see something bad

or when I feel the eyes of others are putting the blame on me

yes , I care , that much .

nevertheless

I'm good

I'm happy

I should tell you honestly here ,

I'm okay all because of the boyfie

:)

I'm glad that I have him with me no matter what happened .

Contented

Someone step into my life in the year 2012

the surprise one

yes , really random one

but I know I am not regretting bout this

Valentines 2012 ,

and now I'm in a new relationship with him

and I bet no one can see this coming :) *wink

Everyone got so surprise when they found out

sorry peeps , I gave you guys a surprise

hmm ... well , I would say ,

I'm happy now , and this is all that matters .

A guy who love me a lot and most importantly I can feel the love from him , everyday.

things din go as smooth as we thought it would be

although it was tough in the beginning

issues have caught us up and I got really upset and sad bout myself ,

but he never fails to cheer me up

he really spend time talking to me ,

clear things up with me ,

and try to get this emo gf to smile

:)

thank you for being here for me when I need you

thank you for being able to spot my emoish

and being so patient to deal with this emo kid

thank you , kc .

I'm glad that I meet you .

<3