result

Assurance's result was finally out yesterday !!!!

and i got super low marks !!!!! =((((

lucky that i passed , the only way to confort myself

but still i EMO whole day !!!!

the feeling sucks !!!!

really really really shitty !!!!! =/

emo

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Short trip

Satay Kajang + Broga trip 05/12/2010 - 06/12/2010

" I'm coming to your house to pick you up , danny them reached dy ." text from lb

" ohhhhhh my god !!!!!! BATH !!!!! "

there i rushed to take a quick bath ! LOL

and then jump into lb's unser .......

yayy !!!!! meet up with the cfab-ians --- cecilia , danny , reuben and derrick !

hohoho ~ 1st spot --> Satay kajang!

and we brought them to the medan beside stadium =.=/

* never ever go back there again *

we ordered 100 satay , chicken and rabbit !

yucks ... the GREEN rabbit meat ! LOL !

after the dinner , then we went to lb's apartment , and plan to do NOTHING !

haha ! we played mahjong ! and then ............of course the true or true game =)))

initially i wasn't planing to stay there

but i feel bad when everyone starting to ask me to stay =[

then DK followed me back my house and sent me back to apartment after i packed my things =)))

TQ =)))

the true or true session was really bonding session and we shared most of our stories

love the feelings being together with everyone , that's so warm ♥♥♥

we ended up sleeping at 2 am , and woke up at 4 am

there go the 2nd plan ---> BROGA hill !!!!

it was totally exhausted for me ( urgh , i said before , i'm not good in sports =/ )

end up everyone had to wait for me , sorrrrriiieee !!!!!! =(

here i apologize to everyone and thanks everyone for accommodated me =/

THANK YOU =D

we reached peak 1 , then rest for half and hour , and continued to peak 2 .

and we watched sunrise at peak 2 .

lots of photos taken in peak 2 !!!! the scene there is very very nice !!!!

each of them has got their new profile picture ^.^

3rd spot ----> Broga town ( temple )

as a result of hill hiking , and the lack of sleeping hours , we're almost half died .

we did walking around and snapped some photos =)

On the way back to apartment , everyone slept in the car ! LOL !

pity Reuben and Derrick , photos as evidences =p

then .......there's a 4-hour sleeping time for all of them =D

seriously , they were sleeeping so deadly !!!! LOL

i should've snap some photos! nah , I'm too kind to do that =))))

I was playing with danny's phone for 2 hours , and then i went to sleep tooo !!!! =D

woke up at 2 and found out , only danny was awake !

then obviously i went to kacau him ;)

then the weirdest person ----> derrick !

he woke up , then he went to find his JACKER crisps , he ate with eyes closing

then guess what , he went back to sleep after he finished eating !!!! LOL

DK !!!!!!!

By 2.40pm , we packed out things , and left the apartment .

me and lb suggested to bring them to have "lunch" at ABC store =)

and reuben & danny found out the "gon lou fen + curry " is awesome ! =D

and also the grapeyard drinks=))

after that , they have to go back and we had a goodbye session with lots of "thank you" , huggies and "bye bye" =((((

♥ ♥ ♥

awww ....sounds so sad !!!! and it was a bit sad at that moment =/

here we ended this short trip =)

CFAB-ians awesome !!!!! I love all of 'em !!!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

@derrick

@danny

@reuben

@cecilia

@liang bin

Broga =D

Broga trip with CFAB-ians 06122010

Group photo ! (without me =p )

reuben & cecilia

derrick & liang bin

pretty celia !!!

Reuben !!!

Danny ! =)

Derrick !!! =D

Celia and Me ^^V

will blog about the awesome-trip next post =)

good night =D

* freaking tire =/ *

Assurance ♥

Assurance final !

all the best to cfab-ians !

good luck !!!!!

巾幗梟雄之義海豪情 No Regrets

Assurance ♥

TADA ~ hello , night peeps !

hmm ...according to the last post , it was about mock exam on assurance

let's continue on assurance......

mock exam went quite well , as i broke the 70-level , and get 72 ! LOL

before this I only retaining my marks at 68 =.=. sobs !

so *hint hint* i have to work harder !!!! ^^

and and and ....

in a blink of eyes

assurance classes have came to an end =/

today was the last assurance class to us , and we had a longest assurance class !

