Saturday, May 7

那个在外国留学的朋友


刚刚读了一位好友的部落格

突然很有感触呢...

很想念他,

真的很想念他的那种疯狂.


相当年,小学的时候就那么的疯狂!


歌咏,


4B - 6B 班的回忆



直到中学,

st John 那时候更不用说

简直就是我们的辉煌时刻。




还有他很厉害烧BBQ鸡翅膀的!

一定要试吃!

HAHAHAHAHA!




嘉恒, 快点回来啊!

家屏姐超想念你的.

LOL

*不要误会嘛!





谢谢你把不开心的我,变回开心的我.




Thursday, May 5




you sometimes think you want to disappear

but all you really want is to be found .


#Tumblr.





I miss you today

just like what I did yesterday

and just like I would tomorrow



#Tumblr.




I need trips


days are getting bore and boreeeeee ...

I want to have some tripsss

but


no trips planned =/



Wednesday, May 4

I miss you


That's all I needed to say

and

you wouldn't know ...

Tuesday, May 3

Soulmate


"because of you , I am afraid ..."


a song which reflects what my heart was thinking ...
and I posted this sentence on my fb status ....


here comes his comments :

me : I cant walk out of the past

Him : sometimes it's hard to stand up , but you just have to . to get rid of the last one , you must be willing to undergo the same situation with another . that's how you move on .

me : but I'm afraid ...

Him : That's just a part of it . What if something wonderful is ahead ? you wouldn't know . a risk you have to take

me : true , maybe I need someone turst-able to walk with me :)

Him: well , who do you trust ? hmm ....figure it out and make your move

me : sounds easy , but it's tough =)



THANK YOU
:)


# I trust you

Happy birthday



the luckiest guy born on 1st of May.

@teong hoe

:)



I wish I am Beautiful .

#Tumblr.



Lyrics

OKAYS.

enough of lyrics !

duhh ~~~~~

this shows how bored am I ! LOL

lame laaaaaa !!!!

=D

currently addicted to some oldies

heheeee :)

All out of love



I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn’t really know, doesn’t really know


I’m all out of love, I’m so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I’m all out of love, what am I without you
I can’t be too late to say I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I’m reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can’t hold on?
There’s no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I’ll be gone, I’ll be gone


Ooh, what are you thinking of .....



# Air Supply

Take me to your heart



Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat


So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl


Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true


They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away


Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart


Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend


Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing


#MLTR


BORING


kinda boring these few days !

the feelings of doing nothing ,

except to eat , sleep and wait is just so BORING !

thinking of doing something else , but I've nothing to do ...

ok , wait ...

I have assignment (thinking skills)
but ...aiyaaaaaaa !
=(

LOL


This is me !

heeheeeeeee !

Songs


hmm ...

found songs that I loved !

lyricsss are awesome !

it speaks out my heart

<3

Monday, May 2

Making love out of nothing



I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream


And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try


And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game


But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all


Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all,
Making love out of nothing at all


Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight


The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright


I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you


I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone


But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all


Out of nothing at all


# Air Supply


Sunday, May 1


I love my family.
I love my friends.
I love myself.
nobodyelse.

wait , maybe ...



I
am
F.A.T.




Everytime you smile at someone,

it is an action of love,

a gift to that person,

a beautiful thing.

:)






#Tumblr

Untitled



S.M.I.L.E


and the world smile with you
@Crystie


Updates



whoopsss , I think I've abandon you quite some time !

weeee ^^V


nothing special about this week
normal classes
boring classes


TS sucks till hell


TX is wonderful !


heheheee :)




well , I should start doing some revision b4 I was lost too far away


and
and



and the shitty assignment =/
duhhh ~~~~




hmm ....finger crossedddd ,
I can finish my assignment smoothlyyyy ~




was addicted to tumblr's freaking nice photo and quotes !




just being random :
bro bough new apple product ! =D


should I get an iphone ?


hmm ...considering ...........



money money please come to meeeeee =p

Wednesday, April 20

REBBOX with CFAB-ians !


REDBOX !!!!!


whoootssss !!!!


the karaoke session !


1st ever with CFAb-ians , entered a K-room !!!!


HAHAHAHAHA !



not bad though !



everyone had fun



laughing
shouting
singing



I love today !



weeee ^^V



oh ya ,
lovely classmates din forget to celebrate my bday too <3

awwww ...so sweet of them !



being as a CFAB-ians !


so niceeeeee ^^





an single eye-contact could make me smile ,
this is how amazing you are !


summer day



deadly-dying-boring at home all these days !




went out for lunch with Jack and Phylbert in Sunday .


and as usual we chatted non-stop .


and this time , we were sitting in the non-aircond area of ICE ROOM

hmm.....


me and jack both have the feeling of SUMMER day !!!


yayy !!!!

blue sky , warm sunshine and some breeze ~


nice view of my high school with some trees as deco ~


hmmmm ~~~~~~~~


I love the feeling ~



how I wish Kajang has beach !


