Monday, August 11

朋友,依舊掛念

有時候,還真的不知道自己到底還能夠撐多久。


生活,依舊簡單;
工作,依舊繁忙;
時間,依舊短缺;
朋友,依舊掛念。


其實啊,隨著年齡的增長,
時間會越來越不夠用,
生活會越來越忙碌,
煩惱自然而然越來越多,
而真心的朋友卻越來越少。


但是,真心的朋友,不需要多說,都能夠明白你的難處。


很慶幸,我有怎麼一班知己。
謝謝你們的體諒 。



Updates - August

It has been a long time since I last blogged.

Hi, August !

Final exam ended in 23 July. 
And result's coming out in 29 Aug! 
Lets pray for the best !

I'm gonna passed this round! *determined*

So, the best friend, graduated from UK and came back to Malaysia !
I have my love back with me but I have no time for her, how pathetic =') 

I missed my friends so much so much. 
I have so many to do, but so little time. 


Hang in there, take a deep breathe. 
There you are, survived and revived !



Sunday, April 20

你們還好嗎?


久違的笑容,
我想你了。

在哪兒?
快回來吧!


太累了。 
怎麼辦?


每個人都有自己的煩惱。 


朋友,
我想你們了。 

你們還好嗎? 

生活不簡單。 

大家都在為自己的未來奮鬥着。 

要知道,你的背後,還有這群好友與你一起奮鬥著。

我們很少聯絡
各自都有各自忙碌的生活。
但是心底有時候還是默默的想念你們。 


加油。
我們一起加油。 






Feelings


It has been a tiring-depressed-exhausted period. 

It's April. 
Anyhow, it feels like a year for me. 
Too many things to take in during the period. 
Life ain't easy when you deal with some kind of people. 

I feel so unsafe being in this environment. 
It is not what I can expect.
I just wish that I can hide hide hide, and cant be found. 

Peaceful life, I'm not having now. 
Hectic life, I'm not supposed to have. 
Stressful life, I've had enough of that. 

So what else I need/I have/I'm supposed to have...

Lost. 

"Be tough. Be strong"
"Hang in there, it will be over"
"Don't fall, don't fear"

What else? 

How many times I have whispered to myself? 
How many times I have teared up inside my blanket?
How many times more I have to repeat this cycle? 

Audit? 
Enjoying it or not? 
........

Will you enjoy working on it in the future? 
........

Are you going to continue this? 
........


Team?
Workload?
Stress?


I seriously have no idea. 

My life is so messed up at this moment. 

Restless ttm.








Saturday, March 15

Hello, March

It's mid of march 2014. 


#prayforMH370

Missing my dearies pretty much. 
Take good care of yourself people =)

Waiting for the next gathering. 



xoxo.



Sunday, December 29

Working - Growing - Learning


Pasir Gudang Dec 2012




SVS Night 2012


Lunch at Le Meridien, Hilton KL


Dinner at Ante, Publika.


Red Box, Gardens

Boss Wedding !


SVS Movie Night 2013 


Labuan 2013 






Danga Bay, Johor Bahru







Working - Growing - Learning 



Krabi* Phuket 2013

Let's see what else I haven't blog....
Oh ya, the memorable trip to Krabi Thailand
how can I left you out ? 
So... Let's recall back in 19 September 2013. 

Krabi Le Fun Trip (19 Sept 2013 - 25 Sept 2013)

Beach, Island, Shopping, Seafood, Thaifood, Streetfood 
This is basically what we did during our trip. 
Nothing special, nothing classy; us being us. 













Thank you Mr. KC =)



Sunday, November 3

Finals BR BC



Business Reporting 
Business Change 

I'm taking both of you down ! 
*determined* 

Finals on Monday (4/11) and Tuesday (5/11) 
Am so nervous and stress at the same moment. 

Oh God. 
All the best Jia Ping. 



icaew.com 






Tuesday, September 10

。。。


很emo的一个晚上。

我很想你,额外的想念你。


Sunday, September 1

Lovelies


The lovelies came back from UK and here's our annual gathering :)

Finally got to meet up with all these busy people. 

1st met up : TAO Japanese Buffet 


It was supposed to be a birthday celebration, but it end up so-so. 
Because I was super late.
Sorry guys. 

Went to shop for their presents with WinKee. a
and that was a success to get 3 presents in 2 hours time.


and i'm glad that they loved it =)

*please ignore the superb extreme face expressions* LOL

Next up : Singing session at boss's (aka wei herng) home! 
hulalala ~ 
wow for his new home and I would love to visit him everytime when he is back! 

New home base for us!

Did not manage to capture photos but videos instead. 
and this shall keep between us *wink at Huey Yuin* 
There is always some super epic and old songs coming from this crazy people 
aka : carpenters, bee gees, air supply ..... 中国娃娃 OMG ! 
“大错特错 请你不要来 侮辱我的美”

and i feel so freaking old ~~~~~ 
oh well. This marked a memorable day instead.



Dinner at MO


Time to blog about my dinner with Mr KC at Casbah Lounge, Mandarin Oriental =)

Don't get me wrong that I am so classy and went for a dinner at MO. 
But that was a good try indeed. 

and if you asked me if I would go back again,
I would say.. hmm, no thanks. 