9 hours of classes , we are 90% dead afterall ! =/

seriously , I'm not extrapolating it *TRUST me*

but I believe that our beloved lecturer , Mr Ong has done his best job ever for pushing us to the limit ! haha !

and and and ...

I'll never forget that he's the best lecturer in CFAB that is good in giving us long break ! =DDD

*oh ya , and he's the one who call me "winnie" instead of "jia ping" =)))

"overload of information leads to mindless listening"

there proved this statement , we ... or I am listening mindlessly and sometimes mindfully on the questions he discussed at the last 30 minutes of the class ....

soooowiiiiiiieeeee .....=/

today we had our lunch at pyramid popoyes with all my classmates !

as this will be our last class in the year ...

awww ....sad =((

Sxuan introduced tutti frutti to me , and she said she wanted to tapau for me y'day night !

LOL !

hmm ........ tutti frutti ♥ forzen yogurt [ thanks to airil ] --- the billionaire ! =D

everything was perfect today , except the freezer !!! ='/

and i end up having FLU

Study mood : ON

have been studying for IC and ENG3 final exams

and turn out ....

O-K-A-Y la !

it is sufficient to pass the papers ! *wink*

and now , I'm updating bloggie for the sake of updating

lame =.=/ i know

GRrrrr ~ really not in the study mood but somehow

mock exam is scheduled on saturday !

yea , It's SATURDAY !

and and and , I've not yet started studying everything !

can I finish all chapters by tomorrow ?????

O.o god bless me !

I should practice self-fulfilling prophecy la !

*omg , my brain still stuck in IC*

mamapapakoko ~ I dun want to study !

*law of attraction* >>>>> I have to study ! STUDY ! STUDY !

Winn : GO , study mood ON !

* heart whisper : lazy lazy lazy *

Mummy's on Fb !

was busy teaching dearest Mummy to use computer , or I should say , FACEBOOK !

hmm ~ she gets so exited when she knows something new !

and keep asking me " can like this ? " / " ooooo ~ yuan lai "

funny quotes coming from her everytime I asked her to write some funny comments !

she is cute yo !

haha !!!!

and since she started to use fb , she used all her rest time sitting in front of lappy

to view photos , over and over again ! =.=/

she says she need practice! haha !

oh ya ~ and she take my seat ( the lappy table )

well ! I'm also exited when i saw her so enjoy playing facebook !

LOL !

and the reason why she started playing fb is , an invitation of her old friend , aunty Molly !

thanks to her , brings my mum happiness !

haha !

mummy ~~~~ you're shoooooo cute ! =D

Mummy & Daddy

Good luck

SPM

&

STPM peeps !

GOOD LUCK =)

all the best in your papers !

you will surely ace the papers !

best wishes from me !

1 ,2 , 3 =)

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

That's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

Wooooh, Wooooh

yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep

I'll sing a song

beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me

Everyday I will

remind you

Ohh

Find out what we're made of

What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry

I'll never let go

Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh

you can count on me cos' I can count on you

You can count on me , like 1 , 2 , 3 ....

Friends , I'm here !!!!

Thanks shih xuan for sharing this awesome song <3

world vs hope

never ever lose Hope ,

always give a chance ,

to yourself ,

and the others .

life

appreciate every moments you had , love .