HAHAHAHAHAA !




Tumblr



Heyy !!!!

Did I tell you , I have created a tumblr account !

hehehehehe !!!

nothing much to say on Tumblr
maybe it's just another place for me to lepak ?

hahaha !


but really love all the pichas there , superb NICE !


Saturday, April 16

Bored =/


HELLO world !
:)

I know it's quite late now
but I am just wondering what should I do tomorrow ?

craaaap !!!!

how how how ???!!!!!!


I just so-cannot-tahan the boredom !!!!


safe me worldddd

:'(


Friday, April 15

did those count ?


you asked whether did you speak out the words

and I said ,


idk

but did you ? it's a question to me


so I search ....


and ...


halfway through


I found something implying the same meaning as the word


did those count ?


it's really a question to me


you really take it so seriously ?


I mind too ,


that's why I search for it


so now , did those count ?


I don't know ....


jiang wan liao ~!!!

Thursday, April 14

Portfolio



MY PORTFOLIO is DONE !!!!!!


wooohoooooo ~~~~




jiang wan liao ~!!!! ^^

jiang wan liao ~

I had a very bad temper


sorry If I made you pissed

but

yea , I'm just being myself

if you can accept , thank you

if you cant , thank you .


whatever it is , I just want to recognize my own feelings



thank you very much


jiang wan liao ~~ ^^



Wednesday, April 13

be myself ? wth !


is there any implied msg ?




but



I



DON'T


GET


IT


!!!!!!!

>:(





FINE





BE MYSELF !



*shut up*
*pissed*



Taylor Swift




thank you zhi lin !


Tuesday, April 12

stalker


oh nooooooo !!!!!!!!!



wherever I go


she will always found me



when can I get rid of this nightmareeee




*shoooo away*



*silence*


rainy midnight



silent night



calms me down



*thoughtful*


ya


I'm on the right path



no regrets



that's me








- S.M.I.L.E -






Monday, April 11

WBL


portfolio-ing


well


shall work during midnight


the -style


=p


*bad habit*
tsk tsk tsk
>.


BORING


I'm boring


in fact I don't wanna step out of my house ?


LOLHAAHAHAHAHAHA


O.o

home sick ?


obviously NOT !!!!



then ?


idk looorrr ~




Sunday, April 10

IM 'em


I miss my friendsssss


@yuin
@jack
@lb
@wei herng
@twinkee
@khang lun
@kang thai
@jia en
@wen hui



when is our next outingssss ?


='(


take care


weeeee^^V

paparich and tutti frutti !

finally kian ann brought me , yuin and qian to eat tutti frutti at bangi !

LOL

it's really a very simple lunch outing with old friendsss !!!!


and after all , I found out that I really miss out a lot of things
and I neglected my friends


hmm ......
or should I said ,


the gap between us are larger ?


I can feel the stress ,
but I cant help


........



hope everyone is okay




take care peepss !


:)

3 months made a difference


sounds familiar ?


yea , you're right !

this is what I posted on my status after chatting with my dearest friend .


on the 1st day of class and i got this freaking bad news ,
or should I say good instead ?


friend Elby ,
no matter what decision you made ,
I will be there to support you .
remember what I said ?


=)


listening to his story of bu ,
it brings me back to my past , which now I get a clearer picture of everything.
He never tell me how he feel when all these happened between us ,
but he will always show me his "I'm-ok-face"


indeed ,
he is just camouflaging himself .


it's a bit too late to know at this moment
=(


the feelings of being confronted ,
and to try to hide something ,
and to try to protect someone ,


aint easy

......



and the courage to speak out the bu words ,

aint easy too

...


and so he did that ,
but she refused it .


now finally understand the painfulness he had gone through during that moment .


I understand you ,
thank you for everything you've done for me .



*******


Elby , I know this will be a very tough period for you ,
but I know you can overcome it , because you've your target , right?


LOLHAHAHAH


You told me , everyone has an equal chance to score a goal , so do you !
me support you always .

glad that you enjoyed the month of March


:)


1st day of class

1st day of class is killing me , why ?
because I only had 3 hours of sleep for that day .

all thanks to beloved coffee !

LOL

hmm ......




1) I miss sitting in Lb's car !
2) obviously I dun miss the aircond-smell of my class
3) I miss all my classmates
4) and .....thinking skills lecturer is not as fun as POT lecturer
5) POT is quite fun , but then ....too bad , I wasn't in the mood to study that day



classmates din change much .


reuben will still insult kah mun , so as kah mun
and may be this is their culture of surviving . =p



celia is still as hyper as last time , and this time , she has a bobby waddles with her
and this increased her hyper-ness !
LOL , love her craziness though ~


crys is still crys the lil innocent cute pretty shopping queen !
bought a new blink blink heels in pyramid during lunch time on the 1st day of class O.o


EUs are still EUs-style ! Sweet !
Mr airil still skipping class like he did ...