Here's some photo of the day. 
Nothing special, but something to blog about it. 







Tada~ and my current profile picture! 

September'13

August has passed. 
Nothing special bout this month, but here's the start of my holiday !!!

say YAYYY!!!! 

Yeap. Finally is my turn to take a break, a long one. 
Well, actually this is my study break, which means, I'm gonna study real hard during my break. 

so, break = no break. 
Well, at least, a change in environment =)

Working life vs study life

which one would you prefer? 

Well, I'd say, it depends what you aim at this moment. 

I'm happy and carefree + stress when I was/am a student. 
I'm strict, packed up + stress when I was/am a working adult. 

So, just strike a balance in between
which i chose to be a part-timer (working and studying at the same time)

Hehe !

Well, I wouldn't say that I prefer which one more. 
Because both are different stages in my life. 
And I need both to make my life more interesting. 

Say cheers to September!

xoxo.


Sunday, August 11

*Take a deep breathe*


Finally there is a break for me. 
This Raya break, basically is the time to recover my sleeping debt. 

Time to do some wrap up for the 1st half of the year.
I've undergo two surgeries this year. I hope there's no more to come *touch wood* 

Becoming more health concious is a must for me. 
Yet, I couldn't control my sleeping cycle. 

Auditor is not an easy career.
I chose my career, and it's the time for me to walk my future.
I knew that this wouldn't be a bed of roses yet I still choose to be one of them.

Because it brought me returns that I longed for. 

No time for me to rest since I joined the firm. 
Started work with passion and now I've lose hope on what am I doing...

I've tried to search for my enthusiasm and passion in accounting/auditing... 
but I'm too tire for this right now. 
Maybe a long break may brings me back to on track. 


I've always appear to be okay in front of the team
until the day I broke down talking to my superiors
They was shocked. I was shocked too. 

I thought I manage to hold back. Sadly... I couldn't. 

It was a steep learning curve for me. 
Ever thought of resigning, thought of joining a commercial firm, thought of quitting etc etc... 
But I'd enjoying learning and coaching people in audit. 

Winnie, stay tough. You will be better soon. 

Yeap. study break starting end of August. 
Hopefully this will be a refreshment for me. 

Hang on. 
Take a deep breathe. 
You will be okay. 





Sunday, June 23

Wrap Up


Fight Fight Fight
June is coming to an end 

Well, I've came across too many emotions in a month. 
Tired of fighting anymore. 

Just leave me alone, and I will slowly find back my soul. 

Enthusiastic, motivated, and then .... 
disappointed, demotivated, lose hope, and gave up. 

Time to wrap up everything, and kick start a new journey of mine. 

Hang on there, rainbow always come after the storm. 
You will have your turn. 







Monday, June 3

Hello June !


It's June already. 
Stepping in June make me realised that time passed fast. 

May was harsh to me, to all of us. 
Complaining non stop. But it doesn't help either. 

Truly disappointed and demotivated.

It's June, wake up Winnie. 
Life goes on. 
Be tough. Be firm. Be Strong.

Cheers. 


Thursday, May 2

Work and work and work ....


Work life balance. 

How could I achieve this. 

Am still learning. 

I need some social life. 
I need someone to talk to. 
I need some off work talking. 

Tired of being who am I.
Tired of being an auditor.

and it's only May 2012. 

How can I proceed further.... 

How to survive? 




May


It's May already. 

April was harsh. 

I fall. I failed, I teared up. 

and lastly 

Toughen up. 

Life goes on. 

I pray for a better tomorrow. 

I just wanna lead a simple life. 

Less miserable one. 

Please be good to me, Dear May. 






Monday, April 15

Toughen up

Received my love letter from London. 
Teared up reading what she wrote in the letter. 
No one could understand my feelings at that moment. 
Mixed feelings. 

Miss her so much =') 

Please take good care of yourself over there. 
We were so busy with our own life , but I miss you. I really do. 
Someone I used to talk to everynight , everyday. 
Life ain't relax for both us of now. 


When we are both in different land of the world, 
When we are both undergoing some stressful stages in out lives, 
When both of us are having some mixed feelings, 
When we couldn't get to meet up and talked about. 


When the moment I saw your letter from London, 
When I teared up reading the words written by you, 
When all the words hit directly to me heart. 


Yes, I breakdown exactly at that moment. 


Toughen up.
I will support you no matter what.



Love, 
Jia Ping.



April'13

Have been working through day and night lately 

Ain't easy to survive as an auditor. 

Have to toughen up myself everynight

Yes , I need some motivation to get myself keep on moving 

Can literally fall asleep when you're driving. 

Luckily that wasn't a major accident though, thank god. 

No time for myself, 
No time for the family, 
No time for the boyfriend , 
No time for my dear friends,
No time for social life. 

This is all you need to sacrifice. 

Hopefully 2013 would be a great great year. 

it's only April. Long long way to go..... 

Fighting and surviving.  

A question I've been asking : how much more can I take in ? 

Good luck Jia Ping. 




Sunday, March 24

很累

不知怎么了
最近心情真的很不好


很累


我不想在和你再有争执了



我真的很累很累了



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