回忆是疼

不知不觉已经是2010年的年尾了

嗯。。。

今年发生的点点滴滴， 都还不如去年的，清晰遗留在脑海里。。。。

转眼间，事情发生已经差不多一至两年， 怎么计算，我也不那么清楚呢！

算了吧， 时间不是重点， 感觉才是。

回想起去年的这个时候， 不是在埋头苦读嘛， 就是在与朋友们高谈阔论/写纪念册咯！

真的很想念那时候的我们， 开开心心的 。

回想的当儿， 有开心的， 有不开心的

有些事情， 要怎么忘也忘不了。。。

记忆嘛， 就是那么的奇怪 ！

你说过的每句话， 还遗留在脑海里

你为我做过的事情， 依然无法忘记

但是这些已经从完整的一幅画， 变成了一片片的拼图

零零碎碎的， 依然会在孤单的时候想起

人生总有过去， 只要我们不去后悔， 就已经是一种成就

拥有曾经， 即使是哪一刹那， 也已经满足

以前，总会很介意别人的眼光

从不告诉任何人。。。

什么事情都自己解决

幸亏， 彼此还会坦白的与对方交谈

所以， 事情才不会变的越来越糟糕

谢谢!

有些人， 只是生命中的路人甲

有些人， 却是生命中永远都去发忘记的

至于你是哪个， 心里有数

我， 是你路人甲吗? 但愿如此。。。

曾经因犹豫一些问题，得到了你的答复，心情好了许多

至少我知道，自己并不孤单

很开心， 中学生涯有你替我画上句点。

“ 暧昧永远都是无法取代爱情 ”

“ 暧昧可以随手可得， 也可随时结束 ”

“ 暧昧是糖 ， 甜到忧伤 ”

“ 暧昧只能填补内心一时的空虚”

是苦还是甜， 再也尝不清

而你对我， 永远都留下一份无法弥补的伤

就连自己也不知道合适才会愈合。。。

***************

你给我的，

是一场自欺欺人的骗局吗？

One week holiday

Monday class was the only class for the whole week , so ?

haha ! holiday for 5 days !

I'm not going anyway though !

staying at home ....to grow mushroom !

GRrrrrr ~ BORED !!!!!!!

well ! I'm supposed to used these holidays to finish my IC assignments and start doing revision for mock exam !

er .....but ......it turned out ...not following the scheduled ! hahas !

as usual =/

went back to Yu Hua today ! attended their graduation !

loads of memories came back and all the scenes are flashing through my brain !

oh god , I really miss my friends , and my life !

everything in YuHua remains the same , but we are not the one who were attending the ceremony !

hey peeps ! good luck for your SPM and STPM ! <3>

tada !!!! ~ kangzi and me ! (2009)

oh ya ! i forgot to mention that ------ i had insomia last night !!!!!

th worst ever !!!!!! because I ended up sleeping at 5 am and woke up by 6 am !

duh ~~~~~~~ and I guess it's happening now , too ! =/

it's Saturday !

1 week holiday gone !

gonna start preparing for the presentation on Monday .

Winn , GO !

Last English class =/

15/11/2010

today was our last english class with miss jacqueline !

hmm ~ have nothing much to say on that !

but truthfully , miss jacq is awesome !

she's a patient lecturer , and wouldn't got pissed off even no one turn up for her class !

before the class ended , she treat us domino's pizza !

how awesome ! and we'd snap some photos with her before she left the class !

gonna miss her <3

Bro-sis day !

as per title ! today was a bro-sis day !

haha ~

dad and mum went to penang and I chose to not go with them , and stay at home with my bro !

koko is fun ! we watched you-tube video together and he started laughing non-stop !

LOL !

hmm ~ then we ordered Domino's pizza for tea + dinner !

first time we had this special meal in our living room ! and end up both of us were full-like-hell !

koko has cancelled all this outing plan and stayed at home with me , because he was worried I'm alone at home ! how sweet !

and now he's sleeping on the sofa while I'm typing this post !

both of us like to stay up late at night , and we like sleeping in our living room !

haha , weird right ? O.o

oh ya ~ both of us scared of cockroach ! and unfortunately , we encountered three cockroach today ! argh ~~~~~!!!!!!! and , their dead bodies are still in the sink !

and this is what koko told me " don't wash the plate dy , wait till tomorrow la "

LOL ! hahahahahaha !

funny right ? O.o

I love my koko !

I'm sure he'd feel the same !

we LOVE our family !