3 months of interns doesn't break all of us apart ,
but it brings us to the stage of our life .



Thursday, April 7

Cause , It hurts.




Cause, It hurts .

他的部落格

因为太闷了, 就吵了谦借我东西看。。。。

读着那个部落格,突然想起,以前哦也是那样读部落格
而且是他的部落格

读着部落格,在回帖
然后重读, 有时流泪,有时会心的笑。。。。

觉得很温暖,很开心,
因为写着的都是生活的点滴,心情日记


但是现在什么都没了
因为已经被删除了
很不明白为什么有勇气写,但是却没有勇气保留着呢


保留着难道会弄脏他打部落格吗?


LAME

HI everyone !


I told Yuin ,

i feel like blogging


but


i have nothing to bloggg


Zzzzzzz.....




ok



i know it's lame



L.A.M.E


B.Y.E



Tutti Frutti






hmm ...waiting for my tutti frutti treat !

:)



Monday, April 4

I am a happy lady

guess what am I doing during this late night ?


oh , obviously , blogging !


when did I promise to sleep early ? no right ?



I wanna say ,



I felt relieve !




the real ones , deep from my heart .




and I want to say , maybe I still miss him , but just as a friend .


I'd appreciate what happened in the past


thanks for the memories you gave me , no matter they're bitter or sweet
I still miss them much !

I will not list down every single things here
but they will not fade in my mind

secondary school life is really the best memories I had
thanks people !





hope I will be a happy lady forever :)



你好 =)

我回来了!大家好吗?


不知不觉我的故事已经过了两年~


今年的我,开心了很多,没在想起那些不开心的事了
不晓得是不是因为我真的放下了他呢?


但是无论怎么样,大家见到面还是那么的尴尬 ,
哎, 怎么办呢?


别说别的,就只是那时在火车站遇到罢了。
逍遥假装看不到都不能!
哈哈哈哈!怎么办?惟有上前打个招呼说个早安咯!


嗨, 那么巧的?
哈哈,真的不知道要怎么开口。。。


那真的是今年年头最尴尬的一天吧~
唉, 算了吧,能怎么办。


我说过,放下了就是放下吗!


会想起以前发生的事情, 多多少少也真的值得回忆的
当中的苦与甜,就只有当时人能够了解罢了。。。。。


有时候不小心想起,还真的会会心一笑的
但是,自己很清楚知道那时过去式的。


刚刚手痒痒,就去了那个部落格读了一下下
嗯,心痛的感觉都没有了!
哈哈,开心吗?


大家经历过了,都长大了
你,我就不知道了; 但是我呢,自己却很清楚知道自己需要什么


最近你怎么了,都没有你的消息了叻
还好吗?
知道你将要进大学了,加油吧!


祝福你!

thinking

not working for few days and I'm already sick of boring ?

NOOOOOO !!!!!!


cannot be !


must make myself enjoy the holiday I'm having right now !!!!!


hmm ...


should do some thinking tonight !


but , should I blog it here ?



let's see ~

Saturday, April 2

working life =D


3 months of interns finally ended

well , what I can said is ,
I enjoyed the last month of working ! =D

working is not as fun as you thought of , but it'd has its own fun part when you get nice bosses and cute seniorsss !


Having lunch at Klang ,
(I swear this was the most bkt i ate in my 19 years of life )
LOL

Having dinner at mamak ,

Having dinner at some unknown western restaurants ,

and some super funny jokes coming out from bosses to tease bosses is damn funny !

HAHAHAHAH !


and kena pranked by manager and kena CON by managers is damn damn damn idiot !


LOL

well , they'd take good care of me and , really taught me a lot a lot more =)

love them !



working till midnight ,
and the feelings of sleepy + tired + stress = crazy !


working till midnight although is a sat or sun ,
who cares ,
and the whole office is only filled with us !


LOL ,


driving crazily to reach home in the midnight is so so so scary !!!! ='(

sometime kena road block somemore !


well , this is what we called the grown up progress ?

I'm gonna miss the 3 monthssss seriously !
and I swear ! I am going back to work with my beloved manager and senior !


HOHOHOHO



i'm a tortured soul though !


;p




@Andrea mah
@Lao ban / lou sai William
@Boss Kin weng
@ Cute senior - Rosanne






Hello !






Hi bloggie !!!!!


i'm back ! =D


do you miss me ?


well , I don't miss you !!!!




HAHAHAHAHAHAH




joking


;p







why am I such an idiot



to stay up late



re-read my previous posts



and emo




damn




damn





idot me !!!

Friday, April 1