No-biggie-week

yayy ! eng assignment is done ! woohoo ~

actually I'd want to update my blog few days ago , but i forget when i put it aside =/

hahas !

okay ~ here go the interesting things this week ~

hmm~ presentation went quite well for my group , but me .

as kah mun , the strong speaker is in my group , everything will always be fine !

hard works pay off ! =D

we had a special meeting with the CEO is ICAEW from UK , Mr Micheal Izza in Sunway Univercity College yesterday !

actually SUC had a price giving ceremony in Sunway , to Mr. An Li Foong , who won the First Prize and the Watts Prize for the subject ‘Audit & Assurance’ !

bravo !!!

how I wish I am standing up there one day in the future , though , impossible ! haha !

hmm ~ some of my classmates get a chance to attend the cocktail party and annual dinner at KL with the Big four firms !

so nice ! and they got a chance to get a snapshot of how the corporate world looks like !

I'm definitely looking forward to attend these kind of events in my future life ! =)))

nothing special going these few days , and more like a so-so day to me .

I miss my friends , all friends including college's , high school's , Stjohn , or anything !

GrrrRRrrrrr ~

Assignments !

so pt2 went okay okay only~

got the same marks as last time =/

no improvement though ~

Winn should work hard !!!! work hard !!!!!

so ...after the pt , here comes assignments !!!!!

lots of assignment =S

English's tourism assignment , IC language and Culture assignment ........

and we are going to finish the eng assignment in less than a week time !!!!!

GRrrrrr !!!!!!!

so .......yea ......my eyes go @#%$%$#@ as a result of facing laptop for whole day !

and yet , i haven't finish compiling everything =/

*****

recently the attendance for the class was bad enough ~

but we're kind of used to it already =/

sometimes i just wonder why people always different when they're socializing with diff people

don't they realized that the others actually notify that ? O.o

quote for the day -: Best friends and friend , there are differences

(this could be a positive statements , but if you're self-doubting , then this will be a negative statement )

DEAD

emo post again ???!!!!

hmm ~ sort of

but why am I emo-ing while supposing-ly i should be studying !!!!

no mood to study , no mood to finish up my assignments !

I did lots of thinking these days

but there're always many contradictory scenes coming out

and I couldn't choose anyone , but to leave .

today I saw my friend being emo

and I couldn't help much !

oooouch , i know his feelings , it hurts .

and what else i can do other than being silence ?

he reminds me how I came about all these time and how my friends were worrying me like how I worry about him .....

I met him today , after few months !

the feelings weren't as strong as last time , but undeniable , there's still something inside my heart .

I'm glad that I wasn't in the same school with him and I didn't meet him every single day.

but I'm not happy with my current life and how I wish I can retain secondary schooldays .

hmm ~

promise myself not to miss anyone , anymore !

if I ever did that , I deleted my blog !!!!!!

(omg , this is what a curse )

I'm dead ! dead ! dead !

Memories

I miss them ! =/

Happiness !

I have tones of assignments to go !

sighs !

and pt2 is on this saturday ! 16 chaps !

I'm not even started one ! >.

no biggie recently...

but some emotional feelings came to me again !

well , i doubt anyone know about it

but maybe jack knows =)

went out to ice-room with him and phybert last Friday !

updated myself with them , really fun talking with them !

today was fun as we can play some nice songs in lecture theater !

the sound system is so nice and everyone enjoy singing !

hmm .....we should organize a karaoke session =)

I miss the happiness !

Review / Updates

couldn't believe i stop blogging for 2 weeks !

i don't think i can remember what I have done last 2 weeks

here is the list :-

1) assurance pt1

2) BDO firm visit

3) PwC firm visit

4) From Campus to Corporate Grooming Seminar

5) english discussion (presentation thingy )

6) movie with CFAB-ians --- You again

7) amazing race

-BDO and PwC firm visit are normal and congratz to Carmen hong , and Desmond Lee who got their internship in PwC =)

-Sunway-Tes held a seminar (form campus to corporate grooming talk ) was an awesome one !

Wendy Lee , who is our speaker taught us how to carry ourselves when we're in the corporate world ! It's a very practical talk and not those boring one !

and we had a chance to mix around with the other batches too !

-As I mention , we went for another movie session !

You Again , a hilarious movie ! LOL ! you will laugh out loud when watching the movie , trust me !

-the english presentation went quite well , but another 2 assignments are coming soon!

I doubt I have enough time to prepare for it =(

-The amazing race which had just held on last saturday was a successful one too !

although it rain , but we still managed to take care of it , and no one get injured . thanks to all committee that helped out and of course the participants .

without participants , this event wouldn't be a success although we have a good committee !

luckily i'm not having high fever after the race =)

get wet during the heavy pouring rain and i dried myself in Sunway pyramid

this is an extraordinary experience !

oh ya , i forgot to mention about the super cold class we had our lesson this week !

you wanna know the coldness ? try your freezer !

imagine you're talking with your mouth shivering ! and your nails turned into purple !

we shall get used to it ! hmph !

Rant

Guy 1

hey , you're the best friend for me , after so many dramas in my high school .

do you remember what separated us ?

but we'd manage to fix it ,and we're now best best friends .

I shared most of my feelings to you , and you know me quite well

sometimes you'd have the same feelings , but we're just don't want it to break any friendship bond between all of us

we tried to work things out together , and you're the one who always support me , and help me .

I'd really feel sorry to not turn up tonight , and I feel bad to you .

and this is why I'm here to blog about all these .

read a long and you will figure it out =)

I like you being straight forward and of course you're FUN too

you don't like to imitate as well as fake your characters .

this is why I chose to tell you everything , proud of it huh ~?

**********

Guy 2

everyone knows this , we were friends since ages ago

therefore , everyone will automatically link us together whenever something happened

but the truth is , are we that close actually ?

I can't really figure it out

do you ?

It has become a habit to rely each other

but the consequences of this is we will easily get mad when either one of us broke the rule

maybe is just me , but sometimes I'd feel the weird feeling between us ~

but I don't know how to describe it .

You behave 100% differently when you're with college friends , and with us or I should say , me

but well , maybe this is all my problems .

or , environment changes both of us ? =/

but well , it has been a lil better now , compared to last time .

move on , can I trust both of us =)

**********

Guy 3

you are the one who I will text you early in the morning , to say "good morning"

and wish you good luck for your exams .

this will occur when I found out that we hadn't meet each other for quite a long time

to me , you're a very strong , good in management , kind-hearted guy

and I feel secure when I'm with you

you have a very important place in my life but I doubt you know it

I miss the time that you arranged everything well for us ,

and you planned well for every events .

every time when there's an outing , I'll wish that you'll be there

but when you didn't turn up , I felt disappointed and angry .

I don't know why is it like this , but I just felt that you should be there

the anger will immediately disappear when the next time I saw you !

and all is forgiven .

this is how amazing you are .

[ this is why you will never know I'd ever get angry because of you ]

yea , again i said , you've a irreplaceable role to me .

and I'm pretty sure that you wouldn't know this paragraph existed .

**********

I feel crazy after i wrote all this

I really feel extremely lost and I don't know how to handle all this situations

it might not be an issue to you , but it is to me

the more I care about that , the more I put myself into disappointment

the more I want this group of us together , the more I feel that we are tearing apart

the more I want this to be forever , the more it wouldn't be .

I'm the one who linked everyone of us to this gang , but i failed to maintain the closeness

was a monitor and somehow we gone into this friendship

but I've no confidence that this will last . because if you're in the picture

you can know how difficult for us to meet up , even only for a yam char session .

if you're the one who organizing that , for the purpose to catch up with each other

and turn out that not much response and with some others excuses

immediately you can ever feel that your heart's breaking .

although a mini group chatting was awesome too , but if everyone can talk together , isn't that even better than anything else ?

I know that these are all nonsenses

I need to rant , that's all .

sighs ~

what else can I do to make it better ?

you will never know what happen next ...

and who can assure me that everything can be like what we used to be ?

Random

I have been lazy for more than 3 weeks

and now it's the time to back on track

to start studying for Assurance

because PT1 is around the corner , which is next saturday =/

well , nothing much to elaborate on that

and I would like to continue with something happened last week

Moral final is over !

but we'd already knew that we passed our paper before the exam because of our assignments

after the final , we celebrated Crystiex birthday .

" innocent , pretty , smart , cute , penguin .... " and so on are the words that I used to describe her

so you can imagine she's absolutely amazing , right ?

happy birthday , crys !

all the best to you in your life =D

heard a bad news from a friend that his gf was get into a car accident

luckily , she wasn't injured and only car damaged

when it comes to driving , I'd have some phobia to it

this is so-called the "over-obsessed-issue" of myself

I'm just so stress when it comes to driving

sighs ~

something wrong with me ,

and I just have to pretend that everything is okay and alright

more and more assignments are coming and we are still not in the mood huh ~?

I'll try my best to work things out =/

p/s Winn says she misses her friends so much =)

This is who am I

maybe I'm too obsessed over everything that happened around me

but it's just me ,

I couldn't change my behavior and attitude towards everything

so , you might ask me , why ?

the reason is pretty simple

because I mind my own steps

I don't allow any wrong steps being taken and it ruin my life

This is the most negative side of me , i knew it

but I can't change it , this is who am I ...

you might say ,

it's already over , and you can't change whatever that already happen

what you can do is to accept it as a lesson you learnt

well , I'd say the same thing to everyone

but say it out is easier than doing it

you are not the one who faces the problem

you are not the one who have to fix it

you are not the one who really have to deal with it

and

you are not me

even I don't know what I'm feeling right now

how could you know ?

being myself is tougher than what I thought of

maybe this is the reason why I cant walk out from the dark

=/

here I come to talk

but I have no one to talk to

not okay

fine , maybe I need to talk to myself

keep my mouth shut

and think myself =/

p/s : a scratch

Gossip Girl

The laziest week !

yea , read the title and you can figure what's going to post in this post !

hmm .....LAZY !

my 5-day-classes has been shorten to 3 days , which means , self-declared holidays for 2 days !

LOL!

I've skipped my English class on Thursday and Moral on Friday =/

feeling a bit guilty for that , sorrieee ~

== KPMG visit ==

Monday , actually we have a firm visiting to KPMG

it was a fun one and I know KPMG now ~

oh ya , out of accident , I've became Danny daddy's daughter !

LOL , dunno what happen and we were so excited and Danny has 5 daughter in a shot !

me , Carmen , Celia , Kah mun and Crys !

== Cinema ---Wall Street ==

It was totally awesome , if you find out actually we used 1 section of our class to watch movie !

uh-uh ~ but .....HAHAHAHAH ! actually i slept in the cinema ~

wonder what happened !

so , don't ask me about the movie , because I don't know the story plot well =/

what i can tell you about this movie is >>> stock market , money laundering and bla bla bla ~

my rating is "okay okay la"

so yea , I think this was what happened in a week

kind of boring week and motivation-less week =/

i'm getting lazier and lazier .....

oooooowwwwwh ~~~~!!!!!

p/s I'm actually watching Gossip Girl ! =D

Review

I've kept my promise to keep the post for 1 week !

yup ! I did it ! =)

now ~ it's time to review :-

(actually I've forgot what I did last week =.='/ )

==Ernst & Young==

the interview went quite well , and actually I'm not so prepared for it

Lucikily i still get the job !

so probably I will be working form Jan 3rd . yayy !

==Law Final E-exam ==

so , how's my law ?

haha ~ struggling study and study for few days

I passed it =D

so yea , no need to retake ! haha !

this is the only paper in my life time , I feel the stressful-ness !

I've never been so stressful when I'm waiting for the result and also before I entered the computer lab ! =S

well , it's all over now !

==2nd half new sem ==

after 1 day of rest , monday I started my class dy ~

the proper holiday was just a day =S

Interpersonal Communication (IC) and Eng III would be the two internal papers

and Assurance would be the external paper for these 3 months !

the lecturers are quite FUN and NICE

i guess , there will no more sleepy-class from now onwards~

Mr.Ong (assurance) is the COOLEST lecturer i ever seen !

he can break for 1 hour twice , chat with us for more than half an hour for each section !

COOL huh ~

but he is definitely a good lecturer !

Your words , it works !

It took me a great courage to text you ,

whenever I have something to ask you ,

but at last , I gave up

for few hundred thousands times , I ignored that question

and forced myself to concentrate on the others

but not this time .....

He reminded me that , I have to ask you

if not , I couldn't move on , in my life ....

although he is so sure that what your ans gonna be , but I'm not

I'm definitely NOT !

I don't know what were you thinking that period

and I wondered why you treat me so nice , so gentle ....

I'm lost somewhere in my mind ,

I've forgot what I was , to you ...

I'm just an ordinary friend ? close friend ? sister ? or anything else ...

all this questions I have been asking myself for this 1 year +

and I chose to ignore them for whole year

and now , it's time for me to clear off everything =)

asking you , waiting your msg , in the early morning .....

the feeling ain't good , but it made me feel calm and I thought of the past we had

it was really a sweet memories

you're the one who made up my habit

till now ...

yea , i got the answer ,

i feel much much better than last time

and it wouldn't fade off in my mind ,

every words every sentences you said ,

I remembered .

at least I knew ,

I wasn't alone ,

I wasn't the stupid and idiot one

because you do the same !

haha !

at least I understood what's going on , and what was my role ...

at least you'd clear off my doubt ,

I'm not being trapped anymore ...

* i will never forget the bus-station story and the one you wrote *

there's a say that sounds like this ,

" people in the game can't often picture themselves well "

maybe we're the ones , and we couldn't see the picture so clearly

it was a tough period for all of us , including .....

but right now , we've solve it , left her .

she said in her page , not everything can be forgotten so easily , it takes time

she needs time and courage .......

but chillax !

girl , we are friends now , no others =)

I appreciate what you have done , FRIENDS FOREVER !

should I say , thank you ?

Tuesday !

== EY interview ==

yeap , i accepted the offer !

so , i will be working next year T.T

should I be exited or .....

but i'm actually looking forward to it , so i can get a try on working life ^^

i will be working with 90% of my classmates in the same firm !

yayy ! CFAB awesome !

== Iceroom with sista ==

guess who ?

huey yuin and jia en !

is such a long time din meet jia en dy ~

she's growing pretty ! haha !

we'd chat a lot a lot !

and shared about our recent life !

i like the life in Kampar !

so peaceful , and so country-club !

oh ya , the ice in iceroom is quite good ! not bad !

finally there's something nice in Kajang ! LOL !

nice day ^^

we have to plan something next time , something like baking ? cooking ?

all the best , ji muiSss ^^

Driving

boring holidays ,

but i supposed to be studying ! rather than slacking here and there ~ LOL

sorry la , I'm still not in the mood of studying ~

gonna kill myself soon ~

the most boring thing i've done is ---- drove aroung Kajang town , without any destination and I wasted 1 hour driving !

actually I was searching for food , but >.

it's raya , so so so , shop closed !

well , a driving journey do make me feel better when i can actually see the roads , trees , shops , traffic lights , blue sky ~

enjoy the moment of freedom

enjoy every second that i'm having right now !

these is definitely better than me bieng trapped in my house , facing television , computer , laptop .....

so yea , his is wat my holidays look like ~

kinda bored ----but it's another relax mood huh ? =/

12/09/2010 Sunday !

It's Sunday !

haha ~ one day trip to PD and Seremban with my family !

dad drove us around , but , we were just watching the sea instead of walking on the beach =/

well , another way of relaxing !

I like to travel jalan jalan in the car too <3

after this "quite boring one-day-trip " , then i went to my primary classmates gathering !

hmm ~ is a FUN one ! LOL !

i like those teasing scene !

@liang bin , @peiyee , @meiqi , @suesien !

haha ~

wonder what will happen during the next gathering huh ?

meet quite many friends and we talked about many many many memories of us !

LIKE the feeling of together ! <3

stayed at there till 12am and went home !

though is not a grand one , but at least we can meet each other after 9 months ? or 5 years ?

=)

FRIENDS ARE MEAN FOR EVER !